Big Life

39/9 – The night will be together "… …What…
Like a dazzling man, his country deeply frowned. Taewon repeatedly said with a louder voice.
"Now I want to quit the company."
"Now you … … ! I'm saying that I raised my voice a lot ?! "
"It's not what you think!" I have not been able to meet the expectation of my dad. I can not hold the position of editor in this state. "
"Well, wait. Hold on a second. Just sit down. "
The country shook her hands like she stuttered. He was very embarrassed inside. It is nine years when we coexist together. I did not know that it was not Tae – won who would make impulsive remarks by feeling his feelings.
The country went to the water purifier behind the desk and drank the cold water. I could not drink a cup and drank two cups. Then he sighed like a moan and went to the window.
"I'm serious?"
After a long time, the country first got lucky.
Before Tae – won sat on the sofa and answered, the country asks a series of questions.
"Is it true? Why are you going to quit? what's the problem?"
It was not a question asking for an answer. As a proof of that, the country turned around and suddenly sat down opposite the Taewon. He was quick to speak with a look that was only faded and faded.
"I admit, I was tough. Nowadays e-publishing team sales are not good, and the daughter and the daughters-in-law are very tired of the company. I believe my daughter's friends and put them in marketing. There is nothing wrong with it. Maybe I did it to you in a frenzy while I did not know. Obviously, I was talking. I'm sorry, really. "
Taewon was sleeping.
I knew that the words of my country were true. It is not a bad person with a bad reputation but it is a bad person. If I did, I would not have stayed for nine years. I was able to come to work for a long time because I was a representative who knows how to take care of it when I take care of it.
But,
Now, with apology alone, Taewon's determination can not be reversed.
"I must have been very sensitive these days. I'll leave early today and have a drink with me. Let's drink a glass of cold. "
Tae Won's shoulder was overpowering, as if the country was softer and tender. However, Tae – won immediately held his head in the same position.
"I will quit, sir."
"why!"
The country was not able to withstand the rough blood, and stood up and shouted. I could not get a resignation like this.
As Tae-won, competent editors were not common. Tae Won was the person who pulled out the power from both sides of sales and editing, and from the management power of the staff and the writer.
"I am 45 years old next year, too."
"I had a feast four years ago! Do not you think it's an excuse to leave your age at 50 ?! "
"I can not be in the editorial position for the rest of my life. It is a problem that you can not guarantee when your retirement will last. That's right. "
“……!”The country can not speak, and only the rough breath is in the middle.
Taewon was recalling the reason for her resignation calmly.
The increasing awareness of the country's values ​​and the resulting conflict, the company that begins to return to the center of the family and relatives, is becoming increasingly aware of the crisis.
I was not confident to be able to hold more fatigue accumulated daily. To that end, both sides of body and mind were exhausted.
"Before I get older, I want to build a solid foundation to feed my family. I am sorry that I suddenly have to speak to you. Please understand and accept it. "
The country came to rest, screaming. He went to the window and he took a cigarette out of his pocket and bit his mouth. In the office where he kept smoking for a long time, he opened a window and lit a cigarette.
"Anyway, it's over."
When the cigarette was about to be burned in half, the country reminded me.
"It 's been a while since I rolled together, and it' s not like I can tear it apart. We have a minimum seat. "
Yes, sir, I
"Uh, go look at work."
Taewon bowed his head and turned. The country that was firmly fixed toward the window did not look back to the end.
Taewon came out instead of office. He went into a convenience store and bought a lighter. He sat down in a blue chair under a parasol. A long time ago, I had a cigarette in my arms that I had not smoked yet.
Hoo …
How long does it smoke?
It suffers from dizziness because it sucks up the money.
Taewon laid down his eyes unraveled by strangers. I was calling my wife on my cell phone.
– What are you doing at this time, you?
"It's just time. What are the kids doing? "- You have not come to school yet, man. How many times do you have time.
"Yes." – What's wrong with you? My voice is bad.
The word 'nothing' did not come through the umbrella of the chama taewon. I did not want to lie. My wife was also the original editor. After the birth of the second child, my health deteriorated and my work was rested and I have been living as a housewife all the time.
– I wanted to tell you this morning. You are not feeling so hot these days. I'll come in early, and I'll do it.
"It'll be late. I have a place for dinner. Anyway. I'll call you back later. "
My wife urgently told Taewon to stop the phone call.
– Honey, wait.
Why
The man who had not been able to hang up, the wife had been silent for a while.
The wheezing was only irritating when he was poking into the eardrum of Taewon.
Taewon discarded the burned cigarette and took out a new cigarette.
The moment I tried to light a lighter, my wife's warm voice came to my ear.
– Do not force it. Taewon 's face went down. The unexpected wife 's words were on his ears.
– It's okay if you do not like it. You've been suffering a long time alone. I have lived for 10 years a day just to feed my children and me.
Suddenly What do you mean? "- Do you know how to sleep when you are exhausted? I'd rather be in Kona Golji's dream. Artist, I like your manuscript. When you look at it, when did the gray hair grow so much again? I would not be able to pull it out … … How I feel … … You… …
My wife's voice, which I wanted to tremble gradually, was turning into a cry.
Taiyuan took off his glasses. His firm fleshy fingers were holding down wet eyes.
My wife can not win either. Even if you do not say it, you always see through the genius. The heart of the heart is now more heart-wrenching.
– Do not worry about yourself. Management you said this summer. Let us start together.
"That … … Did you remember? "
Writer management was a project that Taewon was planning to start after the resignation. I have already made a speech for some business people.
I just mentioned it for a while as if I had a drink. My deepest wife had no recollection.
– You, too, but I did not want to get up before I was convinced. I also knew this and that. I'll be fine. Let's start with two. I was a good editor of my hair. Do you admit it?
After crying, his wife laughed. A laughing sound like a lively spring breeze tickled the ears of Taewon.
Sure! I admit it. "
Taewon put a cigarette on the road and buried his face full of palms. The trembling of the hand shook the whole body, which passed through the face. He was so lucky to have a face invisible phone, he was comforting himself. ……

"Look, Rica. It was a convenience store that I informed last year. Do you see signboards of rice cookers with that side alley? Really cheap and delicious. I would have eaten 500 bowls. "
Throughout the drive, reconstruction spoke to Rica of the passenger seat.
It was a car received from Haitai Media. As the first guest, I was driving a ride around Rica, and was doing a pilot. October's sunshine was breaking on the smooth surface of the black new car.
Rika was calm from the beginning to the end, rather than frolic. I was enjoying the ride while sitting in a relaxed crouch, or looking out the window with my paws on the door.
"Let's go for a second."
The way home. The reconstruction set up a car in front of the tomb of Seo Gwon-woo. The reconstruction that first came down opened the door of the passenger seat and Ricardo came down with a light gesture.
"Sir, we are here."
Reconstruction in front of the grave gave a greeting. Rika turned around the grave as if confirming the condition, and stood by the reconstruction again.
"It's already fall. I lived in writing just like you, and the time went so fast. "
The reconstruction was to remove some food plates, books, and glasses from the monument. It was what they had arranged for coming to the pilgrimage during Chuseok.
The reconstruction, which had been completed, was sitting on the flat ground next to the grave with his buttocks. It was glowing. The sigh came first before I could see why I was looking at the red sky.
"Sir, I do not know what to write about these days."
As reconstruction complained, I opened my mouth.
"I want to write what I want to write. As you told me, I care about your readers. By the way, I can not think of what to write. I do not have any life now. "
Although he received the Pegelon series, which was published by Haitai Media, Insei, the master volume of Star Books, was still coming in every month as a salary.
At least until the beginning of next year, monthly income of 12 million won a little less steadily comes. Once the paper book is completed, further sales can be expected in the north. For at least two or three years, you can play in the country, but you have a good situation.
"I think I'm trying. It's difficult, sir. "
There was no answer in the grave.
The reconstruction stood there for a while, then stood up and shook his ass. Rika, who was waiting quietly, followed him.
Drink! Drink!
When I got home and was washing my feet, I got a call. As soon as I confirmed the name of my good friend, the reconstruction laughed and received a phone call.
"Park Jung-jin, are you calling now?" – What were you doing? If you're not busy, come out and have a drink.
His voice was rough. The irritating breathing sound was irritating the eardrum of reconstruction.
"I'm going to go right now, tell me in advance. Is there any serious thing? "
Rebuilding asked me to take off my pants with my cell phone between my shoulders and my head. Jeong Jin picked me up from the sigh ahead of the answer.
– It's not a big deal, but come out with me. Meet me. I want to see you, Ha rebuilt.
"Okay, where do I look?" – Look in your neighborhood. I'll take the subway. I'll be there in 20 minutes.
"Okay, I'll be right there."
Reconstruction hastily changed clothes with anxious minds. He sat at the end of his bed and wore socks, and he asked Rika for his understanding.
"Maybe JinJin is going to come home and go to sleep. I'm in a bad situation when I hear this child's voice. This day is a pourer. Hold on one day. "
Cat communication
Rika was responding with the tail side by side on the left and right side.
When I encountered my two eyes, I could not stand the reconstruction. I knew Rica, but I rubbed my nose and nose, and I went to my house with my shoes and then I kissed her.
I walked to the subway station. When I walked diligently and arrived at the station, I got a call from Jeong Jin.
"Uh, I'm out of here now." – Turn around, bastard.
Rebuilding was surprised and turned around. Jeong Jin was smiling off his nose and was dropping his cell phone.
"It's really fast. Did you fly? "
"The subway was right there. What do you want to eat? The liquor is shochu. "
"This starts from the beginning and holds each one. What is it? "
"It's not a big deal. Hey, there's a pod house there. Let's eat pace in the liver. "
Reconstruction and Jungjin got into the nearby restaurant and took a seat.
The shochu and the side dishes were put on top before the foot. Jeong Jin took the lid as if he had waited and followed the reconstruction and drinking with his cup.
"Now, toast."
"Hey, drink meat when you come out. It's an empty stomach, you too. "
"You came out with bean sprouts. Let's make a toast. "
Anyway.
I drink soju on an empty stomach, and I suddenly get hot.
The reconstruction took the bottle out of Jinjin 's hand to follow the liquor straight away.
"Do not do it yourself."
"What's wrong with my own work?"
"I think the ambassador has changed with you. I think I saw this scene in my dream. "
"It was a reunion. In the hippopotamus. "
Oh right. When I had a face rotten because of Myung Hoon, we said, "
There was a smile on his mouth. He was laughing at the rebuilding slowly followed by drinking in his cup.
"Say whatever you do. If I can help you … … "
"This is not the area you can help."
"What the hell are you doing?"
"Hyo Jin."
Jungjin answered immediately without being mugged.
Rebuilding frowned upon one eye.
“What?”
"This is because of Hyojin."
Jeong Jin drank alcohol at once. He spoke with a spoonful of bean sprouts and a spoon.
"Somma is like a guy."
"How do you know that?"
"I saw the Twitter atmosphere. It is said that the good guys keep coming up and are worried. "
"The picture is not uploaded?"
“Oh, uh. No pictures. "
"Do not jump, just say that."
“…….”"Hey, was this because of this? Are you excited? "
"Is not it serious?"
"You did not confess to Hyojin?"
"right."
"Hey, shut your mouth and eat paws."
"You really mean just that, right? in vain? Girls often say that they are on Twitter. Huh? Hyosin is also like that, right? "
"This guy is not a psychopath. Oh, it's noisy. "
The rebuilding was not ridiculous, but Jungjin was serious. I understand that it is because she likes Hijin so much, but on the other hand it was reconstruction that I can not forgive my frustrated mind.
"There is nothing I can do."
It was the words Jeong Jin spoke as he made two bottles of liquor.
"I thought about what I could do if I was good with Hyojin. I wonder if the love itself is extravagant to me. Hyojin is a little princess style. "
"You'll only look like a princess in your eyes. I see HyoJin hungry and shaggy. Eat well in the earth. "
"It 's a bit of a shame because it' s an example of shame. Anyway my heart is like that. Oh, I do not know. Hyojin seems to be a man. It must be. Pretty sure? This is a fact. "
Rebuilding quietly listened to the disdain of Jinjun. There was no limit from the hard life of the company to the work of Hijin and the family matters. Instead of advising me rebuilding, I listened to him quietly.
'You have a lot of trouble. I'm sorry.'
I looked at Jung-Jin, who had just finished drinking the third bottle and started to shout, apologizing for the reconstruction. It is a precious friend who helped me when I was tired. Now that I have a base, I will stretch out my hand first, rebuilding myself.
"I can not finish this way. Let's go to karaoke second. "
After the calculation was finished, it was Jung Jin's words.
Reconstruction looked around for the karaoke sign and found one spot at the end and pointed with his finger.
"Yeah, let's go over there. Call out and stress. "
"Hey, wait a minute. Stop
Jung Jin pulled the reconstruction to the other side.
"That's a singing track, baby."
"What does that matter?"
"Anyway, he does not know the world like this."
It was the karaoke room on the third floor of the Mizin Building where Jingjin pulled the reconstruction. I did not know what the difference was between the practice room and the karaoke room.

9 – The night will be with you (2) From here is a paid start "Come on."
As she entered the karaoke room, the lady in her late 30s welcomed the couple with a smile. I felt a deep fatigue from the face with a beautiful makeup.
Jeong Jin staggered and asked the lady to the counter.
"Can you call me?"
Ahem. Yes. Of course.
"Two people. I'm going to play for two hours. Please give me four beers. How much?"
"It's 156,000 won."
JinJin put out the card in his hand and made the calculation.
“…….” The reconstruction was stunned and stood up stunned. There was no time to dry. It happened in an instant.
"Come in and sing a song. Two times. "
"Yeah. Rebuild, let's go. "
Jung Jin led the reconstruction into the assigned room.
The reconstruction that did not grasp the unfamiliar situation was questioning with pale expression before it seated.
“Hey! Park Jung Jin! "What is the meaning of this?"
"What are you doing? It's fun to play. "
"What did you tell me? How does the karaoke cost over 150,000 won? What are you doing here? "
The eyes of the reconstruction were sweeping through the room.
It was a large karaoke room with a large screen, two microphones, and a 'C' sofa surrounding the table.
"Stiff man. You do not have that intelligence as you write. I was angry. "
"Nodo?"
Rebuilding was not able to understand.
Jeong Jin laughed and laughed and took off his jacket.
"Karaoke helpers."
What
The reconstruction immediately frowned.
I have never experienced it myself. I had just read what I was doing dimly through the internet.
"Do not be nervous. Just singing and playing. I do not know what you're thinking, but I'm relieved because it's not such a jungle-like atmosphere. "
"Where did you learn these things?"
"We came with our manager once. I talk neatly and sing and play with it. The ambience is much better than singing the bosses together. "
"I do not understand you."
Rebuilding has cut off the frets.
This attitude of Jeong – jin was frankly unfavorable.
I did not want to oppose it because of the nightlife. It was not a young age, and so much flexibility was in the reconstruction. The problem was in another place.
"Did you think you were playing around because you were upset because of Hyojin?"
"Assi, that's not what you think. And I'm destined to do it anyway. "
I was already very drunk when I saw the smile jinjung as if I had been smiling. I did not know I was going to take it so quickly.
Sitting side by side, reconstruction asked.
"Are you busy these days?"
"How did you know?"
"I know you look in your face. It seems that it will collapse if it touches. Let's go to my room. "
"I'm not sleepy, you bastard. And you've already called it all. "
"I will go out and cancel it. … "
Pitch profit!
During the reconstruction, the mistress opened the door.
Four canned beers, a dry snack, and a plastic cup were placed on top of the table in quick succession.
The reconstruction looked up at both hands and said to the mistress.
"Sir, I'm sorry, but we are going."
"Go?"
"Hey, Ha rebuild. What do you mean? "
"You're just fine. Our apologies. I'll give you a bite. "
At the end of the rebuilding, the mistress turned to her face and pointed to the back of her back with a thumb.
"Ladies are already here?"
Four
Only reconstruction could be seen.
Two women stood in the doorway over the mistress's shoulder.
Are both in their early 20s? The short hot pants on the see-through side, and the two legs wrapped in a black stocking were descending steadily to the toe of the heel.
"Are we just going?"
The woman on the left asked. It was a pretty face resembling a cat. The thick face of the toilet, and the brunette tied up in antiquity, were like two women, as if they were sisters.
"No, come in."
Jungjin jumped up and led the two girls inside. At the same time, one hand took out 30,000 won from the purse and was reaching out to the owner.
"Give me more beer. It's money. "
"Yes, I will."
The landlady closed the visit and left.
I realized that it was an unbearable stage and gave up the reconstruction and sat down on the sofa. The two girls sat next to each other for reconstruction and ritual, and they took a beer can.
"Would you like a cup?"
"I'll just drink."
Reconstruction took the can and drank a sip of beer. It was uncomfortable and unfamiliar. Heart rate geosessda than usual.
"What are your names?"
Jung asked.
The two women looked at each other 's face and answered in turn.
"The lizard."
"Wise."
It was named after the impression that it was built on the spot.
Anyway, it was a good name. The woman next to the reconstruction who introduced herself to the lizard listened to the remote control.
"Can I sing a song first?"
Okay.
The woman picked up the song and stood up with a microphone. As if I waited, Jeong Jin knocked on the tambourine and cheered. The reconstruction threw a gaze to the screen and blew a curse.
'There is no such thing as being incredible.'
It was a thought to change over time.
It was not jealous and disorganized atmosphere.
He alternately sings and dances as he plays. He lectures the stories in between and drinks and drinks beer.
That was all.
People who will not see it again after this time. Deep conversations were not even needed in the first place.
'These women are drinking a lot of alcohol the other day. Since then, can the body withstand? "
Looking at the empty candle rolling the end of the table, the reconstruction pushed the tongue inward. When the time is over with us, we will sing a beer with another guest. Even if it gave money, it did not seem to be able to drink until this.
"Hey, Ha rebuild. You can sing! "
I swearing so sweatfully, singing and singing, said Jin Jin.
The rebuilding was a bitter laughing, and I gave my head down.
In the first place, it was not a personality to be able to play in front of strangers.
'Yes, Park Jung-jin. Thank you, man. It's a good experience. '
Anyway, it is a positive thing to accumulate much experience as a writer. Someday I will be able to use this article for two hours today. Reconstruction was like that and I applauded him for the song Jung Jin called.
Right then.
"Brother, are you mad?"
She sat down beside the reconstruction and asked the woman.
As the reconstruction, which was noisy and unheard, narrowed the crow, she raised her voice to her ear.
"I'm mad! Why is not she? "
"No, I'm not good at singing."
"Do not sing! There is not a word! I do not like it? "
"No, to be honest, I have never been in such an awkward mind."
"Hey, it's not fun. Brother, what is your occupation? I do not think I'm trying hard. "
The rebuilding was for a moment.
I did not want to reveal the fact that he was a writer. It was the job of the protagonist who debuted in his fantasy novel.
"I go around the oil field and sell electric plates."
"Electric plates? Is it an oil field all over the country? By truck? "
"There is one Lamborghini."
"What did you say, what kind of lumber? shocking."
The horse was laughing as though the girl was having fun while doing it.
Reconstruction also responded with a vague grin. I know that there is no truth anyway. I do not think I should be sorry for lying here.
"Come on, brother. Where is the easy money for the world? It's really a praise to work and live every day. "
When the song was over and the sound was silent, the woman said to speak.
Rebuilding thought thoughtfully.
It 's a bit out of place with the face you see in your early 20s.
'Yes, everyone is tough.'
Rebuilding answered inward and looked at the woman glancingly.
No matter how thick the makeup seemed. Two eyes with sad light. A chin that trembles a little because of a sigh that breaks sharply. I felt like the hard life of a woman I met for the first time.
"Would you like a drink?"
"Yes, please."
The heart of the reconstruction which was to toasty was suddenly lukewarm.
He insulted himself as an emotional overgrowth of his own, and he swallowed beer at once.

Time went fast under the mirrorball, which runs wild.
Two hours have passed and the machine has spoken a message to say goodbye.
"I played very well."
The rebuilding first stood up without a fuss, and stood up and raised a giggling mind. Jeong – jin had drunk a lot of alcohol and smoked a fuss all the time for 2 hours and was totally exhausted by the rice field.
"Good night, brother."
"Nice to meet you."
The two women greeted each other with their unadulterated voices. While they were left to figure out what to do, reconstruction and devotion came out of the karaoke room.
When I got out of the building, the cold night sky had come out.
Jeong-jin starts stretching and yawns. He rebuffed his waist dance and asked.
"Have you gotten a little deeper now?"
"Uh, um … … "
Jeong Jin rubbed his nose and looked around the building and looked down.
"Honestly, it's a waste of money because I'm drunk."
"Why did you take so fast?"
"I guess I was tired. It was good when I was playing it, but it was too expensive. Next time I ask to come again, let me dry you. "
"You are a psychopath. Let's eat snacks. "
"Good, can you take a day off in your room today?"
"Uh, I can put a futon."
The two men ate a bowl of hot seungreungtang and then walked in a taxi to the house.
Opening the door, Rika stepped down from the catwalk and welcomed the reconstruction.
"Rika, my brother Jung Jin. Come with me. "
JinJin stretched out his hands and handed the horse.
Rika fired at the glance of his eyes and went up to the catwalk to avoid the quarrel.
"What? Are you discriminating, now? "
"I'm a bit nervous. Come in and wash first. "
Reconstruction brought clothes to wear.
Jeong-jin, who received his clothes, looked around the interior of the simple room and asked.
"You are making good money these days. Can not I move to a little wider? "
"Why, it's just a good environment for writing."
"Is not it hard to raise cats? That's the way it is, and the location is too far from here. At least go to the station where you can go in five minutes. "
"I like this. Quiet. "
It is a place where Seo is sleeping.
I did not want to leave the area itself, even if I was moving to another large house nearby.
Jeong Jin ridiculed as if he did not understand, and entered the bathroom and closed the door.
The reconstruction took out 100,000 won from his wallet and sneaked into his purse. It was about half the cost of karaoke.
'I want to give it all but I will do it again later. Now, let's write today's diary. '
The reconstruction was sitting on the chair and turning on the notebook.
I was writing a diary that I had not used for a while recently. It was because I wanted to be diligent in writing a diary, it would be helpful for a novel idea.
'Today, I use Pesolon's testimony … … Rica and drive … … I stopped by your grave … … I went to the footsteps with Jejun and then went to the karaoke room in the second … … . '
There were many stories to write for the liver.
Just as the devotion to daily life with Rika was enough, the amount of diary increased more than twice as usual. Reconstruction was pleasantly diary, feeling the body temperature of Rika sitting on her knees.
'What did she say?'
The moment I finished my diary.
Suddenly, the woman who was paired with herself came up.
The reconstruction, which I remembered for a moment, quickly thought about and knocked the keyboard.

– Come on, brother. Where is the easy money for the world? It is really a praise to work and live every day.

'It feels good.'
A hint of humility, warmth and warmth. Rebuilding revived the mind with delightful sentences.
I did not even know that Jeong Jin, who had just washed out, came up behind his back.

9 – The night is accompanied by (2) From here is a paid start End