Take the shadow guard to travel the rivers and lakes

Chapter 65
There is no ambiguity in Huo Kaishan's words, and it does not affect anyone in the room to understand what he is going to say. The straight punch is really Huo Kaishan's style.

Huo Yixin raised his head, looked at his father who was full of heroism, and inexplicably thought of a sentence in his heart, is this Zhizi Moruofu?
At this moment, Huo Yixin suddenly discovered that he and his father were so similar, and only he could see it, because there was such a dark spot hidden in their eyes, which was their common ambition.

Just like a little firefly in the night, hidden in the darkness, but cannot be ignored when flickering, when you open your eyes again, the firefly is everywhere.

Among the four people present, only Hu Xiaoyun was the most shocked. She looked at her son in disbelief. She could hardly believe that such a rebellious thought was hidden in her heart in front of her more mature son.

At this moment, she finally understood that Huo Kaishan's long sighs several times before were not only because of Ye Wugou, but also because he had already seen Huo Yixin's thoughts.

"I can't be the emperor, is it because you are a loyal minister and famous general of the Song Dynasty?"

The question that didn't contain any anger was the one that Huo Yixin showed his sharpest in front of him since he recognized Huo Kaishan.

How long did Ye Wugou help him plan before he finally reached the point where he is today. He risked his life for so long, and how many times he narrowly escaped death, others thought he was following in his father's footsteps, but only He and Ye Wugou knew that this was fulfilling his wish.

He didn't have to be the emperor, but what he wanted to know was, which one was more important, what he wanted, or the name of a loyal minister in his father's heart.

Huo Yixin never had a rebellious period, because he was always suppressing himself, but until now, his rebellious period has come late.

Only if you have been a servant, will you even dream of being a master once.

Only with overflowing respect and majesty can he make up for all the self-esteem that was once destroyed by himself.

He just wanted to fight for this time. Whether it was his ambition or a game, this was the first wish in his life. Although he now ranks second because of Ye Wugou's appearance, there is still something hidden in his heart. The fire and unwillingness of men.

He didn't want to accept his fate, that's why he always wanted to change something, and that's why he was so attached to the throne that he didn't even care about.

Once he gets it, he can give it up at any time.

Or if Ye Wugou refuses to agree, he also agrees that he can throw away his shoes without nostalgia.

In fact, after Ye Wugou's avalanche fake death joke, he was already going to kill this wish and give up, but because of the faint spark in his heart, Ye Wugou didn't want him to give up.

Of course, for Ye Wugou, being able to let his man live the addiction of being an emperor is simply the hobby of star people who will die if they don't do anything. What's more, this is another person's wish back then. Done for him.

Huo Yixin didn't want to be an emperor for no reason, it was a wish made by people from another world.

In the dark, it is the destiny.

When asked by Huo Yixin, Huo Kaishan was stunned for a moment, but he was not annoyed by it, and he was not moved. He just continued to say in a deep voice, "You can't be emperor, not because of your father's reputation, but because of yourself. I don't want to be the emperor at all!"

Huo Yixin trembled all over, "If I don't want to be the emperor, how could I use all means to get to where I am today!"

Huo Kaishan shouted angrily, "That's because you kid doesn't understand yourself at all!"

Huo Yixin was also angry, he didn't know where the unknown anger came from, and he insisted, "I don't know myself, do you know me better than me?"

Huo Kaishan was also angry, "Nonsense! I am your father!"

Huo Yixin's eyes turned red instantly, "I haven't seen you for so many years, have you looked for me?"

Huo Kaishan was stunned, he didn't know how things turned out like this, moreover, looking at the boy in front of him who had obvious emotional ups and downs, he felt a tightness in his chest and a feeling of discomfort in his heart.

"I originally thought that everyone in the world had no father or mother! I thought that everyone in the world was starving like me! I thought that I was born to get used to and endure pain...but until I started to appear On the day of a mission, I only found out that only if we have no father or mother, and even our names are one shadow, two shadows and three shadows, after we die, no one will remember it, and someone will always make it up."

"Then one time, after finishing the mission, I went back to the Shadow Pavilion to be punished. I watched a whole day on the roof of a family. It was only after that day that I realized that I actually didn't have anything. The children of that family had it. I don't have everything."

"Later, when I knew that the world-famous Huo Shuai was my father, I went crazy."

Huo Yixin's clenched fists were trembling, his eyes were already flushed, and Huo Kaishan who was standing opposite was too shocked to speak, and Hu Xiaoyun beside him was already sobbing.

"I went to your house secretly, looking at you from afar, how much you are in my heart... I also want to rush over, I think maybe I can have such a mighty father if I rush over, maybe And a gentle mother."

"But I dare not."

"You are the world-famous Huo Shuai, you are high above me, what about me? I am a shadow guard, inferior to the butcher in front of your house, not even a human being."

"But I really want to have a father. After that day, I secretly went to inquire. If you send someone to look for me, even if I die, I will recognize you."

"I went over and over again all the files in the Shadow Pavilion looking for people, but there is no one you want to find me, do you know what kind of mood I am in!!"

"Didn't you say that you are my father? At that time, why didn't you remember that you still have a son like me!"

Following this last question, tears flowed from Huo Yixin's eyes in an instant, and Huo Kaishan, who was on the opposite side, also had tears in his eyes.

"Yes, you are right. I don't look down on emperors, but I just want to be emperors! I have reached this point, and I can't turn back. I killed Ji Yue, and so did Ji Zongshi and Ji Zonghou. I designed it, as well as the Xu family of the Weapon Pavilion, Wang Wuxing and Wang Yu of the Zhenbei Army, all died at my hands! Do you think I can still turn my head?"

Huo Yixin looked at Huo Kaishan, with tears in his eyes, but a smile on the corner of his mouth.

It was obviously the most prosperous age in his life, but the despair and sadness in Huo Yixin's eyes hurt his eyes and hurt his heart.

He thought again of what he said just now, the son dared not recognize his own father.

It was only at this moment that he really understood that he once blamed himself as his father, but he still regarded himself as his father. He couldn't tell the hard work of so many years, and it was not revenge for his father. These are just sons. The deepest emotions in my heart.

This emotion is called grievance.

(End of this chapter)