Bestow Me a Love Like Wind

She is very obedient every day, eats well and rests well. She eats two bites as much as possible if she has no taste, because she wants to make up for the child. I can't sleep at night, so I squint for a while during the day. When I usually go out, I just wander around the community, with bodyguards following far away. Li Youyou asked her to go shopping, but she was afraid she was worried, so she followed. Li Youyou also knew that she might be in a bad mood, so the movies she took to watch were all sweet love movies, and the restaurants that took her to all had light soup ingredients. I went to her house and watched comedy variety shows. These were all for her, she knew.

She wasn't when she was young, as long as she was unhappy, she didn't want to pay attention to the kindness of others to her. This is the kindness of others to her, and she will work hard to do it.

Besides, she is also a mother.

Even if she doesn't think about herself, she has to think about her children.

When the child grows up day by day, it turns out that it only moves occasionally in the middle of the night. And now, he seems to have begun to show his own vitality, she must eat, she must maintain a calm mood, and her emotions must not fluctuate.

However, no matter how many love movies she watched, all she thought about was about herself and Lengscheng. After watching many comedies, she couldn't laugh at all. Even if Li Youyou and the babysitter next to each other laughed and leaned back together, she couldn't laugh.

The only thing she can do is that Lengscheng told her that she must live a good life and give birth to a child. He will definitely come back. It's just a matter of time. She will definitely wait for him with the child.

Only since returning home from the hospital that day, she packed a lot of things, including this baby diary. She can't use the computer for the sake of her children, so she writes a little every day when she is fine. Write when you are in a good mood, and write when you are not. When your child is older, he will also be able to let the child see what his father has done for him.

She thought for a while and started writing: "Today is Friday, oh, it's already early in the morning, Saturday. The weather forecast is clear, the cold air has passed, but the temperature is still a bit low, but unfortunately I still haven't seen the first snow of this year. "

It's been a long time since I didn't pick up the pen. It turned out that the beautiful pen writing she had practiced had no skeleton. The bedside lamp was dim. She looked at the filament of the light bulb and thought for a long time. She still wrote: "Dad’s friend called today and said that Dad is still in it, and his life is not very good. He is too arrogant, and he certainly won’t I’ve been too happy.” She also reflected on herself, and said with a wry smile: “Actually, what I have to say about him, my mother thinks back to her past...I feel that I have lived too hard and too arrogant, and always hold him. The distance is not far or near. I want to get close, but I am afraid of being hurt. In such an advance and retreat, it hurt him and hurt the feelings between us."

"His friend scolded me today. I think he was right. As a wife, I was really unqualified. At that time, in my eyes, maybe he really didn't have my family, and I was important. I didn’t come from a bad background. , So I feel inferior. It seems that I always want to win his respect by myself. I don’t want to be looked down upon, but I don’t know. Respect for this kind of thing is mutual at first. I put myself in a lower position than others and refuse With all his help, I really think that only in this way can I prove my ability."