The goddess of the hundred stars

Chapter 280 Overcoming Depression
Qi Ye thought for a long time by himself.

She finally understood that the reason for her sadness was not only her guilt towards Jin Yang.

What's more, after she made a decision alone, she was afraid of seeing everyone's reaction.

She made a disgraceful decision, and she was afraid of being blamed and blamed by everyone.

She is even more afraid that everyone will be disappointed in her after seeing her cherished dark night sold to the Light Company.

Or maybe it's everyone's guilt on her face.

This is not just from her unilateral relationship with Lan Shu.

In the dark night, she has a deep bond with everyone, how can she not feel pain if so many bonds are torn off at once.

She blamed herself and panicked.

Such emotions filled her body every day, and she dared not watch TV or look at her mobile phone.

I dare not see any news related to the teenagers.

And Ye Luochen's visit just happened to stimulate her.

Every expression of Ye Luochen's incomprehension and sadness and self-blame seemed to tie many knots in the thread of her heart.

She was afraid that they would be bad, and that she made a wrong decision.

She was also afraid that she would become a filthy person in their hearts.

After all, those teenagers, just like their own children, watched them grow up step by step.

The most important thing is that after she made a decision at that time, she directly chose to escape.

She sometimes wonders if all the results would have been different if she had chosen to face them back that day.

For half a year, she was bored at home.

He tentatively turned on the TV to watch their game.

At the beginning, as long as the camera shakes their faces, it feels like a sword has been stabbed in my heart.

She forced herself to watch it, and after watching every game, especially when she saw the scene of Lan Shu, she would break out in a cold sweat.

She would take the tape recorder every night and try to recall what happened that day.

Simulate what you should say to each of them when you are facing them.

Until I saw them playing and cheering for them happily.

Until I can say what I should say to them without pressure.

She knew that it was time for her to face it.

She wanted to tell them that she let go, no matter what decision she made at the time, as long as they are fine now.

All of that is no longer worth worrying about and being sad about.

Just as she was about to raise her hand to call a taxi, she was pulled into an embrace.

Lan Shu, who hugged her, was out of breath.

He hugged her tightly, and just saw her on the screen, as if it had always been a dream of his.

Until she turned and left, he was too afraid of the moment when he woke up every day, the moment when she disappeared from his dream.

He squeezed past the security guards and fans like crazy, and chased them out.

Until I saw her standing on the side of the street.

"Don't go." He choked out.

"I beg you."

Qi Ye froze for a moment, then smiled and raised his hand to gently pat Lan Shu's back.

"I just want to go back to your place and wait for you."

As he spoke, he came out of his arms, and looked at Lan Shu with tears in his eyes with a smile.

Lan Shu looked at her peaceful eyes, he knew that too much had changed in the past year.

She looked at him with longing and happiness in her eyes, but the love at that time was missing.

Qi Ye raised his hand and patted Lan Shu on the shoulder, "Is your residence not far from here?"

"Is there any activity going on? If not, walk back with me."

After she finished speaking, she turned and walked towards the Devil's dormitory, Lan Shu slowly followed her.

(End of this chapter)