Chapter 47

But despite the madness, the past time, however fierce you may be, my love will remain young in my verse.

Xu Nuo's voice seemed to have a magical power when reading aloud, making Ye Jue, a person who didn't understand at all, still listen to it, just because of the faint emotion and sadness in that voice.

Reminds her of the promise she made when she first met as a boy.Sitting in the same coffee shop every day until closing time, I always order a pot of Darjeeling black tea and drink it slowly in a daze.People who strike up a conversation are always gently rejected, but the smile never reaches the bottom of the eyes.The promise made at that time made her feel a little sad.A feeling of not conforming to his appearance.But Ye Jue, who was used to sitting there for a while every day, also noticed him and remembered him.

Ye Jue's sudden laughter made Xu Nuo stop reading. He looked suspiciously at Ye Jue, who was smiling happily but still closed his eyes, and asked, "What's wrong, what I'm reading is not a joke."

"No, I don't understand what you read."

"I don't understand! How can you not understand! J, you have been in the UK for seven years! Not seven days, not seven months but seven years! How can you not understand!" Xu Nuo said angrily, as if this I just remembered that I didn't seem to notice this aspect of "cultivation" these years.

"You can't put too much pressure on an artist, otherwise it will kill her hard-won inspiration." The smile on the corner of Ye Jue's mouth was even worse.

"So, tell me, why was this great artist laughing just now?" Xu Nuo put down the book, leaned over to Ye Jue's ear and asked.

The warm exhalation made Ye Jue's ears start to turn red, but the eyes that were originally intended to be opened were tightly closed without the courage.

She really didn't expect Xu Nuo to get so close and talk to herself in such an ambiguous posture.

Carefully avoiding his breath, Ye Jue turned his back to him and said, "I just... suddenly remembered the scene when we first met."

"Meeting for the first time? Mine or yours?" Xu Nuo was taken aback for a moment, and then smiled playfully.

"Is there a difference?"

"Of course. You must have noticed me earlier than me, otherwise you wouldn't have suddenly given me an umbrella, right? J, you haven't had a crush on me for a long time and then suddenly... shot that day, right? Cough cough." Pushed away by Ye Jue, almost fell out of bed.

"That's... not really! You narcissist! I just noticed you. I go there every day to sit and drink a cup of black tea, so I see you who sit for a long time and drink a pot of black tea every day. And your face...it's hard for people not to notice, okay?"

"Okay, okay... I was too eye-catching, so our dear J noticed me, and then he was very kind and gave poor me an umbrella on that rainy day, right?" Xu Nuo followed her words, also not annoyed.

"That's right! Look at you, you are pitiful alone, and you look like you are bitter and bitter every day."

"So, I want to thank you for coming to rescue me who was in trouble." Xu Nuo stalked up again, this time directly hugging Ye Jue through the quilt.

She didn't struggle any more, just said full of memories: "You know, what I was thinking at the time was actually... What has he experienced, or what is he going through? Will it be more miserable than me?"

Xu Nuo's arm froze slightly, and then put in more effort to hug her tightly.

"You know, people always want to set off their beauty through other people's suffering. So I thought, if I know your sorrow, will I feel that my life is not so bad." Ye Jue felt There was a slight wetness in my eyes, "But in the end, I found out that I just think that we are all pitiful, but also very stupid. As bystanders, we can clearly see a more direct and simple way to get rid of this kind of life, but we They're all stubbornly unwilling to change."

"J..." Xu Nuo suddenly didn't know what to say, he knew that no matter how calm the woman in front of him pretended to be, what happened recently still affected her.However, I couldn't tell her about the increasingly serious changes in public opinion day after day.He couldn't bear it, seeing Ye Jue was sad.

But obviously, she has received a lot of damage.This huddled position, as in the mother's body, is evidence of extreme insecurity.But even trying to hug her and encourage her like this couldn't make her feel more secure.This made Xu Nuo blame himself and feel sad.

"I know you want to protect me. However, if I didn't break the wall erected by my past self, I would only live in complaints and guilt for the rest of my life. I can't hate Zhong Yan, I can't complain to Su Nuan. Because they all have their own reasons, even... the final result is to destroy my past. But promise, I am Ye Jue now, just Ye Jue. Zhong Nuan... is dead .”

Xu Nuo leaned over and pressed a gentle kiss on her cheek, and said softly: "I don't want you to end your past in such an extreme way. If you can't accept that Zhong Nuan, then you will be J forever, My J. But I will not deny your past, no matter what kind of past it was, I have to thank you for the you you are today."

Although it is not a sweet love story, it is enough to express the promise of the current relationship.

"N, I'll settle this matter. But you have to stay by my side." Ye Jue said sullenly.

"as you wish."

There was a slight sigh in the promise's voice, but it was full of surprises.

At least Ye Jue needs him now.When you are needed by your beloved and asked to be by her side, it seems to be the greatest happiness in the world.Holding Ye Jue in his arms, he felt that he owned the whole world.

It turns out that this is the so-called happiness.The warmth makes all the darkness and loneliness he experienced in the past disappear.There is only a deep nostalgia left.Hope time stops like this.

Don't let them separate again.He has built an empire for his J that is enough to protect her, as long as she asks, he will give it to her without reservation.And if she is unwilling to rely on herself like this, he will silently accompany her, support her when she needs it, wipe away her tears when she cries, and give her an encouraging hug.

(End of this chapter)

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