Catastrophe

Ning Zhe was a little puzzled by Qu Xiangran's answer: "Love? You abandoned your wife and children, what does it have to do with love?"

"Most of the marriages between husband and wife in the refugee area are for the purpose of living as a partner. I think their awareness of reproduction is more like an instinctive behavior engraved in it, but I was different at that time. I was in free love with Siyao's mother. "

Qu Xiangran smiled bitterly: "I have always believed that the role of learning is to expand people's thinking and knowledge, and improve their ability to think, but perhaps the saddest thing about human beings is this.

A person at the bottom suddenly has a knowledge of the world and becomes a grassroots who recognizes reality. In this case, what will happen?

He will find that he has become a person who recognizes the reality, but is unable to change the status quo. I was like this at the time. I lost motivation and hope in life. At that time, I met Siyao's mother .

She is also a literate woman, and the two of us together can help me find that sense of soul colliding, allowing us to provide each other with a light in our dark lives.

But cognition of this thing is like a curse in many cases, it will make people lost, and people can't extricate themselves from it.

After entering the fortress, my world view was turned upside down, I saw the life of the city people, and saw this world without hunger and cold. From then on, I vowed to stand out, to bring my wife and daughter in, and live my life. on this life.

But this kind of thinking is more like the water moon mirror flower derived from the blood of a moment, because at that time, I had no such ability at all, and the cruel reality made me know that I was only a humanoid tool, and for most people, they only hoped that they could live. For refugees, this is cruel, because I recognize the truth, but I have no power to change it.

Under the system and system of the chaebol, everything seems not to be like this, but it seems that it should be like this. The refugees are destined to struggle in the world that belongs to them.

I entered the fortress, but it did not mean that I was out of the circle of refugees. Therefore, I became a refugee with a wide range of knowledge, and I also knew one thing. Although there was a severe drought outside the city, the fortress did not lack groundwater. , they just gave priority to the supply of water to the fortress people, because the fortress people are the group that really provides wealth to the chaebols, and even the conscription of soldiers and hard work is not the turn of the displaced people.

I'm not a cynic, and I know that I can only get ahead in the fortress by myself, so I started to learn to keep myself alive.

My job is to clean underground sewage wells and repair some pipelines. This work is very dangerous, because many blocked pipelines accumulate a lot of biogas. Once there is a mistake in the operation, people will be suffocated to death. Inside, and then no one goes to salvage the bodies, the dead refugees, will become part of the garbage, which will eventually rot into silt.

When I was in the refugee area, I felt that my life was full of hope because I could get one more bean cake than others, but when I was in the fortress with lights, rain, fog and heavy traffic, I was still engaged in a lowly job, watching someone ride a BMW Fragrant car, surrounded by beauties, and when I walked in and out of the stars holding the moon, I found that the bean cake in my hand gradually lost its taste.

Later, I saw at a wealthy businessman's house that the bean cake was actually fed to pigs.

At that time, I kept thinking about a question. Others are human, and I am human. Others will die, and I will eventually leave. Since everyone’s ending is the same, why don’t I be bold and let my limited life live? How about something more exciting?

So, my mentality changed. When I needed someone to do dangerous work, I took the initiative to ask Ying, and then took the opportunity to get into the tunnel, escaped the tunnel directly from another place, and then became a refugee without an official identity. , I wandered in the fortress. At that time, I had no goals in life, no lower limit to doing things, and just wanted to climb up at all costs.

Regarding my life in those years, I thought it should be called fearless alone, but in fact, there are four words that are more appropriate: heavy debts!

In the same way, after the **** accumulation of raw capital, I am no longer the homeless person who has been bullied, doing the hardest work, receiving the meagre salary, and being called to and drank by people like an animal.

At that time, the name Qu Xiangran had already gained some fame in certain fields. I thought that I had achieved great success. When the material life was greatly satisfied, the spiritual world began to become empty, and I began to miss my family. , I began to think about bringing my family into the fortress, even if I went bankrupt, I would not hesitate. "

"Failed?" After listening to Qu Xiangran's words, Ning Zhe's contempt for him was not that serious, because he could understand Qu Xiangran's words, and he also knew how much the fortress wanted to bring in people from the refugee area. Difficulty, this matter is definitely not only solved by money.

Unexpectedly, Qu Xiangran gave Ning Zhe an unexpected answer: "No, I gave up."

Ning Zhe didn't turn the corner: "Give up?"

"Well, give up." Qu Xiangran nodded and drank the tea that was not so hot: "You may not know that the Dark Horse Company was not founded by me, but a large company that has existed for many years. , but its influence only existed in the surrounding fortresses at that time.

At that time, in order to bring Siyao and her mother into the city, I found Hu Chengye, the eldest son of the dark horse company, through a relationship. I wanted to do this through him. In order to curry favor with him, I hung out with him every day. By chance, I met Hu Chengye's sister, Hu Ge.

Hu Ge is a very beautiful woman. At the beginning, I only regarded her as the eldest lady of the Hu family, and treated her with respect and courtesy. I didn't expect that Hu Ge had pursued me at that time.

Although I had a little capital at that time, it was far worse than the Hu family. Once I can join the Hu family, the future will be very bright. So one night, a slightly drunk Hu Ge asked me Willing to marry her, I nodded, and made up a lie to them, saying that I was a prisoner who escaped from another fortress, and had no identity and no family.

At that time, Hu Ge's father was very opposed to this marriage, but he couldn't stand Hu Ge always going to the house to make trouble, and through the disguise I showed, I finally got my wish and became the son-in-law of the Hu family. "

Ning Zhe was very surprised. He didn't expect Qu Xiangran, such a famous person, to be willing to show his most filthy side to him like this: "You always give up, is this the real reason why you gave up Xiaoyu's mother and daughter?"

"This is why I will tell you that love is not reliable! There are not so many fairy tales in the adult world. I don't want to excuse myself. The reason why I gave up their mother and daughter is because of selfishness and wanting to become a superior person. .

At that time, after I entered the family, I came into contact with a field that I had never seen before, and also reached a new level. Desire was like a flood of beasts, destroying my beliefs and filling my empty soul. At that time, I , The desire for power has been extremely inflated, and it has begun to rise steadily in the dark horse company.

The success of my career made me think that I was on the verge of change, and I was the chosen son of the dark horse in the troubled times. So I set up the dark horse guards and led them around to gain benefits for the company. I was still exploring the ruins of the old world. At the time, he found the technology of lithography machine and chip production, which made the dark horse company take off completely and started the road of expansion.

I consider myself a scheming person. After mastering the chip technology, I always hold the core technology in my own hands. When my position in the dark horse company was already unshakable, I decided to show off to the Hu family. Tell them that I actually have a wife and daughter outside the city, and I plan to bring them to the fortress. With my contribution to the company at that time, even if they are dissatisfied with me, they can't help me.

But just as I was preparing for the showdown, the accident happened again. "