The Path of the Pharmacist's Favorite Concubine

Chapter 238 Angry
Madam Ding pursed her lips and was a little unhappy, "She is your sister after all, so I can help..."

"Mother, I still call you mother because you gave birth to me, but you should be very clear that there is no mother-daughter relationship between you and me. You raise other people's daughters as your own daughters, but your own children don't care. Ask, I grew up with my grandparents, and you always greet your elder brother in your letters, but you never mention me.

I entered the palace with only 1000 taels of silver, and was humiliated and suppressed by Mrs. Li. I had to pay for a meal with Ding Xiang to eat a few leftover pancakes. I was seriously ill and almost died. It was Ding Xiang who took care of me and knelt down I begged the eunuch to give me a bite to eat.

Mother, where were you all when I was suffering, complaining about my indifference, who among you really cared about me?Even if you love Ding Manxuan, it doesn't prevent you from giving me a few taels of silver to enter the palace. Why did you give my marriage to Manxuan?

If I hadn't climbed up step by step and ascended to a high position, would you have waited for me?Can you still think of me?I'm just a pawn for you to ask for directions. I don't say it doesn't mean I don't know. My father knows this very well, so he never asks me for anything, because I won't listen to what he said, only you are the most stupid.

You have to be thankful that your grandmother really loves you and chose a father for you. People who love power will cherish feathers, so he protects you for the rest of your life. Otherwise, an aunt can eat you alive. You can ask the Ding family. Which of those sisters-in-law doesn't laugh at you for being a fool, pushing your own daughter out and raising a white-eyed wolf. "

Huilan looked at her manicure, which was covered with Kodan, and smiled contemptuously, "Brother still had the foresight to take away your dowry, otherwise you will be cheated of even the last bit.

Oh, I forgot to tell you, leave your dowry to your son and grandson. I don’t want it. The emperor loves me so much that he bought me a shop in Yangzhou long ago. It's enough to support me, I don't need your money, the relationship between you and my mother and daughter has been broken long ago, don't do inappropriate things, otherwise I will reward Manxuan with a white silk, I keep my word and let her be honest point.

Come and see off. "

Standing up and turning around, he went into the inner room, sat there for a long time without speaking, a little angry, the little girl Yuanshen was really suffering, other orphans don't need to call everyone to be sympathetic, but this girl didn't even complain He has no qualifications, the dumb eats coptis, and swallows it in his stomach.

The strange old man often said that the suffering that can be seen is not called suffering, but the suffering that cannot be expressed is the real suffering.

Mrs. Ding stared at the shaking bead curtains and the lonely back, lost her mind in a daze, opened her mouth for a long time as if her throat was clogged with cotton wool, unable to utter a word, those accusations were peaceful and indifferent, but it made her feel like someone had stabbed her hard Like a knife, it hurts like hell.

Sister Xin watched silently the whole time, looked into the room, and wanted to go in to comfort her mother, but was stopped by Ding Xiang, who looked up at Ding Xiang with tears in her eyes.

"Your concubine mother has a strong and brave temper. She doesn't want you to see her weakness and tears."

Ding Xiang patted Sister Xin on the back, and smiled at her with tears in her eyes.

Sister Xin let go of her hands and rushed out, Qiuyun Xiaoyuanzi quickly chased after her, fearing that she would be in trouble if she fell.

Just when Huilan was a little unhappy, Li Chengze put down his official duties to visit her.

"Why are you here? Who wants to call you for so many things."

Huilan sneered, and smiled nonchalantly.

"Sister Xin was very worried about you. She ran to tell me that Mrs. Ding was bullying you, and asked me to beat Mrs. Ding out."

Li Chengze teased her with ridiculous words.

"Why is this kid so aggressive?"

Huilan laughed.

"Mrs. Ding is a foolish person who spoils too much. You don't have to take her to heart. You have already repaid her daughter's kindness for what you have done for the Ding family. You know, the harem can't accommodate people who are too weak and kind. That girl So it was with my birth mother."

Li Chengze's voice was soft, he could understand Huilan's feelings.

"I know, but every time I see Mrs. Ding, I think of the girl's grievances, which makes me homesick, but every time I see Mrs. Ding, I don't get any comfort, but I feel even more disappointed. You can understand my feelings Is it?"

Huilan misses home very much. When Madam Ding comes, she always has an impossible expectation. She misses her mother in the first place, and this affection is hidden in her body. Huilan can also comfort herself, it's okay to lie to herself.

But every time she came back, Huilan was extremely disappointed, she was even more homesick, and her mood became worse. This made her very angry. I just wanted to look forward to the plum to quench my thirst. Is such a small request not enough? Can you say a few more words about loving your daughter? Are you exhausted?
Li Chengze hugged her in his arms, "I understand, Lan'er, I understand. My relationship with the Lin family is not that good. I'm always a little strange. It's more about the importance and expectation of the crown prince, not about me. You I understand all the grievances."

But I can't help you, and I can't let you go. I know you miss home and miss the world, but I don't want you to find your way home.

Huilan leaned in his arms, silent for a long time, she was homesick, she missed her mother, she missed her father, she missed her eldest brother, second sister, third brother... and her junior teachers and uncles.

Li Chengze hugged her, guarded her silently, said nothing, everything was useless, he could only give her some warmth and comfort.

Maybe it's right to let her go to Qingxu Contemplation, and I can give her a little freedom, even if it's only for three years, I should think about her a little bit.

"Lan'er, don't worry about going to Qingxu Temple. This time, I will wait for you and leave the child to me. Don't worry."

Li Chengze wanted to love her, but he also understood a truth, not only to love her, but also to understand her and give her what she wanted.

"Zero, thank you!"

Huilan raised her head and smiled at him, still as strong and calm as ever.

She didn't see Ding's family again after that day. Ding Manxuan wanted to find a good job for her husband, so she went to encourage Mrs. Ding when Ding Simiao was not at home. Master Ding knew it was impossible so he didn't stop her.

How Li Chengze employs people has his own reasons, and Huilan doesn't want to help at all, so she didn't mention half a word.

After Mrs. Ding was robbed by Huilan, and after she went back to learn from Mr. Ding, Mrs. Ding sighed leisurely. After all, they were sorry for Huilan. Mrs. Ding did not allow Mrs. Ding to enter the palace. Take the grandson to the daughter-in-law.

Huilan focused on the study of the Taoist scriptures and sorting out the cases, taking care of the bodies of the father and daughter.

In a blink of an eye, the end of the year is approaching. After a year of hard work, Li Chengze has handled all the various official affairs very well. He is not in a hurry to make drastic reforms, but to change some details quietly and make arrangements in advance. It's never too late to start when you're ready.

Huilan was in charge of hosting the New Year's Eve banquet, and it was done very beautifully. It was surprising that Zhou Ying had a strong will to survive, and she was still alive. Even without her elixir, she wouldn't die so quickly.

Li Chengze felt relieved, let Imperial Doctor Xu watch over him as long as he didn't die, and ignored everything else.

(End of this chapter)