Chapter 181
It turned out that the woman today was Song Lili's junior high school teacher who taught history, politics, Chinese and other liberal arts subjects.

It turned out that the person who was treated so roughly today was her teacher, and Song Lili felt even more depressed.

The feeling of powerlessness filled her limbs and bones, causing her to suddenly lose all her strength, like a seriously ill person.

"Lili, what's wrong with you? Are you uncomfortable? Why do you look so bad?" Song Yongren asked with some concern.

"It's okay, maybe I'm tired." Song Lili smiled reluctantly, her face and lips were a little pale, and there were tears in her eyes.

"Are you sick? Da Da will take you to see a doctor." Song Yongren put down his tools and was about to come over to pull Song Lili.

Song Lili stepped aside, "It's okay, I'm just tired today, just sleep and I'll be fine."

Song Lili knew that she was just feeling uncomfortable, and there was nothing wrong with her body, even the old doctor couldn't tell.

"Is there anything uncomfortable?" Song Yongren still asked worriedly.

"No, I'm going to bed. I won't eat dinner." After Song Lili finished speaking, she entered the room and closed the door.

When she was left alone, Song Lili let those gushing thoughts fly wildly and let them run amok in her mind.

This is just the beginning. Next, there will definitely be people who are acquainted with being treated like this. Song Lili told herself in her heart that she should get used to it.

But why does my heart hurt so much?Why are my eyes blurry all of a sudden?Why are you holding your breath?

She really wanted to reprimand those people regardless, but her rationality also told her that it was useless, and she couldn't interfere with anything alone.

Just like a grain of sand in the desert, how could it possibly control the entire desert?Just like a drop of water, how could it change the direction of the river?

All she can do is to follow the crowd and watch with a cold eye.

That night, Song Lili felt that she was sick, and the illness was a little inexplicable.

But she just kept dreaming, and in the dream, there was the figure of Teacher Ma, and she was questioning, asking why she didn't stand up.

Why do you watch so many people doing such cruel things but don't speak up? Why are you so cold-blooded.

Song Lili really wanted to explain, but she couldn't. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't utter a single word.

She was anxious, crying anxiously, tears surging, but she couldn't wash away the depression and pain in her heart.

In the morning, when Song Lili woke up, the pillow and quilt under her body were all wet. She stretched out her hand to touch it, and it was icy cold.

Song Fang looked at her worriedly, with concern that couldn't be hidden in her eyes, but she couldn't bear to ask, just glanced at her from time to time.

Song Lili was made even more sad by Song Fang's behavior, she stroked Song Fang's head, "Sister is fine, it's just a nightmare."

"Fangfang, don't worry, my sister is fine. My sister will take good care of Fangfang and protect Fangfang in the future. My sister will not let me have trouble."

Song Lili's words were not so much comforting Song Fang, as comforting herself and hypnotizing herself.

She told herself that she still had someone to protect, she couldn't be so impulsive, her choices were all right, and she did nothing wrong.

"Lili, are you awake? Are you feeling better?" Song Yongren immediately came to see Song Lili.

"It's okay, don't worry." Song Lili suppressed all the thoughts in her heart, and said to Song Yongren with a smile, her face was still a little pale.

"As long as you're fine, I'm afraid you'll get sick." Song Yongren breathed a sigh of relief.

"I'm fine. I'm in good health. I'll go out for a while." Song Lili didn't care about Song Yongren's answer, and rushed out the door.

I don't know how to get there, but in the end she stopped at the door of the old people. In the yard, Zhao Qian looked at her worriedly.

"Grandma Zhao, are you up?" Song Lili greeted with a smile.

"Girl, do you have something on your mind?" Zhao Qian asked after opening the door and pulling Song Lili in.

"I'm fine." Song Lili smiled reluctantly, and then changed her tone, "I'm just a little emotional about what happened yesterday."

"Girl, don't worry about these things, just do your own thing well. Grandma knows that you feel uncomfortable, but...you can't do anything." Zhao Qian said, his eyes were wet.

Seeing Zhao Qian's tears, Song Lili suddenly realized, how could she bring this up in front of Grandma Zhao?

This was her wound, how could she tear open this scar in front of Zhao Qian?
Song Lili was a little anxious and at a loss, "I know, I know, Grandma Zhao, I just told you because I felt uncomfortable."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I... I didn't mean to mention it."

Song Lili couldn't wait to slap herself, why are you so hypocritical?Are you okay now?Is the bed over?

"It's okay, girl, your Grandma Zhao just loves that teacher yesterday." Qian Xianming came out and said to Song Lili.

They were also in the field yesterday, so they saw it from beginning to end and knew what happened.

Qian Xianming said, "Don't worry, your grandma Zhao will be fine in a while. When you get old, you tend to be sentimental."

Song Lili didn't know how to answer the conversation, she was afraid that if she accidentally made Zhao Qian sad again, she could only look anxiously at Zhao Qian.

Instead, Zhao Qian, after shedding a few tears, was amused by Song Lili's appearance and said, "Okay, don't look at me like that."

"I've lived with your grandma for so many years. I've seen everything I should have seen. She's not that fragile. You don't need to be careful."

"I shed a few tears, but I feel much more relaxed. Your grandpa Qian is right. People are sentimental when they are old."

"Girl, you sit, grandma still has to cook, otherwise, if you go to the ground, these old bones won't be able to support you." Saying that, she left by herself.

Song Lili looked at Qian Xianming, not sure if Zhao Qian was okay or if he was holding on.

Qian Xianming smiled and said to Song Lili, "Your grandma Zhao is fine, don't worry."

"That's right, the old woman is strong, and she won't collapse just because of your two words. Just put your heart in your stomach."

"Really?"

"Of course it's true, can I still lie to you?" Wu Zhongge said with his eyes wide open.

"That's good, that's good..." Song Lili patted her chest, feeling like she had escaped a catastrophe.

After Zhao Qian made such a fuss, the original emotions in Song Lili's heart disappeared, which brightened her heart instead.

Song Lili laughed at herself, she was really hypocritical, what is there to be entangled with and sad about things she already knew?

Now that I understand it in my heart, where does so much sentimentality come from?It's better to be indifferent, but open and comfortable, and I feel comfortable in my heart.

Why do you have to be so contrived like a white lotus?
After thinking about it, Song Lili was completely healed, she became energetic again, and returned to her previous appearance.

(End of this chapter)

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