After Dressing as a Male Cross-dresser

In the days that followed, Li Qingyan originally thought that she would still be thinking, but found that she didn't have time to think.

As the "Chao Kao" approached, Li Mansion seemed to be on alert.

Except for Li Qingyan, most of them are nervous, and they are even more nervous than the candidate she is going to refer to.

Like Li Qingyan's mother, she embroidered various "bamboo patterns" with clothes, sachets and shoes, which means "bamboo returns peace", and prays that Li Qingyan will go there for the exam.

Daddy Li Qingyan is even worse. It seems that he has lost his memory every day. He has been in the Li Qingyan courtyard countless times, and Li Qingyan's ears are about to become cocooned.

However, what the two people have in common is that they don't want Li Qingyan to pass the Imperial College Examination, but only to keep her safe. This touches Li Qingyan's heart. The original parents always have her in their hearts.

However, even if he was busy, Li Qingyan still couldn't stop wandering during the broken time.

For a moment, Li Qingyan didn't know how to go on.

In the plot of the original book, the original body will die. Before Li Qingyan can find a way back, it is impossible for "Li Qingyan" to die like this, because if he is dead, there may be nothing left.

But now the plot is very likely to collapse. Whether the original body will die or not is still unknown, but one thing was told to Li Qingyan transparently that her "foretelling gold finger" was gone.

She wanted to avoid the dangers encountered after the original body through knowing the plot, but it didn't work.

Li Qingyan, who has lost her "foresight finger", is now like a newborn baby without weapons.

I am confused about this world, and I am also confused about my future.

She didn't even understand what was true in this world that was all fabricated.

Maybe only she is real.

For a moment, a huge sense of loneliness enveloped Li Qingyan.

Lonely and confused, Li Qingyan subconsciously seeks out her only comfort in this world—

Master Li Laohou.

At this time, Li Qingyan was a little distracted and handed a piece of fresh watermelon from the Western Regions to Master Li Hou.

Because of being distracted, Li Qingyan smeared Laohou Li's cheek as soon as he handed it.

Lao Hou Li subconsciously let out an "ah".

Only then did Li Qingyan react, and looked back at Old Master Li Hou.

At this time, Lao Hou Li's face was "horrible".

The scummed watermelon pulp was all over the half of Laohou Li's cheek, and a few watermelon seeds were caught in the deep lines at the corner of his eyes.

Li Qingyan quickly took out a sweat towel to wipe Laohou Li, and while wiping, there was still a trace of anxiety and guilt on her face.

"I'm sorry, grandfather, I just lost my mind just now, I'm really sorry."

Old Master Li just glanced at Li Qingyan in an obedient and innocent way.

"Yan Yan has something to apologize for. Isn't Yan Yan unhappy? Is it because his grandfather eats watermelon on his face that Yan Yan is happy."

"Then I want to eat more!"

As soon as Lord Li finished his words, he leaned forward and was about to plunge his face into the pile of sliced ​​watermelons.

Fortunately, Li Qingyan desperately grasped Li Laohou's back, and didn't let Li Laohou's face be "destroyed" again.

After Li Qingyan pulled back to Master Li, Master Li was still in a natural state of being dumbfounded, staring at Li Qingyan with innocent eyes and blinking.

"What's wrong? Grandfather wants to make Yan Yan happy."

Li Qingyan grasped the back of Laohou Li and her hand trembled, and a little movement suddenly poured into the corner of her eyes.

She looked slightly stunned, for a long while, as if she had made a decision, she said to Master Li Hou.

"Grandfather, you said that if you have and only have a pastry recipe, you can follow this pastry recipe to avoid mistakes and make delicious pastries correctly, but one day you find that this pastry recipe is burned out, but You still want to eat delicious pastries, what would you do?"

Perhaps Li Qingyan was really suffocated, and she couldn't tell others about this situation, but Xu was only the only time when Li Qingyan was touched by the sincere concern of Lao Hou Li, and she dared to slightly reveal the confusion in her heart.

Of course, it was the confusion after retouching. She didn't dare to say the real confusion.

Old Master Li frowned, as if he was struggling to digest the meaning of Li Qingyan's words. After a while, he rubbed his headache-prone head and replied with a puzzled expression on his face.

"Yan Yan, do I have to eat the pastries in the pastry recipe?"

"Can't I make delicious pastries by myself?"

By the way, Lao Hou Li also whispered.

"Huh, there are thousands of delicious pastries in the world, and it's not only the one written in the pastry recipe that is the best."

Li Qingyan actually didn't expect any reliable answer from Lao Hou Li, she just wanted to find someone to share her depressed mood. Therefore, when she heard Lao Hou Li's slightly naive reply, Li Qingyan There was a hint of amusing in my mind.

She also went to the doctor in a hurry, thinking about sharing her distress and confusion with Lao Hou Li. It was really a question of whether she could eat delicious cakes, and she answered, "It’s not just the most written in the pastry recipe. good to eat".

A smile appeared on Li Qingyan's face, but she seemed to think of something, her figure suddenly stopped, and her mind once again recalled what Old Master Li had said.

Then, the whole person seemed to fall into a certain shocked mood all at once.

The beautiful eyebrows looked a little sluggish in a dazed manner.

The next moment, Li Qingyan solemnly took a deep look at Old Master Li, then thought about it, then asked again.

"Grandfather, how can you make delicious pastries?"

Old Master Li seemed to be interested this time, and continued.

"Try it! If you don't try it, how do you know which combination can make a delicious cake?!"

After speaking, Master Li graciously handed Li Qingyan a sip of watermelon.

Li Qingyan took it subconsciously, but her eyes were surprised that could not be calmed for a long time. All of a sudden, her gray heart seemed to be pulled away.

If the previous Li Qingyan had the original plot as a basis and guidance, and wanted to use the original plot to avoid her own death ending and danger, she would appear so at a loss when the plot may collapse.

But now, after Mr. Li's words, Li Qingyan seems to have found another way.

The collapse of the plot does not mean that you can't eat delicious cakes, and you can't get to the perfect customs ending.

As Lao Hou Ye said-

There is not only the best pastry recipe in the world.

In the same way, it's not like following the original plot to get to the perfect end of customs clearance.

She had previously fallen into an inherent dead-end thinking, thinking that if the plot collapsed, her own destiny would become even more uncontrollable.

But who said, she can't control her own destiny!

No one has said that she must follow the original plot.

No one said that she had to live like the original.

The suspected collapse of the plot seems to be an opportunity.

An opportunity for Li Qingyan's epiphany.

She might have been thinking about it before.

Relying on others, relying on foreign objects, after all, handing over one's own destiny to others.

And only if you are strong can you hold your own destiny firmly in your hands and achieve the so-called perfect customs clearance ending.

And this first step is—

try.

Step out of your own safety zone and try bravely.