Empress, she always wants to abdicate

Chapter 60 Never Needed by Anyone, Never Needed by Anyone
"But I want to ask your opinion on something." Han Zhiyu said softly.

Yaocai's eyes lit up suddenly: "My lady, please tell me."

The instantly tense sitting posture and the spirited appearance all expressed her expectations.

"I have a friend." Han Zhiyu emphasized, "It's a friend of mine, not me."

Yao Cairen nodded: "Well, a friend of yours."

She is convinced of this, and has never heard of the words "friends out of thin air".

Han Zhiyu couldn't help sighing, the little girl is so deceptive.

"My friend learned a secret. If you tell her the truth to her friend, the other party may be hurt. If you don't tell her, that person will always live in falsehood and all the edges and corners will be smoothed."

Following her words, Yao Cairen's expression became more and more serious, and he frowned slightly and thought seriously.

"If you were my friend's friend, which way do you think is better?" When Han Zhiyu asked, she expected that she might choose a safer way.

But Yao Cairen replied without hesitation: "The first type."

"Is it okay even if she is injured? Maybe her peaceful life will be broken." Han Zhiyu was a little puzzled.

The girl in front of her is clearly like a smooth stone now, but she never expected to make such a tough choice.

"Instead of living in a false comfort zone and spending my life in a muddle. I think it's better to be sober, because that's the real self. I don't live for the love and hate of others, and I don't live for the calculations of others. "

"Every decision you make is your own choice."

Yao Cairen was crying at the end, but she still sobbed and stopped her voice: "Your Majesty has no friends, and no friends of friends. That's us, right?"

Seeing her aggrieved look, Han Zhiyu nodded: "That's right, it's you."

"Oh." Yao Cairen responded, and then asked belatedly: "What is it like? Could it be that I have an unknown sadomasochism with Your Majesty, or..."

Seeing that she was about to run the train with her mouth full, Han Zhiyu quickly interrupted her: "Put away your wild imagination."

Yaocai closed his mouth obediently, looking a little bit disappointed.

I didn't expect that the girl who seemed so honest and friendly had a story in her heart that was no less than that of the Gou Xue column at [-] o'clock in the evening.

"My memory is missing a piece, so when I'm free, I always imagine what kind of life I'm living."

"At that time, I was so powerful that I could beat everyone who bullied me to the ground."

"Am I very gentle, or do a lot of things, so people will bully me."

"Maybe I still have a childhood sweetheart who is waiting to marry me."

Yaocai was talking in a rambling manner.

Talking about my own imagination, or some kind of hope that I might say.

Han Zhiyu's eyes were sour at what she said, and she wiped away her tears and said, "You think beautiful."

"Yeah, it's the beauty of thinking." Yaocai said quietly: "I'm not gentle but dull, and others bully me because I don't fight back."

"There will be no young man waiting for me, because I don't feel that I am needed by this, nor do I feel that I need anyone."

Never been needed by anyone, and never needed by anyone.

This sentence made Han Zhiyu feel sad, and so did she.

The reason why she chose to be a teacher is that she likes the feeling of being needed.

　The fourth bomb! !I really worked hard today. Is there any ticket for me? I’m still working hard.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)