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Chapter 149 I Hate You

"I'm tired of Sujin. For such a long time, I have thought too much. You don't love me, but I have to give up such an important thing for you. It's not worth it. Do you understand? It's not worth it."

Su Jin laughed suddenly, his bad Chinese didn't sound funny, but what he said was really ridiculous.

Even Lian, who is as clean as water, began to weigh whether it is cost-effective or not. Su Jin really felt sad. In her life, would she still meet someone who did not weigh gains and losses, but loved her with all her heart?
"Are you going back to France and inheriting everything in the family?" Su Jin slowly stood up while leaning on the wall, she was still smiling, even tilting her head and smiling playfully, her eyes were bright and bright: "Also That is, you chose the first path proposed by those elders, let Ningning and I leave, and we will never see you again, right?"

Lian raised her head slowly, Su Jin rarely saw Lian who was as gentle as water, and even showed a shy expression when she looked at him, and she still had such an expression.

His gaze was so unrestrained, and there was even deep reluctance in his deep blue eyes. He hugged her, kissed her forehead lightly, and said tender words of love: "Sujin, if it wasn't true, There is no way, I really miss you and Ningning, you know how much I love you, I can even give you my heart, you also know how much I care about Ningning, I regard her as my own My daughter loves it as much, she wants the stars, oh, of course, if I can pick them off, I will definitely give them to her without hesitation..."

It was the first time he was eloquent, and Su Jin's smile deepened, and she stared at him deeply: "An Ruolian, you are still a romantic and affectionate French man in your bones, but you are not an infatuated man. people."

Su Jin immediately believed what he said. If he laughed at her, satirized her, and said that he no longer loves her, she might be puzzled and wouldn't believe it, but when Lian said such a thing, she had no reason not to believe it. Believe.

After going through so much, Su Jin didn't believe that there would be a man in this world who would give up such a hot and powerful power for a woman and a child who was not her own. She almost believed it, until today, she was vividly told Lesson learned.

"Yes, Su Jin, I fell in love with you the first time I met you, including now, I still love you, including in the future, in the future, many, many years later, I will still love you, thinking of you, I will regret it, I will regret, regret that I let go of your hand, Su Jin..."

Crystal tears slowly burst into Lian's eyes, and he gently held Su Jin in his arms: "I love you, but I have to let go."

"I don't want to hear any more."

Su Jin gave a bleak smile, and she slowly wiped away her tears: "I will never cry for any man again, An Ruolian, when are we leaving? Tomorrow?"

"No...Sujin."

The pain in his eyes is so real, so is the nostalgia, Su Jin is a little dazed, she can't tell the truth from the fake, she doesn't want to separate again, she doesn't want to think about anything, she just wants to take Ning Ning and leave quickly, leave everyone.

"Why do you want me to go back to City A?"

Thinking of something suddenly, Su Jin asked sharply, but there was a vague answer in her heart.

Sure enough, Lian stood there. He stared at her deeply. He took out a gold cigarette case from his pocket, took out a cigar, and lit it successfully after two rounds of ignition. In the smoke, he held the cigar Su Jin paused her fingers slightly, and Su Jin heard a vaguely suppressed low cough, she looked at him suspiciously, but he smiled gracefully: "The smoke is really strong..."

Su Jin looked at him sneeringly as he took out a handkerchief from his pocket, and pretended to wipe away his tears: "Answer me."

Lian shrugged, and then smiled seductively: "There is no reason, Ning Ning's father is him, child, well, I think it is better to follow the biological father..."

"Snapped!"

A loud slap suddenly sounded in the room, Lian covered her face and looked at her quietly, and she was also looking at him.

The deep black pupils were filled with teardrops, but she forced herself to bite her lip to force herself not to cry anymore. Su Jin just looked at him like that, at his charming eyes like the sea, at his handsome and unremarkable eyes. Looking at the face of a mortal, the sadness and despair in his eyes can hardly be resolved...

Looking at her, a place I can no longer see...

She turned around and walked out, step by step, decisive and firm.

Lian's Adam's apple trembled slightly. If Sujin turned around at this moment, she would see tears in his eyes. If Sujin turned around at this moment, she would see his trembling body. Turning around, you will see the deep reluctance in his eyes. If Su Jin turns around at this moment, you will see him silently calling her name over and over again...

Sujin, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... But, I love you, I love you.

These are the most vulgar three words in the world, but they are also the three words that can best express their sincerity. How many women, what they look forward to in their entire life is not just saying "I love you" from the bottom of their hearts?

The door was pushed open, and then slammed shut again...

Lian's fingertips were burned by the smoke, and his tall body fell heavily to the ground like a tall building that suddenly lost its support.

He just lay there, his face pressed against the cold ground, not sure if it was tears, but he couldn't stop it, and he didn't want to stop, time seemed to stand still, and he preferred that the next second would be his death.

Su Jin stayed in the room for a whole week without eating or drinking. During the week, she thought a lot, but when she gradually calmed down, she felt that this matter was weird from beginning to end.

Lian is definitely not such a person. If you still can't recognize his true nature after five years, you'd be too stupid. Therefore, Su Jin gradually figured out that there must be some inside story and some difficulties that forced him to do this. Do.

But Lian loves her very much. Since he was forced into such a situation, it is absolutely impossible for him to tell her the truth. Su Jin calmed down and lay on the bed looking at the ceiling. Clearly, An Ruolian, why on earth did you want to let go of my daughter and me!

Thinking irritably in her heart, she fell asleep unknowingly. When she woke up in the morning, Su Jin suddenly smelled the faint smell of cigarettes. She sat up sleepily, put on a large nightgown, got out of bed and walked to In front of the window, there were some traces of cigarette ash on the window sill, and she went to the table again, and sure enough there was a jar full of cigarette butts in the ashtray.

Su Jin knew in her heart that Lian must have come back last night.

He may be standing on the window sill, or he may be sitting on this sofa and smoking all night.

Su Jin felt pain that she couldn't explain clearly, she vaguely knew something, that's why she didn't walk away stupidly, but, Lian, since you love me so much, since you and I have decided to be together, why don't you be honest Tell me what happened so I can bear it with you?

Su Jin sat in the room for a long time, until the servant came to knock on the door, she came back to her senses, and let someone come in, but she was still listlessly sitting on the sofa, resting her forehead on her fingertips, talking lazily.

"Ma'am, sir said that from today on I don't want the young lady to go to school." The servant said timidly, but Ning Ning was excited and yelled, "Oh...you don't need to go to school..."

Su Jin felt a splitting headache, called her daughter over, and ordered her servant to go out. Ning Ning flung herself into her arms with ease, and the mother and daughter played around for a while before Su Jin gently touched her daughter's face , tentatively asked: "Ningning, do you like Dad?"

"I like it!" Ning Ning was in her mother's arms, carelessly stroking with her little hands, like a baby who was still nursing when she was a child.

Su Jin didn't know whether to laugh or cry, she took her little hand and squeezed it in her palm: "Then... what if one day you don't see your father anymore?"

Ning Ning suddenly raised her head, her big black grape-like eyes stared round: "Mom! Why can't I see Dad?"

"I just ask you, if you can't see..."

"Then I will keep crying until my father comes back. My father loves me the most. As soon as I cry, he will definitely come back!"

Ning Ning spoke seriously, Su Jin was reminded by her words, her heart suddenly became brighter, yes, An Ruolian is willing to let her go, but she may not be able to bear to see her daughter cry.

"Ning Ning, mother wants to tell you some bad news." Su Jin pulled her daughter to sit in her arms, and said with red eyes: "Ning Ning, I don't know why my father wants to drive both mother and Ning Ning away, maybe it's because my father is going to leave again. I fell in love with other beautiful aunts and children..."

"I don't allow it!" Ning Ning's eyes turned red all of a sudden, and then she burst into tears: "I don't allow it, father is mine, it belongs to me and mother, he can't want me, he can't want Ning Ning... ...Mom...Why doesn't Dad want me..."

Seeing her daughter crying, Su Jin couldn't help but shed tears. The mother and daughter hugged each other and cried. Lian's phone!
Half an hour later, An Ruolian raced back home. The crying upstairs seemed to have come to an end, but it still reminded people how earth-shattering the crying of the two before was!

Walking upstairs, An Ruolian stopped outside the bedroom. An Ruolian heard Ning Ning's terribly aggrieved sobs: "Mom, I already knew that I am a child who is loved by no one. The child picked up in the bucket, now that my father has a more beautiful child, he doesn’t like me anymore... Mom, let’s go, I’ll go wandering with you..."

An Ruolian's eyes were burning with soreness, she couldn't bear it anymore, and pushed open the door: "Don't talk nonsense, you bad girl!"

"Father..." Ning Ning crashed into An Ruolian's arms like a small missile. She was crying with tears all over her face and her eyes were swollen. All of Lian's persistence was in vain, he bent down and hugged her in his arms: "Silly girl, Dad doesn't like other beautiful children, you are the most beautiful child in Dad's heart, don't cry anymore Are you okay baby?"

"What about mom? Does dad still want mom?" Ning Ning was relentless. Seeing that An Ruolian hesitated for a moment, she grinned and was about to cry again, An Ruolian hurriedly coaxed; "Of course, you and mom, dad All!"

"Father, don't lie, come hook up with Ning Ning." Ning Ning stretched out her little finger solemnly, An Ruolian sighed helplessly, and gently hooked up with her daughter, Ning Ning finally gave up, smiling like a flower on her small face General: "Dad, go and coax mom, Ningning has gone out first..."

The small body twisted out of An Ruolian's arms, and ran out, even knowing to close the door.

Su Jin sat there with her back facing him, her shoulders still shrugging slightly, An Ruolian stood there for a long time without moving, and at the moment when the atmosphere in the room was almost stagnant, he slowly stepped forward, and just pressed her palms together On Su Jin's shoulder, the weeping little woman suddenly turned around and threw herself into his arms: "Lian, don't drive me and Ning Ning away..."

"I can do anything according to you, only this matter, Su Jin, I am destined to be sorry to you."

Su Jin's eyes, which were swollen like peaches from crying, suddenly widened. She raised her head and saw the determined expression in An Ruolian's eyes. He: "Lian, even if my daughter and I want to leave, I don't want to go back to him as you wish."

"I'll talk about this later. You should prepare in the next few days, and we'll be leaving soon."

"Can I not go back to City A?" Su Jin asked unwillingly.

Lian shook her head lightly, but if there was any possibility, how could he let himself go and push her back to that person's side?
He knew that he loved her as his own life, but he couldn't just watch her stay by his side and face the threat of death.

"Why?" Su Jin was extremely calm, her voice indifferent: "Why must I go back to him? You have forgotten how he treated me back then? We swore in front of the priest that we would be together forever and be loyal to each other , you still forgot? Forgot everything?"

Lian was still silent, he didn't know what to say, he was afraid that if he said it, it would be a compromise.

What can he say?Tell her that from the moment he left France, he can only live a life of ups and downs, and he can't bear to let her and Ning Ning suffer together with him?
He knew that when he said this, Susu would just stubbornly tell him that she was not afraid, she was not afraid of suffering, she was not afraid of suffering, she only wanted a family together!
But he can't.

He cared too much, and the burden on him was too heavy.

Su Jin was the love of his life, and he never wanted to see her in any danger.

The subordinates who have followed him for more than ten years have trusted him with their lives, and he can't ignore them. On the one hand, there is love, and on the other hand, bloody brotherhood, how should he choose?
From the moment he set foot on this road, it was already doomed that he would not be able to turn back.And from the moment he was born, everything was doomed, he was doomed to be a Shura walking in the dark, he was doomed to be covered in blood all his life, and he was doomed to never be able to walk in the world openly. in the sun.

He never expected that one day it would change, but her appearance was like a ray of sunshine suddenly piercing through the thick clouds that sealed his life, like a shadow of a cloud that suddenly projected on his heart, he was shaken and longed for. , with thin hopes and longings in his heart, he thought he could escape from all that in the past, but he didn't know that his fate had already been tightly bound by Mo Lian's ring, and he couldn't escape the magic barrier of the Vitra family in his whole life.

What's more, she has that person's child, and he believes that he will protect her and take care of them, so that he will have no worries.But if one day, he can completely get rid of all these, fulfill his mother's last wish, and get the freedom he longs for, what qualifications does he have to let her come back to him?
Once he lets go, it may be a world away, but he will never regret it. In his heart, her safety, Ning Ning's safety, is more important than his An Ruolian's death.

What else can I say?what else?Facing her questioning every sentence, he could only bow his head in silence, the pain in his heart surged like a sea, he didn't dare to look at her, he stood silently with his head down, the black hair on his forehead fell into his eyes, piercing him There was a sharp pain in his pupils, he clenched his fists suddenly, but he couldn't control his mouth: "Sujin, don't be like this, just be obedient once, okay?"

Su Jin looked at him with red and swollen eyes. Deep in her eyes, there was a deep pool of silence and calmness. She sat down on the sofa slowly, with her arms crossed, proudly but stubbornly raising her slender jaw. Just looking at him like that, it was like meeting him for the first time, the first time meeting this man named An Ruolian. She looked at him, remembered his face in her heart, branded it in her heart, and then seemed to tear it away. It's like a piece of flesh, and the heart is hurting, okay, okay, An Ruolian, no matter what, I only know that if a man loves a woman enough, no matter what, he will never let go of her hand .

She doesn't need him to drive her away with a bunch of noble excuses, she doesn't need him, she just wants him to hold her hand, say that we are all together in life and death, that our family is together in life and death, but he doesn't, From now on, he will never do this again.

When nothing happened, he pushed her away, and she knew in her heart that even if she stayed with a stern face, in the future, there would be a second or third time when she was pushed away by him, since it was just like this One result, it is better to simply agree, that is, Wen Sujin has never been obedient, never obedient, never willful, and this time, she is obedient.

"Okay." She thought, the corners of her lips twitched slightly, and she smiled slowly, her eyes blinked slightly, but bright teardrops slowly fell down, gently sliding down from her white and crystal face: "I Go back, go back to City A, go back to Lu Zekai's side."

Lian suddenly raised her head, her black hair slid a sharp arc in the air, his eyes suddenly shot out a dazzling light, staring at her face through the space, but she had already lowered her head, Tears flowed down from the bottom of her eyes, and occasionally there would be one or two hanging on the tip of the eyelashes.

She pursed her lips tightly, as if she wanted to endure the unbearable crying, but she choked up uncontrollably from time to time, her shoulders were shrugging, her thin body was pitiful, he looked at her, wanting to be desperate He hugged her tightly and never let go of his hand. He really wanted to give up everything, disregard his late mother's last wish and fly away, and give up everything in the Vitra family, but he couldn't...

Even if he is willing to give up, his elder brother Vitra Darry will not let him go. He has a deep understanding of his cruelty and ruthlessness. What's more, over the years, he has been a thorn in his side and a thorn in his flesh. I can't wait to get rid of him all the time, let alone once he gains power?
He took another deep look at her, boundless soreness welled up in his throat, he didn't know how to find his own voice, but the voice was hoarse and unpleasant, "Okay, then we will leave tomorrow."

After he finished speaking, he didn't dare to stay any longer, turned around and walked out. He walked so fast, as if there was some kind of scourge in the room. It wasn't until he closed the door of the room that he suddenly heard her uncontrollable loud voice. Crying, he vaguely heard her shouting "An Ruolian, I hate you!" He stood there in a daze for a moment, a desolate smile gradually poured out of his pale face, he swayed Staggering down the stairs and getting into the car, the world in front of him, like a heavy rain, suddenly turned into dark clouds.

Sujin just cried and sat all night alone like that. When the sun was about to dawn, she stood up like a wandering ghost, took a bath, changed clothes, put on light makeup, and all the valuables in the room She didn't even move, she just packed her personal clothes and put them in the luggage bag.

After such busy work, it was dawn, and she carried her bag and came downstairs. The living room was very quiet, only the slight noise of the servants busy in the kitchen made this peace not sound like such a torment. After a while, The door of the children's room upstairs opened, and Ning Ning's little head poked out, her big black eyes rolled around, and when she saw Su Jin downstairs, she immediately frowned and smiled lightly, and she stomped and ran Going downstairs, followed by her little nanny, carrying a big suitcase, panting.

"Mom, are we going on a long trip? Is Dad going?" Ning Ning asked curiously, and then looked at the small bag in Su Jin's hand.

Su Jin stroked her soft hair, hummed inaudibly, and looked up, but saw An Ruolian walking in slowly as if covered in dust and frost. She immediately turned her face and looked at her daughter gently. He said, "Ningning, let's go."

"It's not too late to leave after breakfast." An Ruolian didn't dare to look at her, her voice sounded faintly, he wanted to stay with her for a while longer.

Ning Ning also held her stomach: "Mom, I'm hungry."

The three of them sat down to have breakfast together, Lian and Sujin remained silent, Ning Ning talked eccentrically all by himself, until the end, the little child seemed to have noticed something, and gradually fell silent.

There must be something wrong between father and mother, so it became like this. In the past, parents were not like this. Dad would love and love mother very much. When talking to her with a smile, mother would be like a bird Nestled in father's arms like Yiren, the two of them can't finish talking sweetly, but now...

Ning Ning suddenly felt a little depressed. She drank the milk sullenly, looked at her father, then at her mother, and finally couldn't help but ask, "Dad, Mom, what's wrong with you?"

Su Jin felt a sudden pain in her heart, what should her daughter do?How to tell her that Lian is not her father, she still has a father who has done so many wrong things to her mother?
(End of this chapter)