Twin Brocade

Chapter 689 Doubt yourself

She walked so fast that the skirt of her skirt flew with her footsteps.

If Grandma Hua saw it, she would definitely teach her a lesson.But, at this moment, how could she care about manners?
The outline of the study appeared in front of her eyes, and a light flashed in Fang Jinshu's eyes, and she almost ran over at a trot.

"Father!" she cried as she stepped across the threshold of the study.

She expected to see that Fang Shuyu raised her head from behind the book case as usual, and asked her with a refined smile: "The book girl is here?"

However, there was no one behind the desk.

The chair was slightly opened, and the ink that had been ground from the inkstone on the desk exuded a delicate fragrance.The lake pen has been hanging on the pen holder, and the nib has not yet dried out.

A bluestone paperweight is pressed on top of a piece of rice paper in a regular manner.On it, Fang Shuyu wrote a few lines of articles.

All of these are showing that Fang Shuyu has just left not long ago.

Fang Jinshu's complexion suddenly turned white.The blood color faded from her cheeks at a speed visible to the naked eye.The eyes, which had always been quiet, were tightly shrunk like needles, and there was a bottomless death in them.

Like a paper doll, she lost her soul.

Fang Fei hurriedly supported her hand, so as not to let her fall down.

The servant in charge of cleaning Fang Shuyu rushed in, and after seeing the ceremony, he said: "Fourth Miss, Master just left."

When he saw Fang Jinshu rushing over, he wanted to tell her when he was at the door.Unexpectedly, she walked too fast, and did not catch up until then.

Fang Jinshu held Fang Fei's hand and almost exhausted all his strength before turning around, looking at him and asking, "How long has it been since you got out?"

Her voice was unprecedentedly hoarse, almost squeezed out from between her teeth.

The boy was taken aback, and hurriedly replied, "About half a quarter of an hour."

"I know, where did you go?"

The servant shook his head, avoiding Fang Jinshu's gaze, and said, "I don't know, maybe the master is busy." He remembered Fang Shuyu's warning to him before going out, so he didn't dare to tell the truth.

All of this today is unusual.

The always gentle and gentle master gave him a stern warning just half an hour ago, not allowing him to reveal a word.As for the most indifferent and demure fourth girl in the mansion, this seems to be on the verge of an explosion.

Such an abnormality made the boy feel fear from the bottom of his heart.Intuition, let him just want to stay away from this matter as much as possible.

However, Fang Jinshu's gaze seemed to see through all of this, and he was not allowed to dodge in the slightest.

"Is it true that someone you don't know has come to see the master?" Fang Jinshu stared closely at his eyes and asked.According to Shanmei's prudence, it is impossible to come to Fang's mansion in person to do such an eye-catching thing.

"what?"

Hearing what Fang Jinshu said, the boy was speechless.

Although he didn't answer, his reaction proved everything.

Fang Jinshu closed his eyes, the fighting spirit that had just been aroused quickly dissipated from his body because he was a step too late.

Yes, this must be someone sent by Empress Cao.

Otherwise, the father wouldn't keep it so secret, and the servant wouldn't react like this.

She hated in her heart, why didn't she ask these details clearly in her previous life?If you know where Shanmei saw Fang Shuyu, you can rush to intercept him.

Even so, her behavior was a little out of line, and she didn't care about that much for the future safety of the Fang family.

However, right now, I can only stay here, secretly regretting.

She really hates herself.

He hated himself for thinking that everything was under control, hated himself for not telling his father the whole truth, hated himself for looking forward and backward and lacking determination.

"girl?"

Fang Fei called her worriedly, and said, "Let's go back to Cuiwei Courtyard first, shall we?"

Fang Jinshu sighed wearily, and moved his steps.

It's too late for her to do anything now.

Since my father went to meet the person sent by Empress Cao, everything that should happen will happen.

If it is said that just hearing the news of Fang Shuyu's return to Beijing, Fang Jinshu is like a bolt from the blue.At this time, a deep sense of powerlessness hit her heart.

Could it be that the track of history is so difficult to change?
That being the case, what is the point of God letting her live this life again!
The sudden blow made Fang Jinshu doubt his own existence.She didn't know whether all this was the real world or her dream.

Perhaps, this is just a long dream.

When I woke up from the kidnapper when I was eight years old, was it because I was too guilty that I had a dream?The real self is actually the body of Empress Dowager Cao, lying unconscious in Yanqing Palace.

Otherwise, how could it be so ridiculous!

How can there be three selves existing in this world at the same time?
This doubt came from the depths of Fang Jinshu's soul.It has been with her since her rebirth.

It's just that all along, she deliberately buried this emotion in her heart, using the goal of changing the fate of the Fang family as a driving force, and didn't think about it.

The first eruption was in Jingyi Temple.

Fortunately, at that time, Master Jingchen awakened her with Zen principles, so she was not defeated by the demons.

But this time the outbreak was so menacing that she couldn't guard against it.

When he returned to Cuiwei Courtyard, Fang Jinshu's entire back was drenched in cold sweat, and he shivered violently.However, physical discomfort is far inferior to the emptiness and despair in my heart.

This failure made her not even know what to do next.

"Girl." Fang Fei saw that something was wrong with her, reached out her hand to touch her forehead, and exclaimed, "Ah! Why is it so hot?"

Fang Zhi opened the curtain and came in, holding a cup of pear soup that had just been boiled in her hand.Seeing this situation, he and Fang Fei helped Fang Jinshu to lie down on the bed.

"You take care of the girl first, I will report to the eldest lady and ask the doctor to come over." Fang Fei said.

"it is good."

Fangzhi poured warm water and gently wiped Fang Jinshu's hands and feet.Wrung a towel with clean water and covered her forehead to cool her down.

Fang Jinshu was in a daze, as if he knew everything that happened around him, but also seemed to be out of this world.She couldn't think, the tired feeling of being hollowed out, even made her unable to speak.

At this time, the only one who can help her is herself.

After hearing Fang Fei's report, Si Lansheng hurried over.

Seeing Fang Jinshu lying ill on the bed with an abnormal blush on his pale complexion, she was extremely anxious: "What's the matter? Didn't you feel fine before? How could you be so sick after only a short period of time?" .”

Fang Fei knew the reason, but dared not report it truthfully.

"The girl knew that the master was back, so she went to the study." There was no way to hide this matter, not to mention Fang Jinshu's going to the study was a common occurrence, so Fang Fei evaded the important point and said lightly: "Perhaps he was in a hurry on the road After a while, I caught a cold from the wind. When I came back, I had an attack."

(End of this chapter)