The Harem's Favorite Maid Raiders

Chapter 496 It's time to stop - the finale ([-])

"En." Han Yumin pursed her lips lightly and smiled slightly.

All of this was different from Qin Erlan's guess. She thought that the surprised person would be her, but now, she found that the most surprised person was actually herself.

"you……"

"I knew it a long time ago." Han Yumin turned her head to look at her, and then at the children who were still playing in the snow. For some reason, she suddenly felt an inexplicable sadness in her heart, and then swept her whole body from the bottom of her heart.

Yes, she should have guessed it long ago.

At that time, Zihan often told Aunt Chun that she was old enough to go to the pharmacy to get medicine, and go to the imperial hospital to ask the imperial doctor, just leave it to her. She is young and can run.Han Yumin had always felt that Zihan was really approachable and not afraid of being tired. Now, she thought, she should have thought that Zihan had secretly gone to see Imperial Doctor Zhao.

On the day of returning to the palace, Han Yumin asked in the sedan chair, and she said, did she really miss me, or did she still think, except me, no one can legitimately ask the emperor, for you, and for you, as well as for the imperial physician Zhao? married?
Zihan's eyes widened, and she looked very surprised. When Han Yumin said this, she became very embarrassed, and she couldn't help but lower her head and stopped talking.

"Why? Did I ask you something, are you dumb?" Han Yumin couldn't help smiling when she saw that Zihan was frightened, and pinched her shy face, "I won't talk now, then I... just treat you Is it the default?"

"Oh, no!" Zihan blushed, "Ma'am, no, really not."

"Oh?"

"My maid... I really miss my lady. During these days by my mother's side, this servant knows in my heart that my lady treats this servant from the bottom of my heart, and it is sincerely good. After my lady left, this servant has been worrying and thinking, How are you doing, ma'am..."

Zihan's voice became smaller and smaller, as if she was so afraid that she would be unhappy, but in fact, there was still a little bit in Zihan's heart. Han Yumin came back and could help her say a few words in front of the emperor. Heart, only she can bestow a marriage for herself.

Before falling in love with Imperial Physician Zhao, she had always told herself that her mother treated her so well, so she did not want to marry or leave her, until finally, she and Imperial Physician Zhao both admitted the fact that they loved each other .

It turns out that the taste of love is so beautiful.

It turns out that when you fall in love with someone, there are thousands of mountains and rivers, and you are willing to rush to her side. It turns out that when you think about someone in your heart, no matter how difficult it is, even if you lie, you want to leave. He's closer, closer...

"It's okay, don't be afraid, I understand everything."

In the sedan chair, Han Yumin looked at her with a warm smile in his eyes.

Yes, she understands, she understands what it feels like to love someone, so even if Zihan really misses herself less, and she wants her to marry her more, Han Yumin will not angry.

Regarding the past between Imperial Physician Zhao and Qin Erlan, she also didn't want to mention it. If Imperial Physician Zhao is willing to tell her all about his past, then he really wants to let go.

And if he doesn't want to mention it, then he shouldn't provoke a woman immersed in her first love in front of Zihan.

As the snow fell gradually, Qin Erlan's voice rang in her ears: "Since I already knew it, why didn't you tell me?"

"Then sister, have you ever loved Imperial Doctor Zhao?"

When Qin Erlan heard Han Yumin's question, she was stunned for a while, and instead of answering her question directly, she asked instead: "Then, have you ever loved General Lin?"

This time, it was Han Yumin's turn to be stunned.

Have you ever loved Lin Zixuan?

If you want to say whether you have ever loved, think about it now, in fact, she herself can't explain clearly what that kind of feeling is, such a stranger who never knew you before, when you need help and rely on you the most Time, just like that, appears in front of you, in your life.

Most of the time, she still misses him, but now, she can clearly distinguish that no matter what this feeling is, it is not love after all.

After thinking for a while, she finally opened her mouth slowly, "I used to think it was love." Her voice was a little tranced, "I used to think that I would never love the emperor again, I probably fell in love with Lin Zixuan , I want to see him, I miss every day with him, I miss those days, when I was the coldest, but he gave me warm days, but..."

"But, it's probably just ambiguous."

Qin Erlan's words seemed to wake her up from her sleep in another world, Han Yumin nodded: "I know, it shouldn't be like this."

"If you want to end it, you will eventually end it. For example, General Lin left the imperial city, and Imperial Physician Zhao married Zihan."

"..."

"Perhaps, in a few years, General Lin will find a girl like Zihan like Imperial Physician Zhao, and the two of them will live forever. It may not be a good thing."

Han Yumin sighed softly.

Yeah, not necessarily, not a good thing.

Suddenly, there was a sudden pain in her chest like a needle prick - when she thought that one day, Lin Zixuan would be accompanied by another woman, she felt very uncomfortable in her heart.

However, this ambiguity will eventually end.

Just like Jiang Meng's feelings for Lu Zhiping... Now, she believes, his feelings have disappeared.

On the day Zihan got married, Han Yumin didn't cry. This was the second little girl she married. At this time, she was on the contrary, like her mother's family, but she still desperately endured her own pain. Lost emotions.

This little girl used to be serious, with a pure face, and she swore that I don't want to get married, and I don't want to go out of the palace, and the empress treats me well, anyway, I want to accompany the empress and serve her for the rest of her life.

But now, however, he is finally about to find his own home.

When Imperial Physician Zhao came to pick Zihan up, Zihan was still in the room and asked Xiao Yu to dress her up. Han Yumin looked at Imperial Physician Zhao, and stopped talking several times before finally saying, "Tell me, you really, Don't love sister Qin anymore?"

Doctor Zhao's eyes were looking into the distance for a long time.

That is the direction of Haitang Pavilion.

Then, he said: "I once loved, that's enough."

"..."

"I used to want to love her desperately. Of course, I would not stop her from becoming a concubine. As long as I looked at her from a distance, I was satisfied. Until Zihan appeared in my life."

"..."

"She is very good and happy now. She has a child with her lover and misses with that person. And I should cherish the happiness right now, empress."

"..."

"Weichen, I want to live once for myself."

(End of this chapter)