President Mo's sugar is super sweet

Chapter 249 Trying to make myself worthy of him

"Boss, no matter how rich you are, you can't spend it like this. Why don't you save it and add something to the store!"

"That's right, let's change places, or we can go back to our shop and cook by ourselves."

"..."

Everyone was talking about it, there was no other meaning, but they really didn't want Nan Shengmiao to waste money.

Isn't it just a meal?
It’s enough to fill your stomach, why do you have to eat such expensive things?

Furthermore, standing here, they couldn't help feeling a little inferior. This was a place that didn't match their identities.

With a glance, except for Nan Shengmiao and the three of them and Mo Da, everyone else is persuading Nan Shengmiao to change places.

Of course Nan Shengmiao could understand how they felt, because she felt this way when she first came to Mozhai.

Looking at her shabby clothes and the holes in her shoes, and looking at the luxurious place in front of her like a palace, she felt a sense of inferiority.

This is a question that Nan Shengmiao has been avoiding, but it exists, and she can't hide it.

What she had to admit was that because of her low self-esteem, the cowardly and timid little girl suddenly changed.

Become self-willed, do everything in the sky, beat and scold people who are not pleasing to the eye, and lose temper when seeing the maids in the ink house.

In fact, the servants she scolded the most and the bodyguards who beat her the hardest were the ones who laughed at her the most behind her back.

She is only a few years old and has no ability, so she can only use this method to avenge herself and vent her anger.

At the same time, she hated Mo Jinli who brought her back more and more.

At that time, she was thinking that if he hadn't brought her back and let her enter the house dirty, she wouldn't have been laughed at by the servants and bodyguards.

She wouldn't be so ashamed!

At that time, she was young and liked to dig into the dead end, so she would not easily change what she believed.

Therefore, she began to rebel at a young age.

Until she really rebelled, she became even more lawless, and even said such hurtful words to Mo Jinli.

As she got older and entered adolescence, the more others refused to let her do something, the more she wanted to do it the other way around.

The belief that Mo Jinli would embarrass her and be ridiculed in her heart became more determined, so she was even more unrestrained.

When he loses his temper, he throws things. I don't know how many Mo Jinli's collections he dropped before the anger in his heart dissipates.

Coupled with the dissatisfaction in school, she got even worse.

So much so that in her last life until the end, she was pissed off, leaving behind a lifelong regret.

God took pity on her and gave her a chance to start again.

Now, she supports herself by her own ability and has made some small achievements.

When facing Mo Jinli again, she won't feel that she is inferior to him, that she is no longer worthy of him.

Of course, these are not enough, she will continue to work hard.

In the future, she will no longer let herself be trapped by these bad emotions, and she will work harder.

Try to make yourself better.

Try to make yourself worthy of him.

Only by relying on her own efforts to become better and make everyone look up to her can she really vent her anger.

This has always been her goal.

Thinking of these, Nan Shengmiao's pent-up breath suddenly dissipated.

The thoughts that had accompanied her for two lifetimes suddenly drifted away and gradually left her.

At this moment, Nan Shengmiao figured it out, and felt a feeling of pushing away the clouds and mist.

In life, don't be afraid of being looked down upon by others, as long as you are willing to work hard, be worthy of yourself, and have a clear conscience.

(End of this chapter)