The Emperor's Favorite: Miss Jinghong II

Chapter 53 I just dare not love [6]

Suddenly I remembered the book hidden in the Golden Pavilion that day, and I pressed it on the bedside, and I wanted to relieve my boredom today.

The book has a light blue outer cover, and the four big characters of Cangyang Gyatso are written in official script vigorously. When you open the front page, there is already a blurred fragrance of books.

"At that moment, I raised the wind horse not to beg for blessings, but to wait for your arrival

That day I closed my eyes and suddenly heard the mantra in your chanting in the incense mist of the scripture hall
On that day, the mani pile was built not for cultivating virtue, but for throwing stones into the heart lake

That night I listened to Sanskrit singing all night, not for enlightenment, but just to find a trace of your breath

In that month, I shook all the prayer wheels not for exaltation but just to touch your fingertips
In that year, I kowtowed and crawled on the mountain road not to see you, but to hug your warmth
In that life, I turned mountains, rivers, and Buddhist pagodas, not to cultivate the next life, but to meet you on the way
At that moment, I flew into a fairy, not for longevity, but for keeping you safe and happy."

I looked at the words and words, and my heart was touched.What kind of feelings does this man have?Tsangyang Gyatso, I recited these words over and over again, as if possessed by a demon.

"First, it's best not to meet each other, so that you don't fall in love.

The second best is not knowing each other, so can not Acacia.

Third, it is best not to accompany each other, so you can not owe each other.

Fourth, it is best not to cherish each other, so that you can not remember each other.

Fifth, it is best not to love each other, so you can not abandon each other.

Sixth best not relative, so can not meet.

Seventh, it’s best not to make mistakes, so that they don’t make mistakes.

The eighth is best not to agree, so it can be discontinued.

Ninth best not dependent, so can not Xiang Wei.

Tenth best not to meet, so can not meet.

But once you meet, you know each other, how can you meet when you don’t see each other.

Ande and the king will say goodbye to each other, so as not to teach life and death to be lovesick. "

Seeing these few words, the tears have already been pouring out, twenty are different, every word is blood and tears.

The heartache was severe, and suddenly I couldn't stop panting. I held my heart and felt uncomfortable, and the book had already slipped.

I originally wanted to use this book to relieve boredom, but it made my mood even more chaotic, and I fell down heavily, looking at the pink curtain for a long time...

I don't know how long I slept. I woke up with a sore throat and severe headache. The room was dark, as if it was night, and I was about to go back to sleep when suddenly there were several knocks on the door.

"Sister, sister, are you there? The ancestor told you to come over." It was Ming Wei's voice, I thanked her, and hurriedly got up, almost fainting, I stood still for a while and forced myself to get up and go out.

"Sister's complexion is not good." Ming Wei looked at me worriedly.

I continued walking, gritted my teeth and said, "It's okay, old problem."

Not long after I arrived at the main hall, it was already crowded with people. It turned out that I was having dinner with the Queen Mother. Aunt Cao saw me and motioned for me to sit down. I looked at the Queen Mother, and she nodded.

"Where's Wushuang's child?" The queen mother looked around and asked a little anxiously.

"Your Highness is probably feeling unwell." Aunt Cao whispered softly next to the Empress Dowager's ear, but I could hear her clearly. I saw the Empress Dowager tremble, but immediately regained her composure, "Everyone, let's start."

The queen mother looked at me and said to everyone, there was something in her eyes that I couldn't understand.

The whole dinner party was almost groggy, and I was worried about Wan Tu Wushuang.Sitting on the opposite side were Wan Qihuan, Wan Qiyan, and Wan Qiyan. They all had strange expressions, but I just pretended not to see them.

He just buried his head and stared at his bowl desperately.

I don't know why my heart is so chaotic. In short, when I heard that Wan Teng Wushuang was unwell, my heart trembled suddenly.
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Digression——
There will be ten changes tomorrow, and the collection will increase by 20 plus changes.In addition, only Xuanxuan's other style "eating the emperor is not responsible: the first dragging concubine"

(End of this chapter)