Wife has remarried

Chapter 107 The child is still in the stomach, but it won't live for a few days
Lu Zekai also stared intently at the woman in his arms, but it was only a short month, but he felt that the vicissitudes of life were so close to him.

Now that he has decided to let go, and since he knows that he has never loved her from the beginning to the end, why does he still feel pity in his heart when he sees her so thin and haggard?

How much of this pity is sincerity, and how much of it is pity?Wen Sujin, if possible, I would really like to, I have never met you, never knew you.

In this way, I can continue my life of debauchery, and continue to be a dandy boy, soaking up the secret in my heart with alcohol every day, that person, and live like this for the rest of my life.

But, God does not pity me, Sujin, Susu, I have lost my heart, my heart has been given to someone else, how do you want me to keep you by my side?

Su Jin watched the tenderness in his eyes gradually fade away, turning into polite alienation, she suddenly woke up, she still had hope in her heart, hoping that his tenderness was because he still cared about her.

She smiled slightly, snowflakes fell on her long eyelashes, crystal beautiful.

Lu Zekai didn't dare to look any further, he let her go gently, and said politely, "Miss Wen, are you here to see Qianqian?"

Su Jin shuddered abruptly, this common-sounding title, which she had long been used to, was actually awkward and uncomfortable in every way when she heard it from Lu Zekai.

"Yes, I came to see Wen Qian." Unknowingly, the address in her mouth had changed, Su Jin didn't notice it, but Lu Zekai gave her a surprised look.

"It's a bit of a coincidence that Miss Wen came here. It's not convenient for Sissy to meet people today."

He couldn't help being a little worried, whether Su Jin would hear something, not to mention, today is Wen Qian's reexamination day, if the reexamination report finds out that there is something wrong with her, with Su Jin's intelligence, she will definitely be able to guess something what.

His natural words are the realization of what Xu Ting said. Su Jin looked up at him, his handsome face was reflected in her pupils, her eyebrows and eyes have never changed, and her straight nose bridge has never changed , those thin and cold lips have never changed, nothing has changed, but everything has changed again.

Su Jin smiled slightly: "Really?"

Seeing the overwhelming sadness in those black pupils, Lu Zekai suddenly wanted to reach out and stroke her hair, but he held back after all.

"Then, Miss Wen, please go back first." Lu Zekai said as he turned around and was about to walk away. The moment he turned slightly, he suddenly stopped and said with concern: "Or, I will send a driver to take you off for Sissi. She is the best friend, if she knows that I have blocked you outside, she must be angry with me."

When he said these words, there was a gentle spring in his brows and eyes, and his voice was so soft that it would disappear as soon as the wind blows. The snowflakes melted and blocked her sight, but her tears fell down again, her eyes gradually blurred, and Lu Zekai in front of her seemed to have become two, four...

She bit the tip of her tongue fiercely, the pain woke her up, she smiled stubbornly, and shook her head gently: "No need."

She still has reason. If he let his driver deliver her, wouldn't he know about her moving out and her current address?
Although he may not care at all, Su Jin doesn't want to, never wants to be involved with him endlessly.

She turned around and tightened her windbreaker, and walked forward with difficulty in the snow that was more than a foot thick. The stubborn back seemed to have gradually turned into a bright red cinnabar mole, imprinted on his heart.

He stood there until his shoulders were covered with thin snow and his hair was covered with white, almost standing himself like a sculpture.

"Master, hurry up and go in, the snow is falling even harder..."

The subordinate on one side spoke, holding an umbrella over his head.

Lu Zekai shook his coat, and the snowflakes fell down like countless flying mosquitoes. His eyes were clear and moving, but they were indescribably lonely.

"Don't go in, let's go back."

He opened his mouth slowly, lowering his eyelashes to cover the stripped eyes.

"Don't you see Miss Wen today? Shouldn't Miss Wen's legs be reexamined?"

Lu Zekai shook his head slightly: "I won't go to see Wen Qian today, come back tomorrow."

As he said that, he walked to one side of the car, bent over to get into the car, closed his eyes and leaned on the seat, and whispered: "Drive, go home."

"Yes, master." The subordinate hurriedly put away the umbrella and got into the car, started the engine, and left the hospital in the snowstorm.

Su Jin stood alone on the street for two hours, guessing that it was time for Lu Zekai to leave, she turned back secretly, and ordered a cup of hot milk tea in the coffee shop opposite the hospital parking lot, she looked carefully at the small After confirming that Lu Zekai's car was gone, he put on his coat again, pushed open the glass door, and walked towards the hospital.

She still wanted to know how long Wen Qian was going to hide from her, and how long she was going to act in front of her.

After getting out of the elevator, she walked towards Wen Qian's ward with ease. The door of Wen Qian's ward was ajar. Su Jin stopped unconsciously and held her breath.

"Brother, how is Lu Zekai preparing for the wedding?" Wen Qian's voice was sweet and joyful.

Although it was not very clear, it was like sharp silver needles piercing Su Jin's heart like bloodthirsty cutting flesh.

Su Jin's whole body trembled, the tears in her eyes rolled down uncontrollably, she bit her lip, her ears were buzzing, her whole body seemed to sink into the bottom of the sea a hundred thousand miles deep, she couldn't breathe, couldn't breathe. open your eyes...

"Oh, brother, you have to go and have a look, you are such good brothers, you can't let Lu Zekai be busy alone..."

Su Jin no longer had the courage to listen, let alone go in, she turned around, supported the wall and moved towards the elevator step by step.

The lower abdomen seemed to weigh a thousand catties, and every muscle in her body was aching from the fall.

How ridiculous, how ridiculous.

My husband has already hooked up with my best friend, but I don't know it.

Her husband gave her a divorce paper one month after they got married, but she still foolishly kept his child.

Wen Sujin, can you be more sober, can you be smarter, can you not be so cowardly and bruise yourself all over?
"Qiqian, you can rest easy and heal your wounds. You don't have to worry about the wedding. I will help Zekai." Wen Mosheng looked at his sister lovingly, and suppressed a sigh from the bottom of his heart. She was still in the dark. In the drum, knowing nothing, so joyful.

How dare he tell her at such a moment, tell her the truth about the wedding, tell her, the protagonist of the wedding.

Wen Mosheng thought of that girl with beautiful eyes. When she saw them, she always smiled shyly, grabbed Wen Qian's hand and timidly hid beside Wen Qian. He used to hate her to the bone, because His sister's car accident, but now, he felt a little pity for her, unspeakably pitiful.

When Sujin walked out of the hospital, the snow covered the sky and covered the sun, and there were even small crystal snow particles, which hurt people's faces. She didn't care, and walked down the steps under the strange eyes of those who were avoiding the snow. , Walking into the heavy snow all over the sky.

She doesn't want the child in her stomach anymore.Can she still want it?Also, what is the meaning of staying? She quietly asked herself in her heart, and what she answered was only the boundless cold wind, just like that man, with a cruel and heartless heart.

Su Jin fell ill when she returned to the apartment. She didn't eat or drink, but just looked at the ceiling by herself, and rubbed her fingers over and over again on her lower abdomen. There was a small life in the warm flesh and blood.

She used to naively thought that she could use this child to reconcile with him, and to use this child in exchange for his favor.

Only now did she know that all of this was just a dream. They were about to get married, and they would naturally have their children. What was this one in her stomach?

I'm afraid, not only will others not recognize it, but they will also say it's just a wild animal.kind.That's right, they're already divorced, how could he believe that by such a coincidence, she was pregnant with a child?
Su Jin smiled wryly, smiled and shed tears again, she fell asleep like that for two days and two nights, but finally she was determined, this child can't stay anymore, and there is no need to stay anymore.

It's not that she is cruel, it's not that she doesn't love the child in her womb, on the contrary, it's because she loves him too much, and she can't bear to see him being looked at strangely by others when he was born, he was born without a father, and he was born with a pitiful background. In the cold world, suffer all kinds of suffering.

It is enough for her mother to bear all the pain once, and if there is no need to send that poor child to this world, she will suffer the humiliation together.

Su Jin struggled to get up from the bed, she just wanted to sit up, but suddenly the world spun, and the whole body fell under the bed, fortunately the bed was not high, but Su Jin couldn't get up for a long time because of the fall , she was lying on the cold floor, but her hands were subconsciously protecting her lower abdomen.

Sujin tried several times but couldn't get up, so she had no choice but to give up, pulled a quilt from the bed to wrap herself up, and lay on the cold ground like that, her whole body curled up like a shrimp ball. In her life, she never I've never been so embarrassed, never been so bleak.

She had annoyed him, resented him, hated him, but Dudu had never hated him like she does now, she hated him!Every nerve of hatred is trembling, and the blood of hatred is about to boil. If Lu Zekai was in front of her at this moment, she would definitely bite him hard!
Su Jin pressed her face on the soft quilt, tears flowing uncontrollably. She hated him, but she hated herself even more.

I hate myself for being so unbelievable, why I am so cowardly, why don't I go to him directly and tell him, Lu Zekai, I am pregnant with your child!You have to be responsible, if you want to marry Wen Qian, don't even think about it!Even if I die, I will not fulfill you!

But how could she do it?She would rather swallow all the bitter fruit by herself than see a trace of contempt in his eyes.

After crying for an unknown amount of time, Su Jin fell into a coma. The disturbed figures in the dream were all blurred figures and faces. She didn't know who she was dreaming of, and where the gentle voice in the dream came from. In the chaos and illusion, she seemed to hear Lian's voice, one after another, sad and lonely...

Susu, why didn't you wait for me?Why don't you wait for me to come back?

Those black and blue eyes are like the deepest ocean in the Mediterranean Sea, making people addicted. Su Jin stretched out her hand desperately in her dream, she wanted to catch that shadow, that one was wearing a long black trench coat, like nine days The man with the ink-colored black lotus on it...

But even he doesn't want her anymore.

She is not as important as that ring. In Lian's heart, she is not even as important as a ring.

Su Jin cried loudly in her dream, but Lian stood there from afar and looked at her smiling.

Susu, it was you who lost our love, it was you...

No, it wasn't me, it was you, obviously you hurt Wen Qian... I can no longer be with you, Lian, An Ruolian!Obviously it's you, the one I trust the most, the one I want to rely on!

But Lian didn't look at her again, just walked away step by step, Su Jin was about to chase, but saw Lu Zekai approaching with Wen Qian in his arms, they looked at her with smiles, their eyes were cold mocking disdain.

Su Jin just stared at them blankly, they hugged each other and looked at her with a smile, then disappeared in front of Su Jin.

Su Jin stared at the back of the two embracing each other, and suddenly found that Wen Qian turned around and smiled at her triumphantly. She just blinked, but Wen Qian's face turned into a strange face again, vaguely She couldn't see clearly, but Su Jin knew that she had never seen that woman before, not anyone around Lu Zekai...

Who is she, why would she dream of a strange woman whose face cannot be seen clearly?
Su Jin anxiously wanted to chase after her, but suddenly she tripped over something, and she fell to the ground suddenly...

"Ah..." Su Jin screamed in her dream, her child!

The lower abdomen hit the protruding stone on the road, and suddenly a fishy warmth surged up from the lower body...

The pain was so real, Sujin was forced to open her eyes all of a sudden, her throat felt like a burning pain, she wanted to moan, but only made a rough and unpleasant sound...

"Young Madam, you are awake! Thank you, thank you!" Zhang Ma grabbed her hand, and couldn't stop her tears.

Su Jin stared blankly at the strange environment around her, her throat felt uncomfortable as if stuffed with a ball of cotton, she said with difficulty, "Mother Zhang, where am I..."

As soon as Fu opened his mouth, the scene in the dream was so real. Su Jin suddenly sat up and lifted the quilt: "Mother Zhang, my child, where is my child?"

"Young madam, you are in the hospital, you should lie down quickly, the young master is in your stomach!"

Mama Zhang looked at her skinny body with only a few bones left, pressed her to lie down, and brushed away the messy hair around her cheeks, feeling sad again. How many days can that poor child live? ?

The young lady's life is really miserable, and the young master is really pitiful, he is so good-looking that he can't even keep his own flesh and blood...

"Mother Zhang, don't lie to me, I was clearly dreaming just now..." Thinking of the horrible scene in the dream, Su Jin couldn't help covering her mouth and choking up.

"Dreams are always reversed, young lady, lie down quickly, I'll feed you the chicken soup, you don't care about yourself, always think about the child in your stomach..."

While muttering, Mama Zhang blew on the hot chicken soup and brought it to Su Jin's mouth...

Su Jin didn't care about eating, pushed the spoon and asked anxiously: "Does Lu Zekai know that I'm here?"

"Of course I dare not tell the young master..." Zhang Ma thought that Su Jin had always been stubborn, if she told Lu Zekai about her, she would definitely do something stupid!

Su Jin breathed a sigh of relief, and lay back on the bed weakly; "Mother Zhang, I don't live in the hospital, I want to go home."

Mama Zhang hesitated to speak, but she thought that the matter could not be hidden, and it would be better to settle it sooner rather than later, so she hardened her heart, put the soup bowl aside, gently held Sujin's hand and said, "Young Madam, let me tell you One thing, don't get excited, don't be too sad... My child, sooner or later there will be again, you are still young..."

Hearing her nonsensical words, Su Jin couldn't help being stunned; "Mother Zhang, you said the child is fine!"

Mama Zhang smiled wryly, but shed tears again: "The young master is still in your womb, Mrs. Young, but he won't live for a few more days..."

"Why..." Su Jin asked in a daze, feeling as if someone had hit her head hard with a sap, and a batch of cases buzzed.

"Young madam, there is still some residual poison in your body, which has affected the young master... The doctor said that if you don't perform the operation, you will grow into a deformed fetus, and you will suffer even more, and you must end it early."

After Zhang Ma finished speaking, she couldn't bear to see her expression, so she turned her face away and began to sob.

Time seemed to stand still, Su Jin just sat there like that, she didn't want this child anymore, she was going to get rid of this child, she was even ready to have an operation, she even, selfishly wanted Deprived him of the right to live with his own hands.

He must have known it, he knew that his mother didn't want him, he knew that his father abandoned him, and his mother didn't want to give birth to him, so he chose this way and chose to leave her forever!
However, she never knew that when she heard from others that this child was not even possible to take shape, it was as if her heart had been cut out by a human being!
Her chest was full of soreness, but she didn't know where the pain came from. Sujin just grabbed the clothes on her chest tightly. She wanted to cry, but she couldn't make a sound. Can't exert a little bit of strength...

She was sitting like that, as if she was going to make a sculpture of herself. Seeing her abnormal expression, Zhang Ma panicked all of a sudden. She hurriedly patted Su Jin on the back and coaxed: "Young Madam , don’t be like this, you can cry if you want to cry, it’s fine if you cry...you’ll be fine if you cry, ah..."

Su Jin's lips were trembling all the time, her eyes were flushed, but she still didn't shed a tear, her eyes were dull, as if she had lost focus.

"Young Madam, Young Madam..."

Mama Zhang turned around anxiously, shaking Sujin lightly in a panic, but Sujin was still motionless. These days, her mind and body were broken, and now she was hit by such a blow, and she was even more physically exhausted. She could barely sit still and had reached her limit , let alone being shaken a few times by Zhang Mama...

She only felt colic pains in her lower abdomen, as if something wanted to be peeled off, her whole body trembled like a trembling leaf, but her fingers subconsciously grabbed the corner of Mama Zhang's clothes...

"Young Madam, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's okay, everything will pass, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, child..."

Mama Zhang was coaxing softly, but the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open, accompanied by a hurried voice: "Mama Zhang, hurry up, the young master is looking for you everywhere, why don't you show up at the wedding scene?" Cheng... oh, young lady, why are you here?"

The man seemed to be taken aback, but he couldn't take back what he blurted out, so he could only stand there in embarrassment, looking at Su Jin who was stunned.

"Nonsense!" Zhang Ma took precautions, but unexpectedly let this stunned young man poke such a big basket. She turned her face and scolded the man to go out. , but touched a piece of warm sticky!
Zhang Ma was stunned for a moment, and it took a long time to react, so she hurriedly called the doctor...

Here, Su Jin has already fainted on the bed. Zhang Ma stretched out her hand and tremblingly lifted the quilt on Su Jin, only to see blood gurgling out from under her, and she had already taken off the sky blue hospital gown. ...

Zhang Ma only felt a bang in her head, and she sat down on the ground all of a sudden...

The moment Su Jin fainted, only those two words kept circling in her mind, wedding, wedding... his wedding with Wen Qian, her ex-husband and best friend of Wen Sujin's, wedding...

(End of this chapter)