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Chapter 39: Confession of the original owner

     [Also, I am sure that Sister Xingyue is also a member of the masquerade, but I can't find her.

   Maybe the time she came here happened to be staggered with me; maybe she was at a higher altar; or maybe she was disguised so perfect that I could not identify her through the mask, but I think she must be here.

   I don’t understand why she left us or why she left without saying goodbye, but I believe she has a necessary reason, and she has a necessary reason for everything...]

   Zhou Ming blinked, staring at the line in the notebook for a long time.

  According to the contents of the notes, the original owner followed the clues left by sister Xingyue, went to a certain ruin, and obtained the qualification to enter this dance.

   But what was the motivation for Ping Xingyue's notes on why he left guidelines? Zhou Ming couldn't understand it.

   With such a few words, he can't know anything at all.

   "Oh, let's let it go for now." Zhou Ming sighed.

   The most urgent thing is to take a look at the "Separation of Body and Spirit" ceremony.

  He came in here to prevent his spirit from getting worse.

   Zhou Ming turned to the part where the original author wrote the separation ceremony of the body and the spirit:

   [This kind of ritual is classified as a cult ritual in current scientific theories, but in fact its principle is very similar to the production process of modern mantras, and it also requires devout prayers.

   It’s just that the prayer of the mantra is a requirement of the state of mind, and this ritual is a requirement of behavior.

The process of the ritual is very simple. It is to kill the human beings. After the killing is finished, the magic circle is drawn, and then the corpse is dragged inside and prayed to get the blessing of the unknown god, temporarily isolating the influence of the abnormal body on the spirit, so this ritual is called The separation of body and spirit.

   It is said that the method came from this ruin. Why it works is no longer known. After all, this ruin is not a product of this world. Without the existence of the inscription, perhaps this ritual could not be deciphered.

But remember that the separation of body and spirit can only be temporary. The number of sacrifices and the time interval have a huge impact on the separation time. Frequent sacrifices and sacrifices of many lives in one breath do not significantly extend the separation time. .

   And the more severe the physical alienation, the more sacrifices needed for separation.

   In other words, this ritual cannot fundamentally solve the crazy problem, but it can ease and delay.

   If the mantra power deposition in the person's body maintains a stable level for a long time, then as long as this ritual is held regularly, it will be able to maintain a sober mind for a long time.

Although the body I left for you is not very good, it is not very bad. I am different from others. I went crazy not because of the excessive accumulation of curse power in my body, but because of some weird things that caused my spirit to be special. Influence.

   So you don’t have to worry about becoming like me, as long as you make good use of the costume and this ceremony, I believe you will be fine. 】

   Below this text is a complex pattern of magic circle, and a paragraph of text that is not understandable.

The note next to    also explained that this text is the name of the **** prayed for, but because these words are words from another world, their pronunciation is unknown. When the ceremony is held, the shape of the words must be imagined in the mind to pray for success.

   "Is it because of this reason that the three people were killed?" Zhou Ming frowned.

   He guessed the purpose of those three lives.

   But Zhou Ming felt that things were not that simple. If it were him, he would not kill innocent people, but would choose to kill the unforgivable.

   turned another page.

   The next page of notes is made up of fragments of shredded paper, as if they had been torn apart, but they were re-assembled.

   [Now as a person who comes here, I give you some warnings, that is the price I paid for my arrogance.

  The path of the hermit is destined to lead to madness. I was prepared before embarking on the journey, and even thought about suicide if necessary.

  Before I followed Xingyue's notes to explore the unknown, I had already made up my mind to go alone without Awei and Siyan. Because the journey was too dangerous, the notes also wrote that it was a dangerous exploration.

   I thought I could recognize my mental state, but I was wrong, a terrible mistake.

  If madness can be recognized by the person involved, how can it be called madness?

   When I wrote this passage, I had killed three innocent people, a black market leader outside the wall, my landlord, and the head teacher of my elementary school.

   They all became my ritual sacrifices.

In the beginning, I was not like this. The ritual sacrifices I chose were all completely crazy humans, or out-of-control conjurers, as well as those conscientious bandits and **** in the wilderness. I would never choose to be like People like them.

   But in the end, I still failed to discern the signs of loss of control. When I recovered, everything was irretrievable.

   I first killed the leader of the black market because he was selling illegal addictive drugs.

   Then I killed my former elementary school teacher. If your experience is similar to mine, she should have been taught by her. She has the habit of physically punishing students, and once caused a student to jump off the building with depression because of mental abuse.

   Finally, I killed the landlord because the landlord often intimidated and harassed the female tenant next door.

  The other me, have you noticed?

   They are really not good people, but apart from the boss, the other two shouldn't die. There are too many people outside the wall who are worse than them.

   The chaotic era has created a chaotic social environment. Except for the peaceful walls, the outside has become a place outside the law.

   There is no need to observe morality outside, and morality is a burden outside the wall. UU reading www.uukanshu.com

   People in the wilderness are distorted, but this is not their nature, because the world itself has been distorted, and people living in it can only adapt.

   When I realized this, I was also distorted.

   I still remember how I executed them, the fanatical mood, excitement and excitement during the torture, and now that I look back in pain, my writing hands are trembling.

   When I was killing and being executed, I completely felt that I was a messenger of justice. It felt like what I did was absolutely right. Even if the gods were there, I would feel gratified.

   That abnormal sense of justice lasted for a long time, and it cooled down several days after I held the ceremony. Only then did I notice what happened to me.

  Craziness will not be noticed by oneself, being mad is madness, from the moment of madness, self has disappeared.

   This is the reason why I regret it, because I have no companions, so I abandon them and go on the road by myself.

   If I bring my companions, at least they can know what kind of person I have become, at least someone can stop me, at least someone can kill me.

   I'm not sure what I will become afterwards, even the words I write now, I still doubt it.

   Although I think I am awake now, I also know that what I think is awake is far from reality...So you can distinguish my nonsense by yourself. 】

Turn the page again, the next page is a few eye-catching big words-[If you think what I said is wrong, then you try to convince me, don’t leave me to another note of mine, unless you think you are indeed crazy NS.

   Of course, I won’t tear up your notes either. Let others judge who is right or wrong. 】

   "What does this mean?" Zhou Ming frowned.

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