Abandoned Priest at the Hero’s Party

Chapter 10

Wolf doesn’t run away

Come to think of it, I’ve always been an idiot.

But no one left me like that.

I was a child with the potential of the sun.

He was a child born with the power of the moon.

He was the future leader of the Blue Wolf clan.

It was the flower that was expected to bloom most splendidly.

– Hey. The only thing you have bloomed now is the magic of the moon,

The Andean grandmother, who was the wisest elder of the tribe, said so,

So did my father, the chief of the tribe I respected the most.

-You also have the potential of the sun. The sun and the moon are one of the rarest and most powerful magical properties. Child, you will one day be the sun that will lead the tribe.

I wasn’t strong enough to lead the whole clan, but

Just thinking about it makes me choke,

-So, let this old man give you a name in advance.

He couldn’t shake off the leaning gazes of adults.

– Sol de Roca. I hope that one day you will become the sun of the tribe, to illuminate the tribes after this old man has disappeared. How about it, isn’t it a bad name?

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My father always looked forward to me,

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My brothers were always jealous of me.

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My mother was also strict with me. Naturally, I grew up as a hard kid.

A pitifully soft child wearing a royal blue mask the same color as mine.

that was me When the father dies, the mother dies, and the sisters die,

The reason I lowered my tail rather than revealing my teeth was because the mask was broken.

Crabs can never regenerate once their shell is broken.

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My mask was kicked and beaten, and my self-esteem was shattered. The only thing left where the mask was broken was me, the poor child who had no choice but to expose his bare face.

The owner I saw was a strange person.

‘ ‘

As if I always knew everything, I just looked at you with warm eyes,

When the time comes, he prepares a delicious meal and puts clean clothes on the doorstep,

A person who doesn’t approach, doesn’t force, just prays and smiles.

A person who worships an unknown, unheard of name.

It was scary at first.

No matter how much I thought about it, he had no reason to do me such a favor.

However, the vigilance became dull as time passed. He didn’t ask me for anything.

So it made me even more upset.

I am a beast,

Another slave

It is not a good thing to be treated like this, but

He treated me like a person.

Every time I received that kind glance, my body hardened.

With the mask broken, I did not have the courage to face those eyes. Run away, run away, or hide. Because if I didn’t, something inside of me would explode.

I thought that I could just ignore things like the master, but

Couldn’t do that at all. It’s not because I’m afraid that the master will scold me.

If he beats me, it would be a hundred or a hundred faults on me, and even if I was beaten, it would mean that I did something cheap.

that one night A night when the moon shines brightly.

The day I climbed on top of what the master had made without knowing the subject.

I thought I would be scolded, but the day I pushed my back.

I could be sure of that.

-Lord, just grant that child happiness.

A prayer so small that it gets buried in the sound of the wind.

But I heard the Master pray for me.

– No, please, please.

The master, who has always served his god devoutly,

For the first time, he heard him asking for something from his god.

for me. For something like me. He prayed to the god he believed in so much.

I wanted to pretend I didn’t hear it, but I couldn’t. All I could do was get on the swing and run away.

I can’t even say a word of thanks

All he could do was run away without showing the tears in his eyes.

As time passed, I became more and more distressed.

I desperately built a wall. I wanted to stop the flow of unknown emotions.

Without knowing that the wall had been cracked from the beginning, it was built over and over again.

Then I suddenly realized.

I’m struggling to ignore him.

Struggling not to worry about it.

In the end, no matter how hard you try, you can’t ignore it.

After ignoring him and ignoring him,

After hardening the wall and erecting it,

The thought of him letting me go, or pushing me away, made it hard for me to breathe.

Tears seemed to flow. I couldn’t stand it any longer.

sluggishly.

back down.

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My courage and pride have fallen to the floor,

The mask is broken, revealing my bare face,

I didn’t even have the courage to say a word of thanks. All he could do was swipe up and bang his head. Yet, fear filled my mind.

If the master looks at me and frowns.

What is this cub? If you have an idea that

If you are rather offended by this behavior of mine.

Seriously, I thought I was going to die of suffocation.

“it’s okay. you can cry Don’t be patient.”

He didn’t

He hugged me tightly and said it was okay to cry.

Still with kind eyes. Still in a warm voice.

I couldn’t stand it any longer. The wall he had built collapsed.

The contents I had locked inside me spurted out along with tears.

“Rocca. you are a person A person who can cry when he wants to cry, who can be fooled when he wants to be fooled, and who can lean on when he wants to lean on.”

I cried and cried again. hung up crying and crying.

Unlocking my necklace, the master said. I am a person. Also, a free person.

“In the name of my lord. You, Rocca, are now free.”

A flame ignited by divine power. When the candles on the table burned the bond,

I cried bitterly. I wanted to be compensated for the pain of the past by patting it.

When the candle burned the deed, I was freed from slavery.

But no. Rather, I ended up becoming a slave.

The moment my master freed me, I was caught by him.

The free wolf is now a dog that cannot survive without its owner.

It became an existence that could not live without that person,

I had already lost it, so I couldn’t help it. The master hunted me.

After being hunted, I have no choice but to live for him.

Even if my master abandons me in the end, I won’t regret it.

Because wolves never run away from their decisions.

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Master. My master who made me into a person.

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My master who prayed for me.

That Loka will follow you.

forever.

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From that day on, my relationship with Rocca changed.

Rocca was a little more aggressive towards me. They didn’t build walls like before, and they followed me wherever I went.

When I sat down, the child rested her head on her lap, and when I stood up, she licked her hand with her tongue and shivered.

When I warned him not to do it because my hands were dirty, he ignored it. It felt like turning on a light in my eyes when I stroked her.

“Master, have you been there?”

“Even if you don’t call me that…”

But the most difficult thing is that he now calls me master.

At most, even if they burned slave documents and made them free citizens.

Even if there is someone better than me,

There is no one worse than me.

Before the state, everyone was equally ugly.

What will you do to determine who is worse?

If I despise someone as a slave, think about how the Lord will view me.

It must be pathetic, like a dwarf sneering at a smaller dwarf for being the size of a rattlesnake.

In the sight of the Lord we are all ugly,

We are all blind and deaf and foolish,

They are idiots who wander in the dark without knowing even an inch ahead.

Some are lame, some are blind.

If these two look down on each other and quarrel with each other, it’s not only funny, but it’s even harder for each other who is still struggling. This is similar to the same logic as two wild boars falling in mud, if they bite each other without thinking of getting out, they will fall deeper.

But if these two help each other,

If one becomes your eyes and the other becomes your legs,

Only then can the two push their limits and do more.

People should help each other, not belittle them.

Naturally, I tried to dry the loca.

But every time, he always resisted.

“Rocca, are you…”

“This is my will.”

closely.

she bit my hand It’s not hard enough to bleed, just like a slight touch.

Rather than being in pain, it just tickled me, he asked. But only those eyes were shining with a strong will.

Oh, Lord. Also, I wasn’t as great as the Lord.