Raiders of the favorite concubine of Qing Dynasty

Chapter 382 Let the past go with the smoke ([-])
When I finished washing up and went out, Yan Ran, Qin Yu and a few people who were used to in my palace were already waiting outside.

There is no such miserable crying after life and death, and it feels that Yanran's slightly indifferent temperament makes her feel a little pure-hearted and calm.

"Your Majesty, it's great that you can come back safely. You have lost a lot of weight these days. When you return to the palace, I will let a few of you take care of it carefully and wait for it to feed you." The person who spoke was usually A few lively ones.

"Okay, you guys go to the back room to serve the emperor first, and tidy up this wing, I'm here." Yan Ran quickly snuffed out the nagging signs, and after a few people left, she said softly: "Shui Ling has been taken care of by the emperor." The emperor has arranged it, don't worry, she is calmer than I thought."

"En." I replied, Fulin presumably didn't want me to worry too much about this arrangement.I looked at the back room, Fulin was changing clothes, his clothes were flying, and he was handsome, he was still the person who could move me with every move, and make me lose my mind with every gesture, but even though there was a strong bond between us, I After all, it is just a touch of beautiful scenery in his life, and he will also become the concern that I will engrave in my heart in my future life.

"Ahem..." Yan Ran's voice drew my attention back.

"Eh... It's time for breakfast." I couldn't help feeling a little embarrassed, and walked towards the outer hall.

It is said that the outer hall is actually relatively secluded. The vegetarian dishes in the temple have less aura of wealth and more spirituality of the mountains. Eating it actually suppressed the nausea in the stomach. It didn't take long for Fulin to come in.

Sitting softly next to me, no one was waiting, serving the porridge for me personally, I could feel his gentle gaze.

I don't dare to look at him, for fear that if I look at him, the reluctance and nostalgia will swallow up the resolution I finally made up, and I am also afraid that the temporary impulse will cause permanent pain, and what will be left will be endless regret and irreparable love. The rift ends at this moment, at least there is still some affection between us.

I don't dare to gamble, I don't want one day there will be nothing but endless hatred between us.

"What's wrong with you, no appetite?" Suddenly heard Fulin's deep, soft, warm voice.

I suddenly came back to my senses, I had been biting my chopsticks for a long time, and I was speechless for a while, I searched my mind a thousand times but couldn't find a single word.

And my emotions seemed to have been interpreted in his eyes. He embraced me with tenderness, and whispered in my ear: "I promise, this is the last time. I promise you a safe and happy life."

I couldn't help looking at him, the me in his eyes was confused and uneasy, but he was so affectionate and tender.

Why, the affection in his eyes doesn't seem to be fake, but there is too much in his eyes, how many women have paid and owed such affectionate eyes.

I thought about it, but I didn't feel that I kept asking: "Why, why, why."

"Lin Xi, Lin Xi." Fulin called my name one after another, a little anxious and distressed.

Fulin had already turned away the waiters, and he and I were the only ones left in the hall.

"Your Majesty, I've been thinking about what I am to you. You like me when you like it, but when someone appears, I become a worthless chicken rib. I put it there and look at it when I'm happy. If I'm not happy At least it can have some value. I really don't know if you are affectionate at this time, or when you will take back the favor you bestowed on me. If I change my color, when will I become a resentful woman hiding in the shadows under the radiance of Dong E's family again." I sighed, at least today I don't want to answer my questions anymore, at least before leaving, I beg understand.

"You are naturally the one I like, and you don't understand my affection for you? I am the emperor, and I have a lot of helplessness. I am protecting you, do you know?" Fulin's voice became more anxious, listening The clichés that would make me think are basically the same, his eagerness is more like a guilty conscience when he is sophistry.

"Ms. Dong E, is it your helplessness? The jealousy and disasters that my concubine blocked for her is your protection for me?" I couldn't help laughing, laughing at my stupid obsession with not seeing the coffin and not crying.

Fulin was shocked, his expression was a little distorted, he didn't answer me, his brows were furrowed as if he was competing with himself.

"Your Majesty, just pretend that I didn't ask. I will sincerely pray to the Buddha that I can be safe and happy." After I finished speaking, I turned around and swallowed the food in my mouth like chewing wax.

After breakfast, Yanran accompanied me to worship the Buddha, Fulin watched for a while and then left, the palace was busy, I didn't expect him to accompany me.

"When will we act?" Yan Ran asked me during the interval.

"The sooner the better." If it takes longer, I really don't know if I can still be steadfast.

"Before going to bed, let the emperor take it." Yan Ran handed me a small pill while she was asleep, and explained: "Qin Yu and I improved it, it won't have any effect, and I woke up the next morning."

I took the pill and couldn't help trembling, it was just a sleeping pill, I kept comforting myself.

After evening class, I went back to the room. Fulin was still writing the memorial. I poured a glass of water and put the pills in. He frowned tightly and had no time to notice me.

"Your Majesty, let's go back to the palace tomorrow. I'm busy with official duties. The place is simple and easy to hurt." I said and passed the tea over.

I tried to keep my body steady so that my hands wouldn't shake too much.

"There is a lamp, there is tea, and you are here, how can it be said that it is simple, I want to be with you, and I want you to be with me even more." Fulin did not doubt that he was there, and drank the tea in one gulp, obviously just busy I have to forget the time and have no time to drink tea.

My heart twitched, faintly aching for him.

There is still some time before the drug takes effect, now is the only time left for me and him, after today, there will be no more Concubine Chun.

I willfully put together his memorial, and said a bit coquettishly: "Don't read it, take a look at it during the day and at night, when will you see me?"

Fulin was a little surprised, but he still spoiled me so much that I messed around: "From now on, when you come back, I will only look at you."

After all, he pulled me over and sat in his arms.

"For a while, you have lost weight." His face was pressed against my back, and his arms firmly held me in his arms.

"The concubine was originally plumper than other concubines, but now she's thinner, so she won't be compared any more." I said bitterly, holding his hand, feeling the warmth with every inch of my body.

"Nonsense, in my eyes, you are the best, I can't see other people."

His sweet words are so vulnerable, but at this moment, I believe them all.Fulin's voice became a little tired, and I thought the medicine had some effect.

"In the eyes of my concubine, you are also the best, there is no one else." I gently put his hand on my lower abdomen, baby, this is your Ama, he is the most outstanding man in the world, baby ,Did you feel it?Your Ama's hand is so warm, he is touching you, he must love you like your mother loves you.

There was a long silence behind him, and there was the sound of even breathing.No matter how reluctant you are, you will eventually be separated.The sky had already darkened, and with the help of the dim light, I deeply engraved his face in my mind for the last time.

Baby, your Ama's eyebrows are thick and black, and they are prettier than your mother's.Your Ama's eyes are bright and energetic, and they are prettier than your mother's.Your Ama has a straight nose, better looking than your mother's.You, Ama, have bright lips and bright teeth, and are prettier than your mother's.Baby, do you remember?
Yanran's knock on the door has already been heard outside the house, this is our signal, everything is in order.

I opened the door, helped Fulin to bed with Yanran, tucked in the quilt for him, and blew out the candle.

"Niang Niang?" Yan Ran saw my hesitation.

"From now on, there will be no more empresses. I'm just me, Lin Xi."

(End of this chapter)