Twin Brocade

Chapter 438 The Word "Love"

Thinking of this, Hao Junmo's heart suddenly sank. It has been his unrequited love for so long, but he has never thought about her heart.

She should, maybe, possibly, have a crush on herself, right?After all, the two grew up together and spent much more time with each other than other people.Hao Junmo told himself this, but the more he thought about it, the less confident he became.

"Cousin Quan," he looked at Fang Ziquan, and said pitifully, "I just ask you one thing, and you can definitely do it."

A big man showed such an expression, Fang Ziquan was horrified by him, he stroked the goosebumps on his arm, and said: "Put down your ghostly look, and talk about things."

"I want you to ask Sister Shu for me what she means by herself." Hao Junmo worried about gains and losses, "I don't care about giving, I'm worried about causing trouble to her."

If, if Fang Jinshu had no affection for him, let alone the idea of ​​spending the rest of his life hand in hand with him, then he would only bring trouble to her.

Loving someone is giving, sacrificing, watching her be safe and happy, gaining happiness, not possession.

How much Hao Junmo wanted to be the one who could bring her happiness, but since his father objected, even if he finally married her in, how could her life go smoothly with a father-in-law who didn't like her?
However, that's not what worries him the most.If the two love each other happily, he has the confidence to overcome any difficulties.

But what is her mind?
If she didn't have this intention, the more he did, the more wrong he would do.She had just gotten rid of the marriage in the Prince's Mansion, and she could no longer be involved in her reputation in the slightest.

After Fang Ziquan understood his intentions, he was quite touched. He looked at Hao Junmo and asked, "Then what if my sister has no intentions?"

"No intention?" Hao Junmo looked up at the painting of a skylark on the beam of the roof, and said slowly: "Then you have never heard what I said this afternoon."

If she doesn't want to, he will never force her.

He would rather silently bury this concern in his heart, deep in his soul.Let this beautiful secret love become the best memory in life, and you can take it out and sniff its fragrance when you are dying.

"you……"

Fang Ziquan was speechless for a while.Hao Junmo's affection for Fang Jinshu didn't happen every day, he had already noticed it, but he never said it out.

He never thought that one person's affection for another person can be so deep?Just because she didn't mean to, could she give up her love?Don't you want to live forever?
Fang Ziquan shook his head and said, "I don't understand. I don't understand you, and I don't understand Brother Wen Jue either."

Hao Junmo smiled slightly and said, "You will always understand."

"No," Fang Ziquan said with confusion in his eyes, "I'm also engaged to be married, not much younger than you. But I've never thought of her that way."

That's right, apart from the New Year's ceremony, birthday ceremony, and normal correspondence greetings between fiancées, he never took the initiative to think of Qiao Tongxuan.

What is lovesickness, what is the taste of "leisurely, tossing and turning", he has never experienced it.He only knew that when he was crowned, he would marry her as his wife, and they would "hold their hands and grow old together".

He thought that this was the most normal thing. Aren't many couples like this?Speaking of it, he and Qiao Tongxuan are already acquainted better than many people.

However, after seeing Gong Wenjue Fang Jinhui's persistence and Hao Junmo Fang Jinshu's silent devotion, it turns out that this is love.It is the beautiful feelings described in the beautiful poems in the "Book of Songs".

He thought hard, thinking about Qiao Tongxuan's appearance, trying to find a trace of affection.But he found that the more he tried to think about it, even Qiao Tongxuan's face became blurred.

She had been gone for more than half a year, and what Fang Ziquan remembered most was the carefree, bright and happy girl from before.After Mrs. Qiao passed away, Qiao Tongxuan quickly became silent and haggard. Looking at her, Fang Ziquan didn't know how to comfort her.

Speaking of it, the communication between their unmarried couple is far inferior to the intimacy between Qiao Tongxuan and Fang Jinshu.

This, how can he have the thoughts of a young Mu Ai?
"Brother Mo," Fang Ziquan asked, "What is it like to like someone?"

Hearing his question, Hao Junmo laughed and his eyes became distant.

Fang Jinshu from different periods flashed in his mind.From the mischievous and self-willedness when I was young, to the calm eyebrows and eyes now, her happy, angry and polite faces, every moment I saw her.

"Do you like it?" A gentle smile climbed onto the corner of his lips, and his voice became extremely soft: "I miss her, miss her, think of her. When I can't see her, I always miss her; when I see her, I'm afraid that I will lose my composure."

"The so-called timidity, worrying about gains and losses." Hao Junmo said with a smile: "I don't know what other people are like, but it's exactly the same for me."

"Then," Fang Ziquan said hesitantly, "What you said, why have I never had this with Sister Xuan?"

Hao Junmo glanced at him, and said: "You are still young, it's not time yet. She has undergone a sudden change, so it's normal not to have these thoughts. After she returns to Beijing, you two will be fine when we meet again."

"At that time, she will be a big girl." Hao Junmo said with a smile: "Then we will meet again, and you will naturally feel different."

Having said that, Hao Junmo knew in his heart that not every relationship can be cultivated to a positive result, and not every couple is a fairy couple.

Living in this world, if you can stay with someone you know and love for a lifetime, it is a great gift from God.He hopes that he can get what he wants, and that his friends around him can get this luck.

But people live in this world and taste all kinds of suffering. The word "love" hurts people the most.

Fang Ziquan got Hao Junmo's entrustment, although he accepted it reluctantly on the face, he took it very seriously in his heart.One is a good brother and the other is a direct sister, so he would naturally like to see the two of them happy.

However, after thinking about it, as an elder brother, how could he ask his sister such a thing?

Fortunately, Hao Junmo didn't expect to have an immediate answer, and there was no rush for such a thing.Let Fang Ziquan inquire about it slowly, and then talk to him.

In the afternoon, Fang Shuyu and Si Lansheng set off together, taking Fang Ziquan, Fang Jinhui, and Fang Jinshu with them, and a carriage behind them had a return gift that had been prepared.

Back at the Si family, Si Lansheng naturally talked with her mother, the juniors invited Ann, and Si Qiliang and Si Huixian were in charge of entertaining the cousins ​​of the Fang family.

It was rare for boys and girls to get together, talking together, and the scene was lively and lively.

Fang Ziquan thought for a while, then signaled Fang Jinhui to sit with him at the desk on the other side, asked someone to bring a set of Go, and said with a smile: "Big sister, let's talk about two games, how about it?"

(End of this chapter)