Unstoppable Sign of Rebirth

Chapter 75
Even if there are a lot of bad memories there, she should look directly at it, because she also received the warmest touch there.

Yes, she decided to go back to Xuancheng to have a look.

There was a feeling that she couldn't wait, and she really wanted to go back and have a look right away.

It's been five or six years since Grandpa passed away, and she never went back. Going back alone, she couldn't bear some things.

So she has been running away, not even going back to the Qingming Festival.

So many things have happened recently, she still wants to go back and have a look.

After thinking about it, she set off to go back.

Returning to Xuancheng is very fast, the high-speed rail is only four hours away, but what she wants to go back is not the XC urban area, but a place called Pingli County under Xuancheng. This is not the final destination. It takes two hours to get back to Pingli County by car in the urban area, and it takes a little more than an hour to get to Baishui Town below, so she needs to travel for seven or eight hours.

This time is very long.

Xi Kun didn't understand why Qin Nuan made such a sudden decision at all, and he didn't know where she was going with him in the car. After packing up her luggage and setting off, Qin Nuan's face became very pale, and she kept relying on Over his shoulder, eyes half-closed, unwilling to speak unless necessary.

He didn't even know what was wrong with the girl, but he still decided to accompany her silently without asking anything, maybe she needed more silence.

When they arrived in Pingli County, it was already seven or eight o'clock in the evening. This was because they took the high-speed train that was past one o'clock.

Even at seven or eight o'clock in the evening, Qin Nuan still chartered a car in the county town and returned to the town.

When we arrived in the town, standing at the bus stop, Qin Nuan didn't move for a long time.

Standing here, she felt a little timid.

The emotions in the eyes are a bit complicated.

Originally, I wanted to go back to the place I used to call my home along this familiar yet unfamiliar road, but I just couldn’t take the steps.

She felt her legs were heavy, extremely heavy.

He suddenly breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Let's find a place to live in the town first!"

"Okay!" Xi Kun nodded.

Walking in the town, Qin Nuan's footsteps were light and light, and the two found a relatively clean hotel to stay.

After staying here, Qin Nuan has been standing by the window, as if caught in some kind of memory.

Confusion, pain, sweetness, and other emotions surged through the eyes.

After Xi Kun came out of the bathroom, he found that Qin Nuan was still maintaining this movement, almost turning into a sculpture, motionless.

At this time, the worries hidden in my heart rushed to my heart instantly.

But before he could ask anything.

Qin Nuan turned around and said, "Did you see the street outside?"

Xi Kun nodded.

"That's the path I've been walking in elementary school, junior high school, and high school." Her eyes extended along the street in one direction, and that direction was the direction to go back.

She didn't seem to want Xi Kun to answer, but continued: "I have lived here for many years, although I haven't come back for five or six years, but everything seems to have not changed much, but it seems that everything has changed again. Everything has changed."

"I was picked up by my grandfather. If it wasn't for his kind deed and raising me up, I would never be where I am today." She stated slowly.

"Before I was in the third grade of elementary school, my grandfather would send me to school. The school was relatively close. After I became self-reliant, I went to the school alone." She said it seemed to be an understatement.

In fact, at that time, how much she longed to have a friend, the degree of that desire was extremely intense, but no one was willing to stretch out her hand and become friends with her, because everyone in the village believed that A child without parents is not welcome in this world, and will kill those close to her. She didn't see that she killed her parents as soon as she was born.

Because adults have this kind of thinking in their hearts, children are also influenced. They are full of strong malice towards Qin Nuan. They often ridicule them, and sometimes they say some vicious words that are left in Qin Nuan's heart. A permanent shadow, at least for now, that shadow is like dirt, covering a corner of her heart.

Sometimes, the words of children cause far more harm than the words of adults, because they belong to the same age group and the same level of understanding.

In the eyes of children, companions who are the same age as themselves should be willing to get close to each other and play with each other, but she is the only one who is isolated and hated.

Others don't lack any friends, but she does.

So she gradually closed her heart, only when grandpa is around, she will be different, she will smile sweetly, and make actions that are more suitable for this age.

It's really because of the hurt in her heart when she was a child, so she will remain very vigilant and completely reject anyone who comes close to her later, and she doesn't care whether the other party is out of good intentions or plotting.

So that I don't have any friends until now, which is actually quite pitiful.

But she got used to it and didn't have any extra feelings.

It's fine to live alone. As long as you can endure anything, it's not a problem.

She no longer has the ability to accept friends.

She just thought about these things subconsciously, and didn't say them out.

She continued: "When I was in junior high school, I went to boarding. At that time, I was far away from heaven and hell."

For Xi Kun, this statement is somewhat difficult to understand, because according to Qin Nuan, heaven is a good place, and hell is a place that no one wants to go to, but he did not interrupt Qin Nuan's narration.

"When I was in junior high school, I went back once a week. I stayed for two days on Saturdays and weekends. On Friday afternoon, it was the time when I was most nervous and looking forward to it. I hoped to go back to see my grandpa, but I didn't want to go there."

"When I was in high school, I went back once a month. At that time, my grandfather was already seriously ill, but he kept it a secret and no one told it." Including her, including that person.

Because grandpa’s health has always been a little bad. She has been like that since she can remember. She said that it was because she didn’t have the talent to learn Taoism, but she was forced to study, so she couldn’t avoid the five disadvantages and the three deficiencies. Grandpa explained that what she lacked was the three deficiencies But this will only make him look a little weak. In fact, it will not be a big deal. She just believed it so simply.

Because grandpa would never lie to her.

　PS: I want to say that the plot is really about to unfold. I was too busy with various things before, which caused my thoughts to fly too, so this book has been deviated from the track. It is based on improvisation and what I want to write The things are hardly shown. In fact, before I was preparing to write this book, I read a lot of relevant materials. I planned to write one by one. The writing is novel and there are books to prove it. However, the plan has never kept up with the changes and the plot is not enough. It's compact and powerful, but, with the roll changed, it's going to be on track.This book is estimated to be a collection, and it doesn’t feel like a 4-point stream. In the future, it will be written for the only readers at present. It’s good for you to enjoy reading it, and I hope it can gradually improve.Thank you Qing Xian Jue Yu for your reward, ok, there should be 4 new readers.hey ha

　　
　
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