171. Your heart

Knee pillow, knee pillow. This is a bit embarrassing.

“Suddenly, what… You want to give me a lap pillow?”

“Yes. You said you would do anything. Come on, refuse….”

“I’m not saying I won’t do it, I’m just asking because I’m curious.”

“Why this?”

I nodded and answered her question.

Ask for a hug, or even a kiss on the cheek.

I was thinking of something like that, but ended up with a lap pillow?

“That… You saw Garam yesterday.”

“Huh?”

“It’s like Master sleeping right next to you.”

“That’s something great.”

“It’s great for me.”

“… Garam might have fallen asleep first so I didn’t see him?”

“Maybe not. Me too, like Garam, with Master under me. I want to see you sleeping soundly next to me. Definitely. Please!”

… No, why are they so obsessed with strange things?

I was so embarrassed that a sigh of ‘uh, uh’ came out of my mouth.

At the same time, my body was sitting down on its own.

If you hesitate a little longer here, Xenia might get angry again.

Because I had that thought, my body moved first.

“You too… There is nothing different from Garam.”

“Yes? Is that a compliment?”

“This is not a compliment. You run away in surprise because I fall first.”

“But this is enough for me. Wanting something big from the start is greed.”

He’s like that too, muttering that to himself.

I carefully placed Xenia’s head on her lap.

Maybe Xenia would be very uncomfortable, she tried to lightly tighten her neck.

But Xenia, who is quick-witted, raised her hand and pressed my forehead! She does and she pressed.

Thanks to her, she has her head completely in her lap.

“….”

When Garam puts a dot on my chest and lets out an even breath.

If something indescribably sweet scent spreads through the air.

Xenia smelled very fragrant, like being in a flower garden.

I glanced at her and saw Xenia’s bare legs.

As if it had snowed, her skin was immaculate without a single blemish.

Looking at it from a distance, it was very pretty, but seeing it up close, I felt drawn to it.

So, without realizing it, I reached out and touched Xenia’s bare skin.

It’s so soft and smooth, it’s like the finest quality silk.

“Hick?!”

“Oh, sorry. Surprised?”

He hurriedly removed her hand and handed her an apology.

I thought the really white skin would be very soft.

So it seems that my hand went out without my knowledge, that’s how I explained it.

“I’m sorry, Xenia. By touching her without her permission….”

“Oh no! It’s not enough to apologize. That’s absolutely not the case. Just….”

Xenia’s next words were too quiet even if they were quiet.

It was almost at the level of babbling, so I couldn’t understand a single thing.

“Xenia. I-I didn’t hear a word of what she said.”

“Why, why?! Why didn’t you hear?!”

“No… Your voice is quieter than the sound of a mosquito, so how can I hear it….”

“Well, then you should have listened more carefully!”

Is this my fault again?!

When I’m dumbfounded, I just laugh.

“Tell me one more time. This time, I will really pay attention.”

“… Well, then you really have to listen carefully. Because this is the last one.”

Why are you more nervous when you say that?

Aren’t I the one who should be nervous?

“… S, because Master touched me….”

“Yes. Because I touched you.”

“Me, me, me too… S, Master… Do, do, touch! Poetry, I want it!!”

The moment I heard Xenia’s words, I looked up at her for a moment.

Is that the end of your daughter? I thought that was the reason.

“Are you finished?”

“No, you can ignore it! Kko, you don’t have to listen….”

“Do whatever you want. Whether touched or kneaded.”

“Really?!”

This is Xenia, who asks such a question in a rather loud voice.

It’s not like he’s gone, and if you touch it, it’s probably just a little bit of her face.

With that thought in mind, I nodded her head to let her do as she pleased.

“Then Master Lee will close his eyes for a while, so let’s stay like this for an hour.”

“Yes. Then… Can I really, really touch it?”

“That’s right. Do whatever you want. It’s four hours before we go to Daisy’s abode.”

She closed her eyes and answered that.

Because of Xenia’s personality, if I’m not sleeping, she’ll be too shy to touch her.

Getting her to sleep quickly is the best way to help Xenia.

Finally, the wind blows softly, and the sunlight comes in appropriately through the trees.

It’s not too cold, but it’s not too hot, so I feel sleepy slowly.

“Thank you, Master. It’s a bit sudden, but….”

If someone hears it, they’ll know you’re doing something dirty.

All I have to do is carefully touch my cheeks with my fingertips.

Would you chase away the sleep I barely found?

I heard Xenia whispering very carefully.

“I think this will be enough for a while. Really….”

Since Garam is a door that has been opened once, he must have put his body in to come in more.

On the contrary, Xenia says that this is enough.

This is why you end up being pushed by Garam every time, Xenia.

At times like this, you can stand out as strong as you usually do to others.

I could accept it as if I couldn’t win.

After thinking that far, I was just about to fall asleep.

A faint presence was felt, and soon a small sound was heard.

Basrock!-

“Oh, the f*ck! You f*cking bastards! Do not disturb and get out! Before I sew it up!”

Baslak, Bassak!-

Hurry up!!-

… Hey, Xenia? Isn’t that what we rented here?

For the elves who live in the capital, they can come and go from time to time.

But as if he didn’t even want to know about that kind of situation.

It was Xenia who drove the elves away with very thick curse words.

“Hot?! I’m sorry. Are you awake?”

“….”

Xenia returned with a polite appearance, as if she had never said anything harsh.

Looking up at her, I couldn’t help but laugh.

* * * * * * * * * *

“….”

Even breath, very calm energy.

Finally, the one lying on my lap fell asleep soundly.

Jenia looked down at him and smiled lightly.

‘This isn’t a dream, is it?’

My teacher sits right under her own.

While spending a long time with him, he never once allowed it.

Because Namgung-hyeon didn’t like it when she crossed the line.

For that reason, Xenia never tried to cross that line.

That was one of the reasons Xenia fought Garam.

He accepts his teacher’s words and tries not to do anything rude.

Ga-ram doesn’t seem to care about that, so he keeps doing cunning things.

Secretly breaking into Namgung-hyeon’s room and rolling around next to her.

I continued to appeal to my heart and tried to get an answer somehow.

Every time Xenia saw that, her rage and annoyance against her garam flared up.

She drew a line not to be crossed even though Master told her not to.

With what kind of confidence does that fox keep going or overstepping?

I couldn’t understand, and I didn’t want to understand.

But after a while, Xenia noticed.

Her own anger isn’t just for that reason.

The emotion of ‘jealousy’ and the emotion of ‘envy’ also play a role.

‘I can’t do it. He does it so confidently.’

Ga-ram does not give up even though Namgung-hyeon pushes him away, kicks him out, and threatens him.

Even if she gets scolded, she continues to approach her teacher.

Even if it was just a practical joke.

From Xenia’s point of view, even her determination to play the prank was enviable.

‘Me too, I want to get a little closer….’

What if you get scolded by someone you love?

What if you lose your student relationship as a punishment?

Xenia couldn’t even get close to her line in the end because of such worries and fears.

She didn’t have her thoughts, she just in case she tried her best.

Wouldn’t my teacher understand my heart and come a little closer to me?

That was a bit cowardly and stupid.

But Namgung-hyeon never shortened her distance.

It doesn’t get too far away, but it doesn’t come close to it either.

Xenia felt that her insides were being burned by such a man’s behavior.

I don’t want to miss you, but I really want to give you my heart.

I wish only Master would accept this feeling of her own.

With no way to convey it, and no courage to do so, I was frustrated and on the verge of going crazy.

Sug-.

Until today, Namgung-hyun suddenly crossed that line.

‘I don’t know exactly why you’re doing this all of a sudden….’

There is a saying that good is good.

I said until I went to the residence of the magical hero, Daisy.

Even though it’s only an hour, in a way it’s a very short time.

To Xenia, this one hour was more precious than anything else.

Sarak-.

I wonder if the man sleeping on my lap will wake me up.

Very carefully, very gently, I reach out and stroke his cheek.

“Ehh.”

In the end, I can’t stand it and a smile squeezes my lips and bursts out.

Things I never dared imagine are happening so suddenly.

Things that were only possible in dreams or imagination.

Now it was unfolding right in front of me.

I wonder if Garam fell asleep feeling this way yesterday.

She thought so, but Xenia suddenly had this idea.

She said she would be much more ecstatic than she herself.

Garam wasted all his time just sleeping on his chest.

Because I have Master on my lap and watch him sleep.

He completely entrusted everything to himself and relied on it.

Because he gives himself the comfort of not being disturbed by anything.

‘They said that only a lover could do something like this. A lap pillow, and the comfort to sleep. Hey, he said only lovers can do it!’

She is Xenia, who has read a lot of books after going out into the outside world.

Unsurprisingly, there were books about dating among them.

Although she had her troubles keeping an eye on her followers.

How she wanted to give it to her anyway after seeing about it being a lap pillow!

That’s what she’s doing herself, at this very moment!

‘I should have shown this to Garam! … Oh no. She must have tried to interfere with the woman’s personality. I’d rather not have her! No one come Garam, no one else! Get rid of all the uninvited guests!’

Xenia, who was muttering to herself, was startled when her Namgung-hyeon tossed and turned.

Is it a reaction to the killing spree that I unknowingly smoked?

As she hurriedly calmed herself down, Namgoonghyeon soon fell asleep again.

“Whew.”

Xenia let out a sigh of relief and swallowed her saliva.

She thought about it for a moment, then took a look around her and nodded as if she had made up her mind.

She then leaned over and gently kissed Namgoonghyeon’s forehead.

‘f*ck! Gee, I really did! How to! Really, really did it!!!’

With a silent clamor.

Her lower body couldn’t move, and she just wielded her arms.

Xenia flapped her wings, sick of her happiness.

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