Abandoned Priest at the Hero’s Party

Did I Die?

Come to think of it, I should have committed suicide the moment I realized I was ill.

A body that is going to rot anyway, how much longer I will live.

If I had died sooner,

If you’ve made a decision a little faster,

The person who loved me more than anyone should not have died.

what am i

what the hell is my life

When I have the power, I lose those who help me, and when I find out who is on my side, I already have nothing.

just sick. The corporal among the sick.

The bastard was like me.

I know this is an unreasonable request, but

If I could be given just one more chance.

repaying the debt to the person to whom it was owed,

If there was a way to repay the favor to those who helped me.

If I could, I would do anything.

However, no matter how much he regrets the past, the past does not come back.

“Degradation of the Empress. Once upon a time, my lord had his men maim my son and looted our house. Thanks to this, my daughter has aphasia, and she still stutters.”

Yes, as someone who can’t even remember the name told me.

“I want to tell you to go to hell, but you are already in hell.”

The past cannot be undone no matter how much you regret it,

Living in a hellish present,

Living a life without a future, I was already dead.

– You must remember, saint. The Lord helped you today because He wanted you to be a helper to your neighbors.

Until I met a priest, and he wiped my back.

The dizziness that had always covered my head was swept away as if a storm had raged, and an indescribable sense of exaltation took its place. Vitality swept through the bruised body.

favor. The great grace was there.

I met a lot of priests, but I dared to say that.

None of the divinity they exerted reached the toes of that great one.

I involuntarily raised my words. At that time, I didn’t even think that I was a princess.

i’m just fat It was just a piece of flesh standing on two feet, and I had a feeling that the Great One was something holy watching us from above.

There is only one word that can describe such a thing with my common sense. only god

“Are you… are you an avatar of God?”

“Is it possible?”

I am just a priest serving the Lord.

Nothing more, nothing less, just plain priest Kyle.

He replied just like that, but I knew it wasn’t.

No ordinary priest can communicate with God like that. I cannot hear the will of the Lord like that.

The scriptures exist because not everyone can hear the voice of God.

Even the pope of one sect cannot do this recklessly. Only saints and saints are limitedly capable.

“Son, please let me know who you serve.”

So I was able to get down on my knees without hesitation. God gave me another chance. Because I wanted to express my gratitude to that unknown god.

However, no matter how much I, as a human, pray, that prayer does not reach God.

But what you say to a saint who is no less than a son of God is what you say to God.

“The person I serve is simply someone who embraces hope and possibility. He does not grow on faith.”

“I have never heard of such a name.”

No matter how foolish and foolish this Ardain may be,

I know how near impossible the conditions needed to heal me are.

“The person the saint worships must be the old gods that go beyond even the three gods.”

Gods and priests, everyone must go beyond the ordinary.

The local gods worshiped in at least one village would not be able to heal me even if the god himself came, not a saint chosen by the gods.

Even if they say that they are priests of a god that transcends even the three gods, the results will be the same if they are not even a pope or a saint. A god that transcends even the three gods. Yes, I’ve definitely heard the story.

“Only the Old God, who is the law and axis of this world, can perform such a miracle for me.”

Although called a god, an ancient god different from the personal gods such as the three gods.

The law of the universe itself, which has existed since the very beginning of the world. They are not essentially human beings to serve. Even if they prayed, their prayers would only be empty echoes, and they would not be able to hear them.

This world is so big that it is far from clear, and the size of the law that counts the heavens and the earth is no less than that. The laws of the universe are so wide and deep, the personality in them is small and unattractive like an uninhabited island in the vast ocean. The Old Gods are largely impersonal and exist merely as laws.

But by general, there are exceptions.

Throughout history, I know the secret that the Old Gods sometimes awaken with their ego, granting power to those who serve him.

The universe doesn’t need our faith. The Old Gods are stronger than anything by themselves.

The believer chosen by such a person performed miracles that surprised the world and left a small and large footprint in history. It is probably not well known to the public.

Because many denominations, including the Tritheism, did not want such a thing to be known.

The saint was just smiling and smiling. He somehow seemed to think I was wrong. But it can’t be wrong.

I saw it with my own eyes and witnessed a miracle.

The tears flowing down my cheeks are proof of that.

The tears I thought had dried up,

This feeling that falls on the cheek and flows,

It was proving that I had truly cast off the curse of leprosy. It was unfamiliar to me that it was tickling after a long time, but it was fun. I could laugh all day.

“It’s not even daytime yet, so I’m not going to tell you, but it’s better to go to bed overnight. The Lord took Mr. Ledain’s sickness, but he did not take away the blood accumulated during that time.”

“ah!”

It was then that I realized that I was quite dizzy. His body was shivering cold, and his forehead was slightly warm.

I was dizzy and dizzy. I could see that my stamina had dropped significantly.

I lay down on the bed like I was about to fall. It felt like being in a soft, pleasant, warm bath. I felt the warm divine power covering me like a warm blanket.

“Sister. Then close your eyes for a moment.”

It wasn’t an illusion. A warm blanket was wrapped over me as I slept.

I hope all of this is not just a dream, I fell asleep. He didn’t want to fall asleep, but even if he did, he was so tired that he couldn’t resist.

Come to think of it, I rode a horse all the way to this place with an immature body.

But, I couldn’t even rest properly. When the tension was completely relieved, the fatigue that had been suppressed was released in an instant. In fact, I was tired enough that it was not strange even after a few days of groaning, but the divine power relieved most of the fatigue, so it seemed to be over.

‘Wait, I…’

In a feeling of fainting, my face lit up.

‘I’m dirty now…’

for a while too.

Sleep hugged me softly and took me to dreamland.

*****

“In the end, I will have to wash this blanket again. Bed linen and sidewalk.”

Loka grumbled. Boy, it’s not like you’re doing it.

I just laughed. I do the laundry, do you? I’d wash it anyway.

I don’t know where Mr. Le Dain came from, but he was no different from a beggar. The bed was dirty with dirt and dust all over his body.

However, it is common knowledge that people are more important than beds. The bed is made for people, not people for the bed.

“I should prepare some bath water. I don’t know where your home is, but you’ll have to provide Lao-tzu to return home.”

“Is there any reason to do that?”

“Are you a guest? guests who came to see me. Because it is no different from a visitor to the Lord.”

“still…”

The grunting Loka said as she glanced at the sleeping Mr. LeDain.

“Then I will prepare the bath water.”

“you? Thank you for that.”

“…I don’t like it, but it’s the master’s guest.”

Wouldn’t it be possible to spit in the bath water?

Hey, let’s trust Rocca. Just as the Lord believes in me, I must also trust Roca.

Rocca left for the bathroom, and I sat down on a chair for a moment, crossed my arms, and said a short prayer.

And just as I was about to stand up, I suddenly saw a white arm blocking my way. Hundreds or thousands of arms, not just one, obscured my vision and covered my eyes.

“Did I die in that moment?”

I turned around and saw a familiar face…

If you could call it a face. The face, like an empty void, like an abyss without light, had no eyes, no nose, no mouth. Even with this faceless angel, it’s been a long sphere.

– Not yet, but when will it happen?

“I also thought that Mr. Le Dain had poison in his car.”

-Redane is a pseudonym. Her real name is Ardain von Illumina. She is the princess of the country you live in.

“That’s a funny joke.”

Now, to the extent that we can joke with each other without hesitation.

Ardain von Illumina. Empire’s war hero. The undefeated steel princess.

Even so, when Urinelle started to rise, he was already a person who had already begun to be erased from people’s memories.

Urinelle, who was sponsored by the State, and the Imperial Family were not very close.

Not to mention Yurinelle, too, who was the priest who followed her. I knew that Princess Ardein had leprosy, but it was nonsense for me to go to her first. Above all else, the princess, even the first princess of the empire, was someone who could receive treatment from a saint in her country at any time, so I never thought that I would be able to help.

There is no way such a person could have come all the way here.

The Lord whom the Trinity Church serves must be as great as my Lord.

“Why would someone who has become the imperial princess of the Empire come to visit me in such an ignorant way?”

– Then, can I tell you a more boring joke?

But I guess I was the only one who thought it was a joke.

– Apostle. The day you will come to us is soon.

The angel spoke to me, very seriously.

– Actually, it’s not just about you. Soon a new cycle of this world will begin. More dramatic than any previous cycle, and perhaps the last.