Wife has remarried

Chapter 127 So, now, I choose to quit by myself

Lu Zekai, Lu Zekai, how infatuated you are, yet how cruel, what do you think of me, Wen Sujin!

Su Jin suddenly threw the photo in her hand like crazy, her eyes were red with anger, and every hair seemed to stand on end, she couldn't bear it, absolutely couldn't bear such humiliation, she would rather die than , and don't be taken for a clown, have fun!
She stood up staggeringly and walked out, opened the door of the study, the warm wind outside the door suddenly blew on her face, but Su Jin suddenly woke up.

What is she going to do?She ran directly in front of him, pointed to his nose and asked, Lu Zekai, why did you treat me like this, why did you deceive me like this, why did you call me by the same name?What do you take me for?
What are the consequences of doing so?Maybe he didn't care about her accusations at all, but instead watched her shrew-like performance like a joke, maybe, he would become angry and completely turn against her?

In any case, she has already been placed in such a humble position by him, why should she belittle her own status and ruin herself?
Su Jin suddenly laughed, even if it was a breakup, even if the truth was revealed at the end, she would still be the most elegant one, she had already lost so badly, she couldn't even lose her last self-esteem.

Su Jin turned around, if it wasn't for the fact that her hands were still trembling and dropped several times while picking up those photos, she almost thought that she had regained her composure. After a long time, it seemed that the wind outside the window had stopped, and Su Jin finally put Everything here is back to normal.

She took those cleaning tools, turned around and walked out, out of the study, and walked directly back to her bedroom, Su Jin threw all the tools in her hand into the utility room!

She still cleans up his study like an old lady?At this moment, he didn't know who he was thinking about, who he was thinking about!

Su Jin sat on the big bed in the bedroom in a daze, the room seemed to still be haunted by the ambiguous atmosphere that made people's faces jump last night, but Su Jin felt that all this was just so ridiculous, she was like a woman tied up with a rope A clown who gets up and makes all kinds of ugly appearances on stage for people's amusement, but he doesn't know how ridiculous his appearance is.

Su Jin sat alone in the room for a long time, until Zhang Ma came to invite her downstairs for dinner, and she realized that she was in a daze for a whole hour.

Su Jin had no appetite and didn't want others to see anything, so she took her bag and went out on the pretext of going to see Wen Qian.

Wen Qian has been discharged from the hospital, but she still has some inconvenience in walking, and she has to go to the health center for treatment every week.

Su Jin went to Wen Qian's room, the two talked for a while, Wen Qian's finger holding the teacup froze slightly, seemed to hesitate for a long time, and then slowly said: "Su Jin, what do you want to do? "

Su Jin gave a wry smile, put down the teacup, lowered her head, and then shook her head slightly: "I don't know, Sissy, I really have no choice."

Wen Qian sighed, and gently reached out to hold her hand: "Sujin, if you can tell me such an embarrassing thing, it shows that you trust me the most, so I will definitely not have the slightest selfishness. Just ask you, do you love him?"

Su Jin was taken aback, but her eye circles were already red. If she could, she really would rather the person she loves now is Lian, not Lu Zekai.

Looking at her expression at the moment, Wen Qian probably guessed it. She shook her head and looked at Su Jin's red eye circles with some pity: "Love, do you love him? Since you love him, you won't want to separate. Su Jin, things are not clear at all now, you are a fan of the authorities, think about it, how many years have passed, he and Fan Su broke up a long time ago, and now I am with you, I have never met Fan Su , what could be the matter? What if you ran to question him impulsively, and if the fake turned out to be true?"

"I, I..." Su Jin was stunned by Wen Qian's words, but she didn't think about it. If she really went to make trouble, after the trouble, she found that it was just a misunderstanding, and Fan Su was just a dusty passage of Lu Zekai. Their first love, they have long since lost their relationship and contact. At that time, how should she restore it?
"In my opinion, don't worry, check it in secret first, it's just a photo, who wouldn't miss it?"

Wen Qian tentatively tried to persuade her, but Su Jin bit her lip and said stubbornly: "Then what's the name? Why did he call her Su Su, me, and also Su Su? Who knew, who knew he was calling me by my name." At that time, who was thinking in your heart?"

Wen Qian stretched out her hand to pinch her face, and said with a smile: "Silly, if I have a girlfriend named Liu Fang, and I nickname her Fangfang, and I have another girlfriend named Wang Fang, can't I call her Is Fangfang?"

Su Jin was unmoved, and suddenly sneered and said, "Well, you've been calling me Susu all the time, why did you suddenly go to California and change your name when you came back, and call me Ajin?"

Wen Qian was startled, and subconsciously asked, "Go to California?"

"That's right, it was said that the temporary company was in a hurry, so they went to California, and the mobile phone was turned off all day, saying it was out of battery." Su Jin spoke slowly, but looked at Wen Qian calmly.

Sure enough, there was a flash of panic on Wen Qian's face, but it quickly disappeared without a trace.

"Yes, yes, I heard from my elder brother." Wen Qian smiled, and pulled Su Jin to sit beside her, "Damn girl, you are usually the most careless, why are you so terrified this time? It’s just a name, if you don’t like it, you can tell him directly, anyway, it’s yours now, so why do you care about his past?”

Su Jin smiled lowly, but her eyes were burning brightly; "What's the use of having someone mine? Sissy, let me ask you, if one day you fell in love with someone, would you rather have his person, or have him?" heart of?"

Wen Qian lowered her head, was silent for a moment, and then smiled heartily: "I haven't thought about this, Su Jin, actually, it's better for women to be a little stupid, and it's better not to be too thoughtful. Men, you still don't care about it." Don't you know? He is willing to treat you well, is willing to marry you, has you in his heart, and it is not easy to promise you. What's more, like Lu Zekai, he has no women outside now, only you, and you It should be enough."

"He is rich, and he is handsome, so the most basic loyalty becomes rare with him? Sissy, you know, I don't have high demands, but if it's my husband, marrying me would not be too difficult." If you love me and think of others, then, even if he is Li Ka-shing, I will not stay by his side."

After Su Jin finished speaking, she stood up slowly, lowered her head, and seeing Wen Qian's worried eyes, her eyes were still sore after all: "Qi Qian, you are kind to me, I know, but I can force anything, but I can't force myself to be alone, I will find a way to find out the facts, no matter what the result is, I choose the path myself, and I will not regret it."

"Su Jin, I hope you are happy."

Wen Qian looked at that stubborn face, why did she become friends with her in the first place?Isn't it her pure heart, clean soul, and stubbornness like when she was young?

"I will, Sissy, we will all be happy." Su Jin gave Wen Qian a big hug, "I'm leaving, Sissy, I will come to see you another day."

Su Jin didn't want to go home by herself, so she wandered the street for a long time, until the phone in her bag rang, Su Jin picked it up blankly, it was Lu Zekai's.

"Going to see Sissy? Do you want me to pick you up?" His voice was still so gentle, but for some reason, Su Jin felt waves of indescribable disgust.

Her voice involuntarily faded: "No need, I'll go back by myself."

"Okay, I'll wait for you to come back for dinner at home." With such a simple sentence, Su Jin's tears fell, and she hummed indiscriminately, then hung up the phone.

If it was in the past, she would have been very happy and happy when she heard such words, but now, she only thinks it is fake and harsh.

Lu Zekai, you also act like this every day, aren't you tired?

Sujin walked across the road and hailed a taxi. When the lights came on, she sat alone in the car, dazed, as if she had returned to the night when he disappeared. At that time, worry was more than sadness and despair. Now , the heart seems to have been ashamed, and there is no longing for that home.

However, she finally arrived at her destination, Su Jin paid the fare and got out of the car, her home was right in front of her, but she didn't want to go in at all.

From a distance, seeing the warm orange lights in the living room, showing a little bit of warmth and tenderness under the dark sky, Su Jin only felt uncomfortable in her throat, and wanted to find a place to cry happily.

She has nothing, her mother is dead, her only support has long since fallen apart, and now in this world, having a family is worse than having no family, and she is completely alone. Should she advance or retreat, clarify the truth, or swallow her anger?
Su Jin didn't know what to do, and after wandering outside the villa for a long time, she finally walked in.

Lu Zekai was sitting in the living room watching TV boredly, when he saw Su Jin enter, his slender eyebrows slightly raised, his face already had a gentle and charming smile: "You're back, my wife?"

Such an intimate name, but Su Jin only felt that it was unspeakably harsh. She tried her best to force a smile, "Yeah."

Lu Zekai narrowed his eyes to look at her, put down the remote control, stood up and walked to her: "What's wrong? Why is your face so ugly?"

His caring words are so gentle, low voice, full of magnetism, so familiar, and he has to listen to the voice countless times every day and night, but now it sounds so awkward?

No matter what he said, no matter what he did, Su Jin only felt that he was acting, speaking to a woman named Fan Su in front of her body.

"It's okay, I'm a little tired, I don't want to eat, I'm going to go to rest first." Sujin didn't know how hard she tried to forcefully suppress her urge to ask, her voice was still soft and gentle, but she still Before you realize it, there is already a distance.

"I asked Zhang Ma to stew lotus seed and wolfberry soup. If you don't want to eat, you can drink some soup before going upstairs, okay?"

He personally held her hand and sat down, looked down, and saw that the ring he had put on her finger was no longer there, he couldn't help but hesitate, and asked urgently: "Ah Jin, where is the ring?"

Su Jin's eyes were sore and uncomfortable, she blinked hard to keep her tears from falling, her lips twitched twice, and then she made a low voice: "I think it's too ostentatious and unsafe, so I took it off and put it on the It's in the bag."

Lu Zekai breathed a sigh of relief, "That's good, you can put it away, A Jin, what's wrong with you, you look really bad."

Su Jin didn't want to hear such a title, and it was this title that created a gap between them that could not be ignored.

"Aze..."

Su Jin suddenly lowered her head and softly called Lu Zekai's name, a thin layer of sweat broke out from her palms, her heart was beating wildly, she seemed nervous, but she was obviously so calm.

"What's the matter?" He held her in his arms, and stroked her soft hair with his palms. Except for the sound from the TV, the living room was eerily quiet.

Su Jin took a deep breath, and suddenly raised her head, but her gaze did not fall on Lu Zekai's face, but instead she looked at the TV, and then seemed to be emptied again.

"Susu, who is it?"

She was so nervous, as if she was the one who had some secret, and she was the one who did something wrong.

There was a sharp buzzing in her ears, and she couldn't hear her own voice. The figures on the TV were blurred, and gradually turned into large blanks. Su Jin sat there blankly, feeling that she was hugging her The person in front of her gradually left her body, and the palm that was attached to her hair also slipped down, gradually moving away from her.

She wanted to look back at his expression at the moment, but she didn't dare, her body was as stiff as a sculpture.

The corners of Su Jin's lips slowly curled into a smile. Gradually, when she heard the hilarious voices on the TV, it was so discordant. She reached out to find the remote control, turned off the TV, and the room became more and more quiet. , This quietness is too scary, as if she is going to be sentenced to a sentence.

He is still silent, has been silent all the time, the more silent he is, the more desperate Su Jin is.

That person must be very important, no matter what, he will never forget it, even if someone mentions that name, he will lose his mind and feel sad, right?
Su Jin laughed at herself, but her fingernails almost pierced her tender palm. The clock on the wall was ticking. Gradually, even the sound of the clock running could not be heard anymore. Su Jin felt her soul It had already flown away, she couldn't catch it, she couldn't come back, she just watched herself die.

"I'm going upstairs first..." She didn't want to stay in such silence any longer, it was too difficult, too uncomfortable, she would rather he sentenced herself to death!

"Ah Jin..." Lu Zekai suddenly spoke out from you. The moment Su Jin stood up, he suddenly stretched out his arm and held Su Jin's hand tightly: "Ah Jin..."

Su Jin's whole body trembled suddenly, tears rolled down uncontrollably, she struggled desperately, trying to break free from his grasp, but he held it so tightly and it hurt so much, no matter how hard she tried, it seemed like Are powerless in general.

"Ah Jin..." Lu Zekai's voice trembled a little. He looked at her thin and trembling shoulders, and felt a sharp pain in his heart. She must be very sad. It was his fault. Everything was due to his stubbornness. , selfishness, caused mistakes.

Arms wrapped around her slender waist, regardless of her silent resistance, he hugged her in his arms: "Ah Jin, listen to me."

"What are you talking about? Are you saying that you call me Susu just to solve your lovesickness in an open and aboveboard manner? You said that all the tenderness you gave me is actually because of this name, is it all for Fansu?"

Su Jin's sanity collapsed, and she couldn't bear it any longer. She pushed Lu Zekai away, tears streaming down wantonly: "Lu Zekai, what do you think of me? What do you think of me? Why can you be so selfish? Hurt me? Have I done something wrong?"

Seeing her on the brink of madness, Lu Zekai didn't feel bored, but felt sad. He stepped forward and hugged her tightly, "A Jin, it's my fault, but you have to listen to me, Fan Su is just me. My first love, I am now, I have let go now, A Jin, I used to call you Susu, and I didn’t think much about other things. I changed my name now, and I want to completely draw a line from the past and give you A unique title, a title that belongs exclusively to me, Ah Jin, you have to trust me, I will not let you down!"

Su Jin's heart sank little by little, and she laughed softly: "You said that you changed your name now because you wanted to completely draw a line with the past, so Lu Zekai, let me ask you, until now Do you just want to let go of the past after a few days? When you were with me before, you were thinking about others, right?"

"Ajin, you misunderstood me, I really never thought about it that way!" Lu Zekai gritted his teeth, and suddenly stretched out his hand to pull her to sit down on the sofa: "Ajin, I always knew that fire cannot be contained in paper, and I don't want to deceive you." You, I went to California that time to find Fan Su."

Su Jin suddenly raised her head, her eyes filled with tears instantly, she stared at him firmly, the corners of her lips twitched slightly, but she couldn't speak.

He finally admitted it, and finally told her personally that the last time he went to California was to look for Fan Su.

"Ah Jin..." Seeing her pale face, Lu Zekai couldn't help but whispered her name worriedly. He wanted to reach out to caress her cheek, but unexpectedly she just dodged quickly, lowered her eyelids, never To see him.

"Ajin, I'm going to California to find Fansu..."

"Don't talk about it." Su Jin stood up slowly, she looked at the man in front of her, was the tenderness and worry between his brows real?What is the reason for the explanation he cares about so much?
Since you love others in your heart, why bother to lie to me?If you say you want to leave, break up, I won't say no!It won't be an obstacle between you and your true love, Lu Zekai, why bother?
"I don't want to hear, and I don't want to know, you just need to tell me what you are going to do."

Su Jin spoke calmly, but her fingers on the armrest of the sofa began to tremble slightly.

"What should I do?" Lu Zekai asked in confusion, staring blankly at the little woman in front of him.

No matter how you look at her expression, there is something wrong. This kind of indescribable despair and sadness, and the unknowingly disheartened despondency, gave him an indescribable fear.

"If we want to separate, I agree. Anyway, we are already divorced, and we haven't gone through the remarriage procedure yet. It's just right, don't bother..."

Su Jin spoke every word and every word very easily, and at the end, she even smiled.

However, Lu Zekai felt a bang in his head, and his anger surged up instantly. He grabbed Su Jin's shoulder like crazy: "What did you say? You want to separate from me?"

Su Jin was so uncomfortable being shaken by him, she pushed him aside fiercely, and said sharply: "Don't touch me! Yes, you have someone you like, so there is no need to get entangled with me anymore! I, Wen Sujin, don't like to stalk me Beating women, I will fulfill you!"

"You fulfilled us?" Lu Zekai smiled angrily, the gentle expression on his face gradually faded, and was replaced by a frightening coldness.

"Why do you perfect us? Fan Su and I, do we need anyone to perfect us? When we were together, it was your wish and we separated, and there was no third-party reason. Up to now, who should be perfected?"

Su Jin heard him say "Fansu and I" intimately, and felt like being stabbed by a knife in the heart, and felt pain and discomfort: "You are right, you and Fansu, you don't need anyone to complete you, Because no one can replace the relationship between you, so now, Lu Zekai, I quit."

After Su Jin finished speaking, she just took a fixed look at him. Those dark eyes were like dazzling stars. Lu Zekai felt uneasy when she saw her. When she wanted to say something more, she had already turned around: " If you think about it, you can give me an answer at any time."

Lu Zekai watched her walk away with her feet upright, without even turning her head. The regret and guilt in her heart, and the thought of wanting to lower her figure to apologize gradually faded away. Watching her thin figure gradually disappearing before her eyes, she unexpectedly said, "Okay."

Su Jin's footsteps faltered, and she felt that the tears in her eyes would not stop falling down. She didn't dare to reach out to wipe the tears, for fear that he would see her crying, so she still took one step at a time. Step by step into the bedroom.

The bedroom door was closed, and the light in Lu Zekai's eyes faded away bit by bit. He sat on the sofa in a daze. There was a faint fragrance coming from the kitchen not far away. The sky outside the window was already dark. No more, no more, no more.

When he really let go of the past and wanted to be with her properly, she treated the relationship between them as if they were shoes. He knew that he underestimated their relationship first, and he knew that he was the one who wavered first. Knowing that he was wrong, but he dared to say to her without hesitation, Wen Sujin, I really want to be with you now.

I never told you to separate, even when I was looking for Fan Su, I never thought about breaking up with you, but now, you are just giving up because of a title, you said so easily Breaking up, turning around and leaving without hesitation, it can be seen that my position in your heart is simply insignificant.

(End of this chapter)