Sitting black and white time

Chapter 11 Time: Brilliant Tibetan Years, Blooming with Light (3)
Feeling a cold light in the hot air sweeping towards me, Beggar Xiaohai said brokenly: "What's the matter with being thin, is it worth eating the chicken, duck and fish that I eat without gaining meat?!"

Brother beggar, it's not my fault that I don't gain weight!

So this meal ended with this resentful look in his eyes, and when Beggar Xiaohai met me again, he would just look at my thin body with disgust, and turn away with arrogant eyes...

During the autumn outing, I suddenly received a notice asking me to host a staff meeting. Even though I was a newly promoted male god and a super confident skinny guy, I had only been in the company for a month at that time, and I was not familiar enough with the entire company, so I couldn't help being nervous.When we got together at the park early in the morning, I was carrying the ingredients for the barbecue in one hand and the host’s script book in the other. As a result, I was distracted and all the ingredients in my hand fell to the ground.Thinking about picking it up, the team members in front called me to line up again, and dropped the notebook in my hand on the ground in a panic.

"Here, take it. Oh, this is the script for the staff meeting! You really put your heart into it, and you are still memorizing the script when you come out to play. Oh, let me tell you, don't think that you can take away my beauty because you are skinny." You can't win the title of the number one male god, in terms of weight and size." While helping me pack my things, I continued to glance over with a slightly arrogant look.

"It's not what I want to be so thin. It's not up to me to have a masculine face!" For some reason, I suddenly said it all in an angry tone!
"Puchi!" I saw a smile on the slightly fleshy face wearing black-rimmed glasses, "Hahaha——if you still have the mood to express resentment, it means that there is nothing wrong with you. I will tell you Said, you have to be serious, be careful, you beggar brother, I will snatch your host position in a flash!"

Then I was only left with the huge back of a little fat man happily walking away...

The way of encouraging people is so strange, what an unpredictable "fat man"!

I have always thought that human beings are very strange creatures. Sometimes, without being in contact with them before, you label him as lively, cute, and handsome, but after getting in touch with him, you find that the original definition is just your own imagination.And some people, you define as big names and difficult to touch, but they are always touched by a tiny detail.Whether it is Beggar Xiaohai who is trying to make all kinds of literary bestsellers, or Beggar Xiaohai who is doing all kinds of funny things on the company stage and making everyone laugh, or Beggar Xiaohai who sees my nervousness and arrogantly encourages me , are very important existences to me... (Gai Xiaohai: I am the number one male god in the editorial department of Meili, wait for your small body, and get out of the way quickly.)
After the autumn outing, when we were standing next to Beggar Xiaohai, who thought we could happily become friends, Lord Duo's voice sounded again: "Fatty beggar, Odok, look at you, look at your shadow! It completely covered Buxia's shadow! Hahahahaha——Black Mountain Demon King×Bone Demon!"

I think I will probably be hated for a lifetime!Fat people have the sadness of fat people, and thin people in literature and art also have the sadness of thin people!

The distance of the motorcycle boy
Text / not summer
If you ask me what kind of person I admired most when I was young, I think it is probably my uncle.

In my memory, the appearance of my uncle whizzing by on the road on a motorcycle is very chic.I am very envious of such an uncle, with long hair flying freely and clothes bulged by the wind, he looks very handsome.If you say what is an idol, then Uncle is like the young and Dangerous boy in Hong Kong movies to me, I take him as an idol.

My grandfather had my uncle only when he was old enough to have a son.As the elder of the family, my dad naturally obeyed his parents' orders to get married early. When I grew up and sensible, my uncle was not much older than me, and he looked just like my brother.But I took the route of a mediocre boy, and my uncle was a serious chasing boy.

In the beginning, my uncle didn't ride a motorcycle, but stepped on my dad's permanent bicycle.I'm stupid, and I can't jump on the back seat when he is pedaling the bicycle. My uncle will stop the car first, wait for me to sit on it, and then use his thin body like bean sprouts to pedal the bicycle forward.I always sit in the back and hold on to the seat tightly, for fear of accidentally falling off.

That time, when I was sitting in the back, my uncle suddenly became interested and said loudly: "Let's compare who is faster with the tricycle in front!"I was so timid sitting in the back and was terrified...Because I was so scared, the hand holding the seat shook and finally fell to the ground.This may be my initial fear of things with two wheels.

Soon, my uncle changed to an old-fashioned motorcycle.And the person sitting in the back seat also changed from me to a beautiful older sister.

One day after school, I was walking home with my classmates, and a whizzing motorcycle brought a burst of dust.When we were complaining about this unscrupulous boy riding a motorcycle, we saw the motorcycle stop not far ahead, and the protruding head was obviously a familiar face.It was summer dusk, and in the rice fields by the roadside, the seedlings were still green, and the frogs hiding were probably impatiently baked by the air, occasionally uttering one or two unmotivated calls.The girl sitting behind my uncle, wearing a straw hat on her head, tightly wrapped her hands around his waist, turned around and smiled at us. It was as beautiful as a painting, which made me completely forget that I was still scolding loudly just now. Looking at the dust brought by the whizzing past.

"Go back and tell the adults that I won't go home for dinner." Throwing this sentence at me from a distance, my uncle continued to ride his motorcycle away, leaving me and my classmates feeling: "Uncle is so handsome! The older sister sitting behind him is also so beautiful!"

When I finished my homework and went to take a shower, I saw my uncle come back through the door.As soon as I got home, my uncle sneakily pulled me aside and showed me his hand.A tattoo is engraved on the inconspicuous part of the inside of the arm. It is the wings that were very popular back then, just like the Hong Kong stars on TV.

"Do you think that sister is beautiful? I wrote a letter to her..."

I reached out and touched the tattoo lightly: "Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt, I feel very happy doing anything with the person I like." My simple uncle said so.

I also rode that motorcycle once.That time I fell at home and broke my teeth. My parents had gone to work, so my uncle drove me to the hospital on that motorcycle.I'm worried that he will say again, let's compare the speed with the car in front!But the uncle was very silent along the way, and the wind blew from the front, and he could smell the tobacco mixed with his body.

Recently, my uncle often imitates my father and grandpa and sits in the yard smoking a cigarette. The little red light in the dark is as dim as the stars in the sky.I moved the small bench and sat beside him, the two of us were like sculptures on the street!
Many years later, when I watched "The Best Time", Zhang Zhen drove Shu Qi on the streets of Taipei, and I realized why my uncle's world was as dark as a starless sky.That beautiful sister never appeared in our sight again, just like that motorcycle that was soon scrapped...

My uncle, who has always been rebellious, cut off his long hair, put away his arrogance, and lived an ordinary life.

"I once imagined that I was riding a motorcycle with you on the coastal road in Kenting, driving at the fastest speed. There was the sound of wind in my ears, the sound of sea water beating the coast, and you were in my ears In the dark night, there are only stars in the night sky, like gems on blue flannel, shining brightly. However, these can only be fantasies. I lost my beloved locomotive and lost my Beloved you."

Such sentences are written in the yellowed old notebook, which seems to be exclusive to literary youths.If my uncle persists, maybe he will be the first best-selling author in my hands.

When I got home, my uncle came to pick me up, driving his little black car, with a normal haircut and rimless glasses, still looking like my idol.But the tattoo on his arm has not disappeared with the passage of time...

"Tattoo, still in hand!"

"Yes, but I don't know if those people were good back then."

"Love in Paradise" was playing on the radio in the carriage, and the lazy female voice told the stories of those motorcycle teenagers on the streets of Kenting.All the time is wasted and let down, and only after experiencing such a baptism, can the dust on it be blown off in one breath, and it can be taken out of memory, sighing; this is the most beautiful time .Just like his uncle's stories that shine in distant time and space, they hang quietly in his world.Those youthful frivolity and pure love are all there, waving to us with a smile, talking about the distance of the youth.

thank you for treating me so well

Text / not summer
Going out to chat with friends, talking and laughing when talking about "at what moment will you be fascinated by the other party", I suddenly remembered the song by Chen Qizhen-"But I can't tell the moment when I made you fall in love..."

After everyone chatted and parted ways, Girl A and I took the same bus home.There were not many people on the bus after nine o'clock, and I found a side-by-side seat on the bus very easily. I haven't had any contact with them since I graduated for so long.

When I was studying, my impression of girl A was probably that of a top student, studying all the time.While we were eating, she was working on the problem sets; when we came back from the meal, she was still writing the problem sets at the desk.If the teacher hadn't switched seats later and I sat behind girl A, probably there wouldn't be such a so-called intersection!
Girl A has changed a lot in the past few years. The original rustic glasses have been replaced by contact lenses, and the clothes have also changed from the rustic school uniforms to cute western clothes. I feel that she is a very popular girl.

Maybe it's because we haven't seen each other for a long time, and everyone is a little tired from eating and chatting. Girl A squinted her eyes and fell asleep after getting in the car. She fell asleep and unconsciously turned her head to my shoulder.After thinking about it, I still sat there without moving. It was quite hard for a girl to be the contact person of the party, anyway, it was still far from the place where I got off the bus.

Halfway through the drive, girl A woke up and found herself leaning on my shoulder and fell asleep, she quickly said: "Sorry, I'm sorry..."

I moved my slightly stiff shoulders and said, "It's all right!"

The lights on the bus were not turned on, so I could only look at her tightly closed lips through the light outside the window, as if I had made a lot of determination: "I, actually, thank you very much..."

"Ah, thank you, hahaha, I'm wrong, I should thank you! If you hadn't helped me start a small stove after class, I might not have been admitted to a good school."

Since I moved to the back of her seat, every time I have an English question that I don’t understand, I will poke her with a pen, and then she will turn her head and give me an answer seriously. It usually takes me more than three times to understand.I am very grateful to her for her selfless dedication. During the exam, her English score was 120 points. It was a miracle moment in life!

"No, do you still remember a spring outing? I fell asleep in the car, and you were sitting next to me at that time. Maybe it was uncomfortable to see my head hanging, so you lowered your shoulders to my head, didn't you? "

Having said that, it seems that there is such a thing, watching the vehicles driving with her head hanging up and down, and then left and right, I felt very tired, so I lent my shoulder to let her lean on it, and the result was After getting off the car, I was teased by my classmates, saying that XX likes XX...

I still remember how she ran away from the crowd with a red face.Girls are thin-skinned, but adolescent boys always like to make such jokes. I can only walk up to the loudest boy, beat him up, and then take out a small bread stuffer from my bag. To his mouth: "Eat more and talk less, save your energy..."

"At that moment, I thought you were quite reliable. Well, at that moment, I definitely liked you."

In the flickering world, this sentence came like this: "At that moment, I must have liked you."

"Do you still remember the school sports meeting? It was the first time I took the initiative to participate in such an activity. In fact, I am not good at running, especially the 2000-meter long-distance running. I always feel that I will see the scenery of another world after running... At that time, you also signed up for football Play? Obviously not good at playing football, I have always played basketball..."

I couldn't help laughing when I heard such a story in the dark.Because no one participated in the football game, I had to bite the bullet and go.Running around the ball on the track and field every day after school is indeed hard work.At that time, I saw her running around the track and field, so I waved my hand to greet her, and cheered for others, but I missed my kick and fell badly...

"You are obviously not good at it, but you always look ahead and try your best. You always tell me another possibility, so no matter how hard the long-distance running practice is, no matter how hard you want to give up during the learning process, just think that you are so capable. Talented people are still working hard with me, so I gave up those thoughts of retreating..."

"I always felt that you were very gentle at that time. Although you were not good at English, you were still studying hard. Every time you encountered difficulties with everyone, you always stood up to help everyone at the first time. You look very handsome. It looks very warm and reliable. I have always been too introverted, so I also thought, when I can become a person like you..."

The stop announcement of the bus machinery reminds us that this conversation will come to an end here.She moved out of the seat by the window, walked to the car door, turned her head and smiled at me: "Thank you, the feeling of liking you makes me want to try to see farther places, to become better self……"

I sat on the seat and watched her standing on the platform and waving at me. The wind blew her long hair up, which was very similar to the track and field in that summer. fell on the grass.Standing in the distance, she ran towards me with all her strength, the power of running made her hair flutter in the wind...

At that moment, I am also sure that I like you!
Otherwise, I won’t be willing to lend my shoulders to support your head that keeps falling due to sleepiness; otherwise, I won’t be worried that you will be injured amidst the booing of the boys, so I rush out to block you with snacks Otherwise, I would not see you running on the track and field, and greet you without caring about the ball at your feet...

In fact, I also had the same feeling as you.

I have always envied that you can always live independently in your own world and be your own master. I feel sad when I see you alone, so I muster up the courage to ask you to teach me English exercises, and sit quietly while everyone is not paying attention. to your side...

Such emotions may never have a chance to reach you again. The bus drives farther and farther, and I can no longer see your appearance clearly.I stretched out my hand, faced the starry night sky, and waved lightly...

Goodbye!

stand on tiptoe and touch the sun

Text / not summer
When I saw Tu Tufa's birthday reminder, her birthday was only ten days away.

"Hurry up and buy birthday presents, everyone! I won't accept them if I miss the date!" The tone was full of pampering, and it was obvious at first glance that he was a child who was loved and loved by everyone since he was a child, but he was not a bit cute.

Speaking of presents, they were already prepared.Although her tone was indulgent, she didn't accept anything except books and food.I liked reading since I was a child, but I didn't have the kind of literati who regarded myself as noble, and I was familiar with a bunch of girls and boys, but when I went to a serious place, "Among the greenery, the spring is gone, and the flowers fall into the water." This kind of literary sentence can also come at your fingertips.

Thinking of her birthday, the company was on holiday, so he asked her to have dinner with her in advance and gave her a gift.As soon as I got through the phone call, I heard the voice say: "There is a new restaurant on ×× Street, why don't we go and try it!"

What a girl who eats for a living.

(End of this chapter)