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137 Drinking

So Meng Zijun felt it necessary to talk to Teacher Le.

After school, Teacher Le called and told Yu Xiaofei to pick up her son and told her that she would not go home for dinner.

Teacher Le took a taxi to the Jinlilai Hotel, where Meng Zijun had been waiting for a long time.

This time Meng Zijun booked a private room on the second floor.

Sit down and serve food, Meng Zijun also ordered a drink.

Meng Zijun poured two glasses of wine and placed one in front of Teacher Le. He held up another one, "Teacher Le, I have never drunk wine since I became ill. But today, I want to drink it. I respect the glass of wine. Thank you for your care and love for my daughter Qingqing over the past year." Meng Zijun said and drank it.

Teacher Le said, "Meng Zijun, don't drink it if you are in poor health."

Meng Zijun poured himself a glass again, “It’s okay. It doesn’t matter if I drink or not. I invite you to come today to tell you that I am a person not long in the world. It’s from the bottom of the heart. So today we two men drank happily, said happily, and said whatever was in the heart."

"Meng Zijun, haven't you already had a kidney transplant? Haven't you been doing well for more than a year? How could it...impossible?" Teacher Le said in surprise.

Meng Zijun smiled bitterly and said: "Now the condition has deteriorated. The doctor said, I can survive for as long as half a year, or as little as two months."

"Why is this? Some people can live for more than ten years after a kidney transplant?"

"Personal circumstances are different. The longest one can live for 20 years and the shortest one month. If I can persist for half a year, it is considered to have lived for two years. In these two years, I can arrange my daughter's life well, which is also considered to be It's worth it!"

"You can change your kidney again, I don't think you lack the money anyway."

Meng Zijun shook his head, "This is not a question of money. It is because there is no suitable kidney, waiting in line for ****. I am afraid I will not be able to wait any longer. I used my mother's kidney to survive. Now I Her condition was kept secret from her daughter. If she knew about it, she would desperately ask the doctor to replace me with her kidney. She had already had a matching model last time. Her kidney is suitable for me, but I don’t want her to have it. The slightest hurt, my mother gave me a kidney transplant, and I regret it. If my mother hadn’t given me a kidney transplant, she might not have left us so quickly, so I would never allow Qingqing to change me again. kidney."

Teacher Le said: "I don't know about medical matters, but as long as there is a little hope, you can't give up!"

Meng Zijun picked up the second glass of wine, "This glass of wine is my apocalypse. I am sorry to Xiaofei. I am deeply sorry for the trouble between Xiaofei and you. All this is my fault, I I lied to Xiao Fei, didn't treat her well, didn't deal with her affairs well, so that it has become such a situation now." Meng Zijun said and had a second drink.

Teacher Le was silent. Staring at the wine glass in front of him, when he heard his wife talk about the past between her and Meng Zijun last night, he was anxious to beat Meng Zijun, but now he faces Meng Zijun. But his fist couldn't get out. This 34-year-old, graceful man was living a limited number of days. He has to work hard to do the things he hates for his daughter in the future. From another angle, it would be helpless for him to choose that way.

"Teacher Le, if I am in good health, I will never let Qingqing recognize her mother, and will not disturb your peaceful life. But I will die soon. If I leave, this child will be alone. I am alone, so I had to plan for her, so I asked her to recognize her mother and let her have a support in this world, not to live so lonely and miserable. Le teacher, as a father, I ask for this Not too much. Although for you, this decision is very selfish and unfair, but the child is innocent. Since she has a mother, she should be taken care of and taken care of by her mother. Le teacher, I really have no other way. I have a better way. I will not spoil the lives of you and Xiao Fei. Teacher Le, you are more knowledgeable and educated than me. You help me come up with ideas. If you were me, what would you do?"

"If I were you, I would try my best to live by taking care of my daughter by myself, instead of shifting the blame to others. Most of the people who get sick and die because they don’t have money to treat, but you are different. You have money and money. There is a chance."

Le Hua Zhang also drank the wine in front of him in one gulp.

Meng Zijun filled Teacher Le with wine and filled himself with wine, touching his forehead with his hand, "Teacher Le, when I was too poor and desperate, I often thought that if I had money, many things could be solved easily. It’s hard to move, but after I have money, I realize that things are not as simple as I thought. Teacher Le, you won’t understand, you won’t understand the helplessness and powerlessness of a person standing on the edge of death, I Of course I want to live. I want to grow up with my daughter, but it’s not what I want. Those who died in the hospital were still there the day before and asked what they were going to do after they were discharged from the hospital! If you are gone, who wants to die? Who doesn't want to live well, but luck and fantasy can't change the reality. It's better to face reality directly and arrange the future life for your daughter who can't bear to give up."

"If you want to arrange your daughter's life, you have to break other people's peaceful lives as the price, Meng Zijun, you are too selfish. Before, you wanted to deceive Xiaofei into giving birth to her by all means for the sake of this child. The child cheated away. After these years, Xiao Fei already has a life of her own. You have to come to let the child recognize her and make her family uneasy. How can you treat her like this, and you have the heart to treat her like this. "

"Teacher Le, I am really sorry for her, but the fate has to be arranged in this way, what can I do? Teacher Le, if one day I leave, can you understand Xiaofei and recognize Qingqing? Can you accept Qingqing?"

"Can’t understand, can’t accept, Meng Zijun, tell me, if it were you, you would always think that your family is very happy and that your wife will only have a man in her life, but one day someone told you that yours My wife had a child before, a child born with someone else, what would you think in your heart? Can you not care about all of this?"

"Teacher Le, if I were you, I would really not care at all. Unfortunately, I am not you. My life is not as rich and good as you. People often don’t know how to cherish what they have, but they don’t care about those things that are not important. Caring for the minutiae, this is a cocoon of self-restraint, oneself finds uncomfortable for oneself. Most of the time people's pain is self-seeking trouble."

"You say I'm rich? I'm trying to bind myself to trouble? Meng Zijun, do you know what I'm talking about? Are you mocking me?"

"What right do I have to ridicule you? I said that you are wealthy and it is your health. You can't buy it for any amount of money. If it weren't for the car accident more than ten years ago, I would never give up Xiaofei easily. No matter what difficulties I encounter, I will hold her tightly and prevent her from slipping away from me. Teacher Le will never have a chance to get Xiaofei, but the car accident made me no longer a healthy person. Man, I can’t give a man the happiness that a woman should have, so I reluctantly left her. So, are you not richer than me in this regard? You have a healthy body and a good woman like Xiaofei , What else are you insatisfied about? Xiaofei and I happened before you. She gave birth to Qingqing, and it was before you. She was not wrong. You can’t figure it out with your own little belly, and you have to show her face, yourself I don’t feel good in my heart. You are not tying yourself up and asking for troubles. What is it?” (To be continued.)