bad marriage

Chapter 40

The boy's voice kept ringing in my ears, heart.

There was a hole in her heart, a black hole that no one could ever fill.

She promised grandma, but she can't do it now, she is so tired.

She can't forget, hurt again and again.

"No, not catharsis..." He stopped.

An Ning's eyes met his, a little flustered and dazed.

He continued to hold her hand and corrected: "It's fusion."

Mother Gu put the dishes on the table and shouted to the inside.

"Yining and Haitao are eating..."

Gu Yining and Gu Haitao were sitting at the dining table, and Gu's mother turned on the lamp on her head, illuminating the dining table, the light was a little yellow, with a trace of mist, permeating the top of the table.

Mama Gu stood in the kitchen and looked outside, where did this dead girl run off?

Shouldn't something happen?
Gu Yining had a good appetite today, so he handed the rice bowl to Papa Gu: "Dad, give me rice..."

Mother Gu said suddenly in the kitchen: "Don't you have long hands? You can't even hold rice?"

She had a very strange feeling in her heart, she refused to go away for a long time, and she didn't understand what was going on?
Gu Yining stood up impatiently and filled the rice by herself.

Gu's mother and Gu's father came to the table, and the family ate together. Gu's father was holding food for Gu's mother, and Gu's mother suddenly picked out the food in the bowl, pop!Throw the dish on the table with a bang.

He slammed the chopsticks hard.

"I owe you old Gu's family, even a child will show me face..."

It's a dream, I'm about to wake up.

Wake up, life still has to go on.

When they got to the door of the house, An Ning stared at the door in a daze.

In fact, she felt that if she was picked up by her parents, she would believe it.

Her heart was empty and intertwined with the sky.

The grievances in the air floated endlessly, and then disappeared without a trace.

He opened the door, entered the room, changed his slippers, then searched for today's homework, doing it silently.

"An Ning..." Papa Gu swallowed, "Let's eat..."

Gu Anning quietly waved the pen in her hand, writing in the notebook, a cool sense of isolation floated from her body.

dream, has woken up.

When Gu Anning woke up in the morning, mother Gu put the food on the table with her eyes swollen, and made a loud noise midway.

She looked at Gu Anning, did she owe her something in her previous life?So she has come to collect debts in her life?

With a sigh of relief, how could this child be born by her?Are you really right?
After the family finished their breakfast quietly, Papa Gu got up, picked up his black briefcase, walked out the door, and shouted under the kitchen window; "Yining, Haitao are going to school, hurry up, Papa is in a hurry..."

Gu Yining sat on the bed and slowly put on her white socks, then threw the socks she wore yesterday into Gu Anning's basin when she got out of bed.

Yining put on her schoolbag and left the house quickly.

Her delicate voice could be heard from outside.

"Dad, I have a game tonight, are you coming to see it?..."

Papa Gu laughed loudly, with a look of pride on his face: "Of course I want to see it, our family Yining is a future artist..."

"Haitao..." Papa Gu called to the inside.

Gu Haitao raised his head and glanced at Gu Anning, then at his mother, before standing up slowly.

"I'll go with Second Sister..."

Gu An Ning got up and put her textbooks into her schoolbag, and when she passed by the aisle where her own basin was placed, she picked out the socks that Gu Yining had just thrown in, and threw them into her own washbasin.

Although Gu's mother saw it, she didn't speak.

Gu Anning put on her schoolbag and walked out of the house, Gu Haitao chased after her.

"Second Sister...Second Sister..." Gu Haitao was stunned for a second as he looked at the somewhat ethereal figure walking in front.

Gu's mother threw the socks that Gu Yining took off into the sink, and scolded while washing them.

"Is it exhausting to wash my sister's socks? You have so many eyes..."

From this day on, Gu Anning existed in the Gu family like an ethereal shadow, she never said a word, sometimes, she even made you forget that there was a daughter in this family.

Gu Yining finally passed the high school entrance examination.

On the day of her exam, Mother Gu and Father Gu asked for leave and waited outside.

Because it is the hottest season, there are parents everywhere outside the school, and every parent has anxiety on their faces.

Gu's father sat on the big tree, dozing off. He hasn't slept well these days, but it can be regarded as an exam.

Gu's mother looked down on Gu's father, and scolded: "What can you do? Did you accompany your child to a lesson or did you accompany her to tutoring?"

Papa Gu let out a sigh of relief and said nonchalantly.

"I can't do without you..."

Finally, when the bell rang for the end of the exam, Mother Gu and Father Gu rushed to the gate, and candidates slowly began to come out of the classroom.

Gu's mother watched anxiously, but she didn't see Gu Yining coming out.

"Did the child faint from nervousness?" She just couldn't calm down.

Papa Gu sighed: "Don't think about it..."

"I don't want to think about it, so what do I think? Look at you, you come here to sleep for your daughter's exam..."

Papa Gu decided to shut up and not say anything, because it was useless to say anything.

Gu Yining came out lazily from the inside, with a lonely expression on his face.

Mother Gu took her schoolbag and handed over the water bottle she was holding: "Yining, how did you do in the exam?"

Gu Yining suddenly lost his temper, pushed away his mother's hand, and quickly left the school in large strides.

Gu Yining walked all the way, completely ignoring the parents behind him.

She stopped suddenly, held her head, and shouted loudly.

"Ah..."

Gu Yining handed in a blank paper in mathematics.

Gu's mother was furious, she couldn't believe it, she didn't eat anything she had, and she ate everything that others couldn't eat, but what about her?
Hand in blank?
Gu's mother was spread out on the bed with a towel on her head.

Papa Gu rolled his eyes.

Gu Yining was covered with a quilt, crying sobbingly.

Gu's mother lay in bed for two days, and on the day when the scores came down, there was a chill in and out of the Gu family's house.

These days, Gu's mother doesn't go out to chat with others anymore. Gu's father wants to go out to play chess, but she doesn't let her. Every day, the windows of the house are closed tightly, for fear that others will know.

But how could this matter be hidden?

It's not...

Everyone in the yard was enjoying the shade, and some old ladies leaned against the big trees and dozed off.

Some young daughters-in-law held cattail fans in their hands and chatted with each other.

"How's Yining doing in the exam?" Someone suddenly thought of it, why didn't anyone from the Gu family come out when the results were announced today?

(End of this chapter)