Wife has remarried

Chapter 146 Let Me Take Care of You and the Child

His voice was so gentle, the blue light in his eyes almost drowned Sujin, Sujin was a little lost, if she was a bit selfish, she should grab Lian now and get herself out of this predicament.

However, it was precisely because she liked him, and because of his perfection, that she couldn't let herself drag him down. He deserved a better woman, not her, an abandoned woman who was ashamed and unwilling to believe in love anymore!
"Lian, I believe everything you said, but it's not fair to you."

Su Jin said sincerely, no matter how hard life was, she didn't want to hold on to Lian as a life-saving straw.

As good as he is, he should have a better woman and a more perfect life.

"Is it that you rejected me just because you really don't like me at all?"

A little bit of sadness poured out of Lian's dark blue eyes, and the wound on her leg seemed to be throbbing again, but there was still a light smile on that slightly pale face, he didn't want to , let her worry about him.

Su Jin didn't know what to say, her love for Lian came and went quickly.

Maybe it's because she's too fickle, maybe, it's because she still doesn't understand what it should be like to love someone.

But now, after Qianfan has passed, she really just wants to live a quiet life by herself.

"Okay, I won't force you anymore, let me show you something."

Lian chuckled, took out a small box from her pocket, and opened it, revealing two rings, exactly the same Mo Lian ring.

Su Jin was a little startled and said, "Why are you here?"

"There is indeed more than one Mo Lian ring in this world." Lian said softly, touching the two rings tenderly with her fingers. Although his impression of his mother was already indifferent, at this moment, he was so grateful to her and missed her. She is grateful for everything she did back then, so that two people who are separated by thousands of miles can also have this opportunity to get together.

Su Jin's eyes darkened. It turned out that he really lied to her at the beginning. He didn't know how many rings he gave to other women.

"Susu, don't you wonder why there is an identical ring in the jewelry box your mother left you?"

Su Jin was also a little surprised when she heard the words: "I am very puzzled, but I have never thought about this question too much, do you know why?"

Lian handed the ring into her hand, and took advantage of the situation to gently gather her fingers and hold her hand in her palm: "I didn't know it before, but I just found out now. Fortunately, it's not too late."

He looked at her intently, and suddenly knelt down on one knee, his injured leg felt a sharp pain, but he didn't even frown.

"Sujin, marry me."

The words he blurted out suddenly startled Su Jin, and the baby in her stomach moved uneasy as if frightened. Su Jin hurriedly stroked and comforted her gently, and then said, "Lian, get up quickly." , I really don't want to..."

"Susu, if I say, this is your mother's only request from you, will you agree?"

"Mom?" Su Jin was shocked, her mother left so suddenly, she never heard her last words, and she didn't know what kind of entrustment she would give her.

"Yes, the ring your mother gave you was made by my mother. One of them was given to my mother's good sister, your mother. There were two purposes for doing this. One is In order to confuse those who have evil intentions, the second is to serve as a token."

"Treasure?" Su Jin was slightly startled. Ever since she was a child, her mother never told her about the existence of this ring. However, people in the Wen family said that when her mother died, there was only one request, and that was that this jewelry box must be kept. For her, now that I think about it, my mother's purpose is just that one ring.

"Yes, the token. Back then, my mother and aunt made the oath that if the aunt gave birth to a daughter in the future, the two families would be married forever. At that time, I was already five or six years old, and my aunt was still single. Later, she met When it comes to the one I love, and later, my mother passed away and I was displaced, so I lost all your news, but that oath was made by my mother and your mother when they were alive, Su Jin, now, there is Mo Lian As evidence of the ring, do you really want to reject me?"

His words were so sincere, and what he said made Sujin feel even more sad. She always thought that her mother left too quickly, and she never even saw her for the last time, but now it seems that until At the last moment of her life, her mother was still thinking about her lifelong events.

She cares so much about such persistence, it must be because the other party is an excellent person that she can rest assured to hand over her daughter, but now, the dead mother is long gone, and it is almost rare to see that kind face even in her dreams. As a son of man, if you are truly unfeeling and cut off love, how can you let your loving mother feel at ease in the ground?

There were many twists and turns in my heart, but a clear idea gradually emerged. This was my mother's lifelong wish, and it was also her last wish when she was dying. Since Mo Lian's rings were reunited after many twists and turns, Lian still deeply loves her. Looking at her, shouldn't she also take a gamble, betting her life's happiness on this man?
Thinking of this, tears are already streaming down, mom, why didn't you tell me the existence of the ring earlier?

"Susu..." Lian watched her cry, but felt distressed and unbearable, half kneeling on the ground and hugged her gently: "At that time, I was hunted down day and night, and my aunt was worried that you would get into trouble, so she would hide it. This matter. In those years, I always knew you were there, but I didn’t dare to get close, I never thought about it, but I was saved by you in the end, Susu, you saved me twice, I owe you two lives, this is ours Fate, and now, everything is over, Susu, you don't need to worry any more, just give yourself and your children to me, and let me take care of you."

"I miss my mother so much..." Su Jin burst into tears suddenly, and burst into tears in Lian's arms. The ring in her palm was a real existence, holding them both together.

Su Jin never thought that such a bizarre and warm story happened to her, nor did she ever think that An Ruolian, who is like a god, has never broken her dead mother's vows for so many years, and has been looking for her all the time. All along, waiting for her.

She has always thought that she is helpless, and the warmth she receives is far less than the harm she has suffered. People in this world treat her well for all kinds of reasons, just like the one she loves with all her heart. That person, he said he likes her, but he just likes that same name.

However, when her heart was ashamed, she suddenly discovered that there was someone in this world who was always looking for her and loving her.

The feeling of being cared about and loved by others, Sujin felt that it was too good.

Lian's strong hands gently wrapped her around her, allowing her to cry in her arms, Sujin's face was pressed against the rough fabric, almost choked up crying.

In a place she couldn't see, Lian's eyes slowly filled with indescribable sadness. She was crying for her past, and she was also crying for her love like a moth to a flame. And cry.

He never wanted to force her, but this time, in order to get her, he chose such a method. Although none of what he said was false, he actually knew that Su Jin might no longer love him in her heart.

Using such a heavy oath to keep her by her side, Lian didn't dare to think, and didn't know whether it was right or wrong.

If Su Jin can fall in love with him again, then everyone is happy, this is a reunion and festive ending. If Su Jin can't forget Lu Zekai all the time, but has to stay by his side helplessly for the rest of his life, then this is definitely not what he wants want to see.

But at this moment, An Ruolian, who was once omnipotent and never blinked an eye in the face of death, fell into hesitation and contradictions that could not be resolved.

If it wasn't because he cared too much, if it wasn't because he loved her too much, how could he be humble enough to take care of every little thought and thought in her heart, and then let himself be restless all day long amidst those messy guesses?
Lian sighed helplessly, and gradually tightened his arms to hug her tightly. He closed his blue eyes, and whispered in her ear in French: "Susu, I would rather not see you in this life." .”

If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't have let myself sink into such an abyss of pain and endured endless torments. If I hadn't met you, I would still be the An Ruolian who locked the door of my heart, unable to taste the emotion Suffering, if I have never seen you, how could I let myself bow my head willingly, surrender to your hand, and give my life willingly for your smile, if I have never seen you...

Lian smiled bitterly, who knows, is my life in vain?
"If I can hold your hand again after being hurt so much, then, I, An Ruolian, will be happy for it."

Mrs. Lu stayed in the hospital for a whole week, and Ji Fansu really took good care of her. Putting aside those small thoughts of saving the country, Ji Fansu did this because Mrs. Lu has always loved her more, and she is also sincere. Taking care of her as a respected elder, so in this short week, the two got along better and better.

When Lu Zekai came to the hospital again, he saw Ji Fansu sitting beside Mrs. Lu's bed. They were reading the same newspaper. She read it patiently to Mrs. Lu. Lu Zekai stood outside the door for half an hour, From the beginning to the end, he never saw a trace of impatience on Fan Su's face. He even noticed that his mother, who was always serious and unsmiling, would show a happy smile from time to time.

Lu Zekai looked a little sad. For so many years, the mother and son have been together less often, even if they are in the same city, they seldom see each other. Throughout the year, there are no more than ten opportunities to sit and eat together. After so long, Lu Zekai I have never seen my mother show such a smile. For a moment, I wanted to go in and catch up with Ji Fansu's idea of ​​leaving, but I was firmly suppressed by myself.

He knew that he could no longer vacillate like this, but he could no longer force his seriously ill mother to be sad, in a dilemma, standing there for a while, like a sculpture.

An Cheng called him three or four times, and Lu Zekai came back to his senses. When he turned his head and saw that it was An Cheng, he immediately thought of what he had arranged, and hurriedly motioned him to go to the corridor to the side.

"Have you seen her?" Lu Zekai's voice was a little low. Seeing him lighting a cigarette, Ancheng's brows were tightly frowned, and his whole body was haggard.

"Why don't you talk?" Lu Zekai couldn't help being horrified when he saw Ancheng's silent and embarrassed look, and suddenly thought that Sujin might have encountered an accident, and for a moment, his heart was like burning oil. As if pouring down, there was a buzzing in his head, and he grabbed An Cheng, trembling all over, and his voice trembled: "What's wrong with her? What happened?"

An Cheng looked up and saw Lu Zekai's pale face, he was also shocked, he hurriedly shook his head: "Master, Miss Wen is fine, she is fine..."

"It's okay?" Lu Zekai seemed a little disbelieving. He looked at An Cheng suspiciously, but his heart was like a blunt knife cutting his heart one by one. When he thought of his selfishness and arbitrariness, his suspicion and slander towards her made him Su Jin was penniless and wandering outside alone, he wished he could slap himself dozens of times!

But now, it's too late to say anything, he just wants to get her back, make up for her well, and never let her suffer any more.

"It's really all right, Ms. Wen is fine, but..." An Cheng didn't dare to say it, he knew that saying these words would deal a huge blow to Lu Zekai, and after following him for so many years, he already knew how proud and domineering he was The person he likes, how can he allow others to get involved?
However, Miss Wen did indeed follow An Ruolian. The whole group of people wanted to hide it, but they probably couldn't. Thinking of this, An Cheng gritted his teeth and said, "An Ruolian will take Wen The lady took it away."

"What did you say?" Lu Zekai obviously didn't believe such words even more. He smiled uncontrollably, but he was still a little uncontrollably flustered. After two mouthfuls, he seemed to calm down, and there was a cold chill in his black pupils: "What happened, tell me everything!"

"On the day we were about to leave for City B, we were delayed because of my wife's illness. At that time, An Ruolian went to City B first. The brothers stayed outside for a day and a night. At noon the next day, I saw An Ruolian with my own eyes. They took Miss Wen away, and, judging by their appearance, they were very close. From the beginning to the end, An Ruolian hugged Miss Wen carefully. Although we were far away and couldn't see clearly, the moment we got into the car, we still watched. When it comes to Miss Wen's face, I have been with you, young master, for so many years, and I meet Miss Wen almost every day, so I will never admit my mistake. "

"Why don't you stop him! Why don't you snatch her from me!" He suddenly threw the cigarette butt in Lu Zekai's hand on the ground viciously. He took a step back in fright, almost kneeling on the ground, "Master, when I went there that day, I only brought two or three brothers with me, and there were more than a dozen cars at An Ruolian's place. Can't get close..."

"An Ruolian, An Ruolian! It's him again! I really shouldn't have given him that ring, you bastard!" Lu Zekai was so angry that he almost went mad, and he punched the wall hard, his mouth shaking. It was painful, the entire palm joint was pinched white by him, and there was almost nowhere to vent the hatred in his heart, Lu Zekai was furious like a leopard, An Cheng stood aside in fright and dared not make a sound, a little nurse just said "Sir, please don't make any noise here..."

Before the words were finished, Lu Zekai growled without raising his head: "Get out!" The bloodshot eyes, coupled with the somewhat ferocious expression caused by the torment of anger and jealousy, scared the nurse trembling, turned around and ran away Trot dodged...

Lu Zekai vented by himself for a long time, but he gradually calmed down. He was not an ordinary person in the first place. At this moment, his anger subsided a little, and he almost immediately thought of what An Cheng said just now.

Just when he was about to take people to go to City B, Mrs. Lu called. It was true that his mother was sick, but what happened was that only a few of his subordinates were alive and dead when they found out Su Jin's whereabouts. Brother knows, how did An Ruolian get the news so quickly?

If he remembered correctly, just a few days before finding Su Jin's whereabouts, An Ruolian had just fought with another faction in the family. He was shot twice, and the other party almost lost his life, and fled back in embarrassment. After leaving Italy, since he was seriously injured, how could he go to check Sujin's whereabouts again?The people under him must have cared more about An Ruolian's life and death than a woman at that moment.

Then, there is only one possibility, the news is that someone deliberately leaked the news to An Ruolian, Lu Zekai can't think of anyone else, the only possibility is Fan Su, but where did Fan Su find out the news?

Thinking of this, Lu Zekai couldn't help but frowned slightly, and suddenly pulled An Cheng over, and said in a deep voice: "Everyone who knows about this, you should send someone to follow them secretly from now on, and tell me immediately if there is anything unusual."

An Cheng saw his serious expression, although he didn't know what happened, but he almost guessed half of it, and immediately agreed to do it.

Lu Zekai stood silently on the spot, with a cold smile on his lips, Ji Fansu, I hope you don't really make me hate you and be completely disappointed in you.

Standing in front of her mother's tomb, Su Jin couldn't stop crying like rain, but fortunately, Lian tried her best to persuade her with "pregnant women crying too much is not good for the baby in their womb".

This may be the last time I will visit my mother's cemetery in my lifetime.
After the two people dressed in disguise silently worshiped, Lian took another step forward and knelt down on one knee slowly. The woman on the tombstone had a kind and beautiful face, which was six points similar to Su Jin's. Lian looked at that face, and gradually warmed her heart. If it wasn't for such a beautiful woman, how could she raise such a good Su Jin? However, he and Su Jin have no chance to honor her.

"Mom, don't worry, I swear, I will protect her with my life." He murmured softly, he had never let Su Jin hear this sentence, and he would never let her hear it in his life He realized that he just wanted his girl to live a happy and happy life, and he didn't want her to bear the burden that he carried.

Even if he was worried about him, he wouldn't allow it.

"Let's go, it's time to go to the airport." Lian stood up, hugged her gently, and apologized a little: "You are pregnant with a baby, and you shouldn't have traveled such a long distance, but if you stay here, I am afraid that if you encounter someone Some trouble hurt you, so..."

Su Jin smiled lightly, being cared for so carefully, cared for meticulously, every detail was considered, perfect, so that she not only didn't have to worry a little bit, but also like a princess in a fairy tale, being praised like this In the palm of his hand, it feels so good to just spend every day happily.

Maybe it's because I suffered too much before, so I cherish such happiness even more at this moment.

Su Jin held his hand instead, and smiled: "Alian, you don't have to apologize like this, you are really good enough to me."

"No matter how good it is, I don't think it's enough." He smiled softly, reached out and put the hat on her clothes on her head, and stroked the hair that was blown by the wind: "Let's go."

Sujin took a last look at her mother's cemetery with reluctance, her eyes were still sore after all, and she was going to leave here, forever, and never come back.

Those who loved and hurt the past, those who cried or smiled, those who hurt her or loved her, will be sealed in the cracks of time and will never be seen again.

But there is such a person, there is such a person.

She has always been firmly suppressed in her heart. For so many years, she has traveled through countless cities. After so many years, watching their daughter grow up, her eyebrows and eyes are more and more similar to him. From the beginning to the end, she never mentioned him. name.

She doesn't mention it, and Lian won't mention it, but from time to time, some newspapers or magazines will appear in the house where she and Lian live. Without exception, those magazines will publish more or less stories about Lu Zekai. news.

Lian pretended to turn a blind eye, she saw it, and just laughed it off.

It is no longer the stubbornness and arrogance of youth, and it is no longer the ridiculous stubbornness and stubbornness of the past, but time flies, and the years are ruthless, with both hands outstretched, and those who slip through the fingers are those sad past.

In this life, she will never have anything to do with Lu Zekai again.

(End of this chapter)