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Chapter 417 With her, my life is alive
Not long after Houshan Shangguanming left, Lu'er suddenly knelt down behind Rong Ling, she lowered her head fiercely, her upper lip bit her lower lip tightly, and she didn't care if it was bleeding.

"What are you doing again?" Rong Ling was very surprised to see Yun'er kneeling down.

Just now when Wu'er came, she stood behind him and didn't take the initiative to talk to him, let alone kneel down.

"Lord Flower God, Lu'er knows that your heart is not bad, can I ask you something." Gathering up her courage, Lu'er opened her mouth and said to Rong Ling.

Rong Ling looked at Yun'er with his most gentle smile on his face, and his eyes were calm, like a lake in early spring, calm, and he couldn't tell whether he was happy or angry.

"You have something to ask me, do you think I will agree to you?" Does he look easy to talk now? A trace of doubt appeared in Rong Ling's eyes.

Wen Yanyun'er raised her head slightly, her beautiful purple eyes looked at Rong Ling in front of her, feeling very troubled.

She didn't know if Rong Ling would agree to her, but if she begged, there would be a glimmer of hope, if she didn't ask, there would be no hope.

Gritting her teeth secretly, Lu'er squeezed the corner of her clothes nervously, and looked up at him firmly.

"I think you will promise me." A firm and stubborn voice resounded in the forest. The rustling of the leaves in the wind was accompanied by Rong Ling's hearty laughter. The laughter startled the sleeping night birds, and the originally silent forest was bursting with laughter The sound wakes up and becomes lively.

How long has it been since he was so happy, not counting the encounter with Shangguan Ming, he really can't remember the last time he laughed.

"I have to say that I admire your confidence. Tell me, what do you ask of me." For the sake of making herself smile, maybe he will agree to her.

Dirty looked up at Rong Ling, his face still had the signature gentle smile, but it was different from the past. Although the smile in the past looked gentle, everyone knew it was superficial. And no matter how charming his smile is on his face, his smile never reaches his eyes.

But today was different, the smile she saw in his eyes was clearly the same smile, but today's smile looked extraordinarily beautiful and genuine.

Realizing that she had lost her composure, Lu'er quickly withdrew her gaze from Rong Ling's face.

The expression on Rong Ling's face didn't change, and the smile in his eyes didn't change, as if he didn't notice the uncomfortable moment on Lu'er's face at all.

Lu'er withdrew her gaze, and a voice as clear as mountain spring water sounded.

"Please bring my body back to the family after I die, and please let my family members go. Don't tell the master where I am, if she asks, just say that I have returned to the family, and don't tell anyone about me , I don’t want Master to blame himself.”

Even though she knew she was going to die, Lu'er was still worried about Wen Xin.

She knew her very well, if she knew that she would wake up in exchange for her life, she would be restless for the rest of her life, she didn't want her to live in trouble, she wanted her to live a relaxed and happy life.

Wu'er's eyes were unprecedentedly serious, Rong Ling paused when he heard this, doubts appeared on his face, he never thought that Wu'er would ask him such a thing, how could there be such a stupid person in this world.

He did not understand, very much did not understand.

"Is it really worth it for you to pay Wen Xin so much, and you won't have any regrets? What did she give you and help you? If she is your master, I was your master before, and I haven't seen you. So loyal to me, what kind of magic did she cast on you to make you willing to die for her without saying anything, and even make you think about her even if you die, what is so good about her?"

As he spoke, an angry look appeared on Rong Ling's face, and the speed of his speech gradually became faster, and the volume also became higher.

After he finished speaking, he slowly took two deep breaths, and kept telling himself in his heart, don't get angry, it will become ugly, and getting angry is a sign of lack of quality, and Shangguan Ming will definitely not like it.

The anger flashed across Rong Ling's face. He stood up with his hands behind his back leisurely, and the anger in his eyes was forcibly suppressed by him.

Lu'er's face was full of astonishment, she didn't expect Rong Ling to be so excited, and it was the first time seeing him angry, even when he abandoned her in the alley, there was no anger on his face from beginning to end.

She always had a feeling in her heart that he must not care about anything, that's why he was not angry at anything.

Was he angry because he cared about Shangguan Ming?

Yun'er didn't answer Rong Ling quickly, but lowered her head and meditated. After a while, the corners of her mouth turned up, showing her relaxed and happy mood.

Rong Ling stood aside, and after waiting for a while, his face showed no signs of impatience. He really wanted to hear what she would say, what was so good about that Wen Xin.

"Do you know what it feels like to cry for the first time?" Lu'er didn't answer Rong Ling's question directly, but asked him a question with a smile.

Rong Ling frowned slightly. Isn't she crying because she is sad? What else can she feel?

Before Rong Ling could answer, Lu'er knew in her heart that he would not answer her.

"The first time I cried, I was so happy and excited. I had other feelings besides numbness. The first time I cried for my master, the first time I was happy for my master. I even felt happy. That was a very magical thing. "Hao'er paused, looked at Rong Ling and saw that there was no displeasure on his face, and continued: "You know, I have taken the Wangqing Pill since I was a child, and I can't feel other feelings except numbness in my heart. I know that the pain in my heart is the real pain. With her, my life becomes more vivid, and I feel like a person, not a doll that can only kill people. I have my own thoughts, I have my own **, I have things I want to do and things I don’t want to do, and I can live like a real person, do you know how happy I am, and I am as grateful to her as I am happy.”

It was Wenxin who reborn her and gave her real life. She swore from the beginning that she was willing to give everything for her, no matter what it was.

Lu'er speaks very slowly, every word and every sentence is very clear.

Rong Ling didn't respond to Yuner's words, didn't even give her a look, and he left after she finished speaking.

Wu'er didn't know if he was angry or something else, what she said just now was all from her heart.

Staring at the direction where Rong Ling left and sighed softly, Rong Ling didn't answer her, wondering if he agreed to her request.

After Rong Ling came back, he stood outside the window for a long time, staring at Shangguan Ming's window in a daze.

The words that Lu'er said still echoed in his ears, and those words reminded him of himself.

Isn't he the same as Wu'er now? He feels pain in his heart, but he is willing to enjoy this painful and uncomfortable feeling. She is right in what Wu'er said. No one wants to be a doll who doesn't understand emotions. If you want to live seriously, you want to live for yourself, have your own thoughts, long to be loved and love others, even if you are hurt to the bottom of your heart, you still long for it.

There was a wry smile on the corner of his mouth, but it made his smile look so real, just like Lu'er said, the whole person came alive.

(End of this chapter)