A Scumbag Mother Dressed as a Bitter Hostess

Gu Lingjun sat on the edge of the bed, carefully blowing the porridge in the spoon, and carefully feeding it to Jiang Chu's lips. Jiang Chu took a sip of the porridge, and said uneasy: "I heard my father said that you fainted at that time, is your body really okay?"

"I'm fine, I've checked it, don't worry."

"What about the wrist injury? I'll take it myself."

"Don't move around, you will be involved in the wound later," Gu Lingjun reluctantly pressed her hand and stuffed her with a spoon of porridge. "The wrist just sprained a little bit, and it's all right now. You are so badly hurt, don't worry about me."

Jiang Chuxie was gagged with food, unable to speak, so he could only hold Gu Lingjun with his backhand and express concern with his eyes.

"Chu, than worrying about me, I hope you can pay more attention to yourself."

Jiang Chu swallowed the food in his mouth and said with a smile: "I can protect you because I value myself the most."

This is not a lie, let alone a nice thing. If you lose Gu Lingjun, Jiang Chu doesn't know what it means to be alive. If you have never met her, never fell in love with her, never got happiness with her, she may still be able to live in this world as a bystander.

Even if you don’t fit in, it’s a pretty good thing as long as you can live.

But after experiencing such a beautiful dream, she could no longer bear the loneliness that no one understood. If she lost Gu Lingjun, this world would have no meaning to her.

"..." Gu Lingjun pressed the corners of his lips lightly, and a wrinkle appeared between his eyebrows, "But if you don't think about it, what will happen if I lose you?"

Jiang Chu took a breath, showing guilt on his face.

"Sorry, I will be more careful in the future."

When Gu Lingjun heard her apologize to herself, he squeezed in his throat, trying to say something, but in the end he just spit out a few words.

"You don't have to apologize to me..."

"Lingjun," Jiang Chuxue could feel that Gu Lingjun's mood was a little bit wrong, but thought she was just scared by what happened this time, worrying too much about herself, "This time it's just an accident, and am I not okay? You? Don't worry, I won't die that simple."

In escaping from the dead, Jiang Chu some felt not fear, but rejoicing.

In the text, she is the last big boss. From this experience, it can be seen that she will not die so easily. With this alone, her bargaining chip to protect Gu Lingjun has increased a lot.

Whether it's blocking a knife, blocking a bullet, or anything else, she will definitely be able to hold it, right?

"Human life is not as strong as you think. Be a little bit better. I don't want you to take risks anymore, even to protect me."

"I know, I know," Jiang Chuxian reached out and took Gu Lingjun's shoulders, trying to appease her anxiety, "I will pay attention to it after I said, you can rest assured. We can hire bodyguards and be more vigilant and careful. It’s the same situation again, right?"

Gu Ling Junxu leaned on her shoulder, and it took a long time before she whispered a soft "um".

Jiang Chuxian leaned in her neck and took a breath, and said happily, "It's nice to still smell your scent."

In stark contrast to the smile on her face was Gu Lingjun's worried look. She didn't seem to get rid of Jiang Chu's wounded panic. She had always looked like this strong smile for the past few days.

Jiang Chuxer gently combed her long hair and kissed her forehead: "I really want to get better soon, and hug you sooner."

Although Gu Lingjun's distress once again aggravated Jiang Chu's sense of crisis, it actually saved Gu Lingjun's life and gave her a lot of confidence.

Jiang Chuxie has become more and more convinced that he has traveled into this world to protect Gu Lingjun and his lover.

After feeding Jiang Chu some lunch, after she fell asleep, Gu Lingjun also lay down on the accompanying bed. As soon as she closed her eyes, many memories that shouldn't belong to her but clearly belonged to her appeared in her mind.

The first time she saw these images was when she thought Jiang Chu was about to die, because the amount of information flooded into her mind, she couldn't process and think at all for a while.

But after two days of combing, she has gradually understood the cause and effect.

"Chu more..."

Gu Lingjun lay quietly on the bed. In order to cover her tears, she covered her eyes with her slender wrists. Although she did not recall all the memories, nor did she experience those recalled memories immersively, the strong emotions contained in these memories still left a deep mark on her heart.

Countless failures, countless deaths, countless restarts, she has forgotten when she started, and because of what opportunity she started, but she remembered her anger, hatred and unwillingness.

Perhaps it was to obtain happiness, perhaps to avenge the world, or just simply don't know how to give up. She was looking for hope in countless possibilities, looking for the hope that she could live as she wished.

She should have abandoned all fantasies in the process, whether love, family affection, or friendship is meaningless when she can't control herself.

But this time, this time there was a deviation... Or, it was a deviation she deliberately arranged.

Did she succeed?

Undoubtedly, this was the biggest change in all her experiences. Jiang Weizao, who had always arrived accurately, was late this time by almost a year.

If the end of her reincarnation is death, then the starting point is to be pregnant as early as possible. Before that, she should have been unable to control her body, and existed in this world like a walking corpse.

She looked for many people to cooperate and used many methods to escape, but in the end she did not escape the fateful arrangement and died in an extremely miserable way. And every time after death, a voice asked her if she wanted to start all over again.

It is extremely ridiculous that she did not choose to come over again for the sake of her lover and for the children, as she had previously said to Jiang Chuxie.

She is only for herself, as long as she can change this ridiculous and involuntary destiny, she can abandon everything and use everything.

It is extremely ridiculous to talk about love in such a world.

"Lingjun, Lingjun..."

Gu Lingjun heard Jiang Chu's dreamy voices again. He was seriously injured, but he was still thinking about her in his sleep.

Gu Lingjun took a deep breath, got up and walked to Jiang Chuxie's bed, reached into the bed and held her hand.

"I'm here, chuckle, I'm fine."

Jiang Chu seemed to be afraid of her disappearing, clutching her wrist tightly, his uneasy expression gradually relaxed. Gu Lingjun still didn't lift her hand after her breathing was steady, and sat for a long time looking at her with a face.

Perhaps this is the happiness she has been looking forward to for a long time, not only gaining the freedom to control her own body, but also the love she never expected.

But, is this really love?

"Lingjun, I can go by myself, you don't need to support me." Jiang Chu leaned on the crutches and gently pushed away Gu Lingjun's support. "The doctor allowed me to leave the hospital, indicating that my body is fine. You don't want to do that. nervous."

Gu Lingjun gave her a white look: "Don't change your concept secretly. The doctor said that he was asking you to go home to recuperate, but he didn't say that you were already healed."

"If you can go home to recuperate, it means it's fine."

Gu Lingjun grabbed her hand tightly: "I'm not arguing with you, Uncle Wu, can you help us lift the luggage into the car."

Uncle Wu agreed and helped them carry the boxes, while Gu Lingjun helped Jiang Chu to get into the car carefully.

"Are we really going to live with you?"

"Why, you don't want to?"

Jiang Chuxian shook his head quickly: "No, there are still a lot of things in the house."

"Things can be moved slowly, aren't you worried about safety? I have better security there. And my parents have already admitted us, and I definitely want us to live back home."

Of course Jiang Chuxie was not unwilling. It was undoubtedly better for Gu Lingjun to live there, but she felt a little regretful that the two would not have time to be alone in the future.

"How long will mom stay here?"

Gu Lingjun looked at her narrowly, exposing her careful thoughts.

"Are you worried that there will be no two-person world?"

Jiang Chu blushed slightly: "No..."

"My mother is leaving today. As for my father and the nanny... Don't worry, they live elsewhere."

"what……"

Jiang Chu opened his eyes in surprise, and Gu Lingjun clasped her fingers and chuckled, "My father is not so incomprehensible, and I also... I hope I can have more space alone with you."

Although Jiang Chuxie tried his best to suppress her joy, the smile on the corner of her lips still exposed her careful thoughts.

Gu Lingjun leaned on her shoulder, playing with the slender fingers in the palm, and asked casually, "Chu, you once asked me if we were all the women you said, I would still I don't like you. I think of it now, but I have asked less, if that were the case, would you like me?"

"Why do you suddenly remember this?"

"I just remembered it suddenly."

Although Jiang Chuxie had never liked a girl in her previous life, if she met Gu Lingjun, she thought she would be tempted, right?

"I think I will like you too."

fraud.

Gu Lingjun closed his eyes, and his voice fluttered as if he was asleep: "Obviously he was so cold to me at the beginning, and he told me not to approach you."

Jiang Chu was a little confused: "Strange, why did you suddenly turn up the old account? If I made you sad at that time, then I will definitely make up for you in the future."

Gu Lingjun clenched his posterior molars and swallowed the sorrow that surged in his throat.

"I don't want you to make up for me, I just... don't know why you love me so much."

"What's the reason for this? If we have to say that there is something in this world that is the most illogical and the most unprovoked, it must be love?"

Jiang Chuxie felt that he was going through life and death, and he even spoke a lot of romance.

"What's more, I love you because I resonate with you in the soul. Lingjun, you don't know how many times you have saved me."

A bitter smile appeared at the corner of Gu Lingjun's mouth: "Perhaps I did this for a purpose? Maybe I just wanted to get your unreserved love?"

Jiang Chu laughed and kissed Gu Lingjun's face: "Then congratulations, you made it. Lingjun, if there is any meaning in my life this time, it must be to love you."

Such romantic words made Gu Lingjun's heart gradually sink to the bottom.