Supreme Abandoned Concubine

Chapter 459
Zhuyue was almost swallowed by Lin Xiao's eyes, and the strong emotional impact made her almost suffocate now. Just before Lin Xiao came, mother had already said that Lin Xiao was protecting her from disaster. Said that she only felt that she was about to be overwhelmed by his strong love and hatred like a tide.

Lin Xiao continued: "You have no idea how much effort I was trying to resist you. But what did you do? You danced for me, you followed me to watch the fireworks, and you acted like a baby to me like a defenseless child .God! I watched you dance, my heart was racing, my blood was racing, I felt like I was on fire, and I was carrying it all with the guilt of damning myself to hell. If there was a thunderbolt , I would rather be hacked to death! Do you know?" His eyes were blood red as if blood tears were about to drop, and he gritted his teeth and said, "Yue'er, do you know that my love for you is so deep that my pain is so deep Heh! But later I realized that I would rather bear the pain of Ling Chi than lose you. In my subconscious mind at the time, I already knew: Lin Xiao, meeting Hua Zhuyue is doomed! I hate my love for you Infatuation, but I was still obsessed, and I made excuses for myself to come here again and again, until the night of the seventh day, that was the night when I made up my mind to cut off my obsession with you. I want you , I won’t be so obsessed, so I found the most absurd excuse to ruin your reputation, take revenge on Lan Bingyan, and exchange this matter for Rouge.”

Hearing this, the tears in Zhuyue's eyes had flowed crazily.

Lin Xiao panicked, reached out and hugged her tightly, his arms were trembling: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I knew I was wrong from the beginning of that night. I wanted to stop, but I couldn't. I'm going crazy when I touch you! I've never lost control like that, not even on the night of the plastic moon! In the end, I can only run away in embarrassment!"

"You told me that the most painful thing I've endured is this?" Let him hold her, and asked word by word.

Lin Xiao held Yue'er's face, "Yes. I admit that I was wrong about this matter. But the next thing is not arranged by me, Yue'er, I swear, no!"

"You passed out after the church service was over. I didn't have time to do anything. You have been taken to the ancestral hall by my aunt. My aunt insisted that you were pregnant out of wedlock. No one would believe you no matter what happened. I had no choice but to act with her. I didn't I didn't expect my aunt to force you by asking you to abort the child. I didn't know about Bai Ling and the abortion pill. I thought, let's wrong you for a while, and I just want to exchange this matter for Rouge, and come back to comfort you. I swear, I didn't intend to hurt you like that at the time. I didn't expect you to..." Lin Xiao couldn't continue.

"I have to endure the most pain. Love, is this what you call love?"

"No, those few days on the tower, I don't think I love you, I should just be obsessed with you." Lin Xiao confessed, "I thought I always loved Rouge. I thought I was just caught by a cat in the mountain. The flower demon is fascinated. Infatuation and love, I have a clear distinction intellectually. What really made me know you again was the moment you cut off your finger. I was shocked by the light in your eyes. I knew it for the first time Heartache. It hurts a hundred times more than every pain I suffered when I was a child. What made me truly fall in love with you was the first time you saw me after you cut off your finger. After you cut off your finger, I dare not I went to see you, I went to see you when you fell asleep, you were about to wake up and I hurried to leave, I finally mustered up the courage to walk into the side hall, I was fully prepared to meet any storm you gave me , I know you hate me to the bone, so I put my sword aside, waiting for you to stab me in the heart with the sword. But, you didn't, you actually said to me..." Lin Xiao's eyes turned redder, The voice was choked in his throat, and the hand holding Zhuyue was tighter, "You actually said to me..." He tried several times but couldn't get the words out, "At that time I knew I was completely finished, I was finished, Lin Xiao fell on the hands of a woman, on the daughter of the enemy. So my resistance became stronger, and I almost exhausted all my strength in order to be able to leave you."

"Do you know? You are a goblin. You always have a kind of power that attracts me to approach and leave your room. I can't eat, I can't sleep well, and I can't even breathe. It seems to be out of instinct, the deeper I sink , the stronger the resistance. I do everything possible to alienate you and make things difficult for you, but I have already thought of a way to torture you and alienate you, but as long as you say a soft word, you can put me back into eternal doom.'Take a bath. ''Don't sleep on the couch' 'It's time to eat' or you don't have to do anything, just a look, and I will be driven into the bottomless abyss again."

Zhuyue had already heard tears streaming down her face.Lin Xiao, you are wrong, your words are the ones that put me in ruins again.

Lin Xiao smiled wryly: "It's ridiculous how much you cherished words to me at that time, but I firmly remember every word you said to me, every subtle expression of every word you said. "

"Stop talking, I don't want to hear you anymore." Zhuyue shouted out with trembling voice: "Lin Xiao, no matter how much you say, this is not a reason for you to hurt me."

"Listen to me." The cold and excited voice continued to order, "You have no idea how much my aunt hates you. If I treat you sincerely, you will be more dangerous. She treats me like a better mother. I have to give her an explanation. That time, you hurt Liuli in the cherry blossom forest, and you have no idea how dangerous your situation will be afterwards."

Danger?Zhuyue thought of the little eagle that was shot to death by Lin Xiao.My heart softened a little, but when I thought of that night by Luobing Lake, my heart hardened, "Is it also to give your aunt an explanation for breaking off my five fingers?"

"No!" Lin Xiao growled out of breath. "I didn't break your five fingers because of Liuli, I was mad because of anger, I was mad because of jealousy!"

Month by month suddenly froze.

He turned her face with both hands, stared into her eyes, eyes full of unconcealable jealousy, "I saw Hua Qianxun coming out of your room! I know you actually met Hua Qianxun behind my back! I I know you want him to take you away!" His eyes were red and bleeding. "I'm driven mad by the thought of you running away from me! I'm driven mad by the way you rely on other men! You are so smart, you can do everything you want to accomplish under my nose! I Angry, jealous and flustered! I don’t know how to keep you, I have never felt powerless and out of control, I can only break the wings you want to fly!”

(End of this chapter)