Paranoid male protagonist always wants to attack me

Chapter 17
"Do you want to go to the Royal Garden in the afternoon? Although it's only early spring, the gardeners have cultivated the first batch of early spring flowers, which are still in bud. The scenery is still very elegant."

After Xuansong cleaned his hands, he took the Supa from the tray held by the maid at the side, and wiped off the water stains on his hands.

While talking, he saw Shen Mingxi grabbing another side, eating the rose cheese just served by the palace people, the cheeks on both sides of the support were round and swollen, without the fierceness before.

I knew her greedy temperament before, but now Xuansong is very good at it.

Pulling the hand on Shen Mingxi's side, he took out a clean Supa, and carefully wiped off the pastry residue left in his hand.

"Yeah." Thinking that I didn't wake up until this hour, I'm afraid I won't be able to fall asleep after a nap, so I nodded and agreed.

"I ordered someone to set up a swing there, and the palace servants will take you there to play." Xuansong threw the dirty Supa back on the tray, and the palace maid took it away.

"Really?" I didn't expect that I thought the imperial palace was just magnificent, but the inside was very dull and formal, I didn't expect it to be better than being in Shen's residence.

Thinking of going to play, these cakes will not be able to eat, so I put my mind on the cakes in the imperial dining room.

Seeing Shen Mingxi staring at the cakes, Xuansong understood what it meant, and ordered: "Mingyue."

"The servant is here." Mingyue, who was beside Hou Zai, stepped forward and replied.

"Madam eats breakfast late, I'm afraid I won't be able to eat anything at noon, so prepare more pastries, nuts and snacks in the hall." Xuansong said.

"Yes." Blessing her body, Mingyue bowed her head and backed out.

"I have important things to do in the Qing Palace, so I'll be with you at night." Xuansong smiled softly, reaching out to caress the other's cheek, but the other side sideways dodged it unnaturally.

The movement of Xuansong's hand suddenly stopped for a moment, and then he fell to the bun and straightened a few strands of hair that were restless and wanted to stick out.

The smile on Shen Mingxi's face couldn't hold back anymore, the subconscious reaction of his body had already betrayed him, and Xuan Song had also seen through it early in the morning, but neither of them refused to tell the truth.

Shen Mingxi didn't dare to look at Xuansong again, lowered his eyes as if guilty, avoiding the probing in his eyes.

Those eyes seemed to want to see himself clearly, as if he couldn't fool him no matter what he did.

Also, if something like that happened, how could the two of them return to their original appearance.

impossible.

She pretended to be angry, and when she pretended that nothing happened before, she wanted Xuansong to let down her vigilance.

It's just that one person is acting, and the other person is smiling and accompanying, so it's okay to ignore it.

It's a pity that what Shen Mingxi didn't understand was that Xuansong hoped that the two of them could act like this, even though it was all fake and illusory.

It's much better to be here than to abandon each other and tear off the masks that cover our faces.

After all, acting and acting will not make it true. Anyway, there will be countless time between the two of them and in the future, which is enough to dilute this matter.

"Look for Mingyue if you have anything to do, I'll go first." Xuansong naturally knew what Shen Mingxi's little head was thinking, but he didn't say anything, just smiled gently, as if he could tolerate everything about her.

She can tolerate her temper, her impatience, her escape, and everything about her.

Of course, the premise of all this must be that she is by his side.

The smile on his face disappeared instantly after turning around, as if this had never happened to him before.

Only the hostility of the emperor's body and supreme authority remain.

At the beginning, I calculated everything, calculated all people, and walked step by step, calculating everyone's hearts.

Forget it, it was the bitter fruit that he had planted, and he had to eat it himself.

Shen Mingxi looked at the back of Xuansong leaving, followed by a dark group of people, who quickly covered him up, and when he went out of the gate of the hall, he looked away, but he was still in a daze.

She doesn't understand love in the world, which things are too complicated to explain clearly.

Even after reading so many scriptures, I still don't understand.

She could see the affection in Xuansong's eyes, but she couldn't see that there were too many mixed things in the emotions, including too many unexplainable things, and mixed with too many desires.

These things are entangled and entangled again and again, and they are so jumbled that I don't understand it even more.

I am obviously in the perspective of a bystander, but I seem to be deeply involved in it, entangled together, the feeling of emotional impact is a magical existence, but also an uneasy existence.

Now she is a little unclear who is right and who is wrong between the two of them, and who is at fault.

Is it Xuansone? It's not his fault that someone in a high position takes advantage of people's hearts.

Is that yourself?I can't let go of the other party's use of what I have done, it seems that I can see it clearly before, and I can stay out of it.

Now it seems that there is a dense fog in front of my eyes, from the blur at the beginning to the indistinctness later.

If Ming Xi had an elder from his own clan, he might be able to see at a glance what is going on and wake her up.

Because... this is her calamity.

After ten lifetimes of catastrophe, only by accumulating hundreds of lifetimes of merit can one ascend to the throne of immortality and enjoy the world's incense and offerings.

Only the demons have to go through hundreds of calamities and accumulate tens of thousands of years of merit before they can become immortals.

only……

Just one kalpa is a narrow escape, and if one wrong step is taken, there will be a thousand kalpas, not to mention hundreds of kalpas.

People still have reincarnation and can be reincarnated to start over again, and it will be a catastrophe to rebuild merits and virtues.

But the demon, if he made a wrong step, he would die, and his path would disappear, and he would end up in ashes and smoke.

God, it's never been fair.

There is no fairness in the world.

Mingyue went to the small kitchen to fetch pastries, and when she entered the hall, she saw her wife standing there in a daze, "What is madam thinking about?"

"Mingyue...that's all." Shen Mingxi originally wanted to ask, but later gave up.

After all, I have never been Shen Mingxi, and I will be her.

Besides, I am just a minor rabbit demon.

What does this have to do with me.

"Let's go for a stroll in the Imperial Garden." After sorting out his thoughts again, he realized that he might be affected by Shen Mingxi's emotions, so he simply went out for a walk to relax.

"Yes." Mingyue put down the pastry in her hand, went to the shelf to get a cloak and put it on Shen Mingxi carefully, she might catch a cold when she went out later.

Shen Mingxi gathered the cloak around his body and wrapped it tighter. I don't know if it's because creatures like humans are more afraid of the cold.

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PS: I think I still need to clarify something.

The heroine is really not happy, don't be fooled and don't blame me.

This is the heroine's own calamity, but the difference between her and other demon cultivators is that.

She is more like a bystander, staying out of the matter, indifferent and indifferent.

A monster, how much heart can you hope she has.

(End of this chapter)