Reborn 1960 Sweet Wife

Chapter 1055 Extra Story: Lin Xue
My name is Lin Xue, and I was originally a village girl who never went to school, just like many ordinary rural girls.

At a certain age, start helping family members with housework.Washing and cooking, and doing everything at home.

Then when you reach the age, you will find someone to marry.Continue to wash and cook at the in-law's house, and do housework.

Then, you can live like this for a lifetime.

I used to think so.

Because everyone around me is like this, I don't think there will be any surprises about what I look like.

However, after I married Zhang Qingguo, I gradually discovered that life is not completely like this.

It turns out that there is another side to life. , another one I've never met.

And this side is too beautiful.It's so beautiful that I don't dare to imagine it.

In my in-law's family, no mother-in-law will show me face, and no one will make things difficult for me.

My father-in-law has always been kind to me.Even my sister-in-law, sister-in-law, has never blush with me.

This is for me.It's a difficult thing to understand, because in my world, there has never been such a situation.

So at the time I was shocked, thankful, and happy, and then I slowly accepted and got used to it.That
Only then did I find out.It turns out that the life of a family can be so happy.

It’s just that sometimes I have low self-esteem, because among the younger generation in my family, I’m the only one who can’t read and never went to school.

The other three people have attended school, at least a junior high school diploma.

So I was ashamed at that time.

Later, my sister-in-law gave me an idea, saying, let Qingguo teach me.

Saying this can not only increase the relationship between husband and wife, but also allow me to learn.

In fact, I was timid and a little scared at that time.Afraid that Qing Guo would not like it.

But I am very moved, because I also want to be like them, I don't want to be an outlier in this family, and I don't want to be looked down upon by my sister-in-law.

So in the end, I mustered up the courage to say it, but fortunately, Qingguo didn't laugh at me at the time, and was very willing to teach me these things.

This is exactly what my sister-in-law said. This not only increased the relationship between our husband and wife, made our relationship more and more harmonious, but also made me gradually become more confident.

Because I am no longer that illiterate rural girl, I can also learn through words.

Later, Zhang Qingguo was admitted to university, and I took my children to Ducheng with him. There, I found that this is another different world.

This world is more beautiful than I thought it would be, and it is the best world I have ever seen.

I started to feel inferior again.

Until I started doing business with my sister-in-law, until I saw the money stuffed into my pocket one by one, I gradually became more confident.

The more money I make, the more I can stand up straight and smile at everyone.

Because the money is proof that I can also be like my sister-in-law.

Even if I didn't go to school, I'm no worse than him.

Therefore, I put a lot of energy into doing business, and my father-in-law takes care of the children at home most of the time.

Because at that time, the father-in-law had already come and lived with us.

Later, when our family moved out, the child was handed over to Qing Guo to take care of him.

Because his time is always more than mine.

I have to be busy with the business in the store, so I can only let him take care of the children.

Slowly, my business grew bigger and bigger, and I earned more and more money.

I started to learn, to learn the methods and methods of my sister-in-law, and I also wanted to make myself stronger step by step.

I want everyone to see that there is really no difference between me and my sister-in-law, that I can be as good as him, and that I can make as much money as him.

I can also buy a big house for my family, and I can also live with my back straight like the people in the city.

Maybe my own self-confidence is too inflated.

so.When relatives from my natal family came to my side and asked me to help arrange work, I suddenly felt a sense of pride and some complacency.

So, I agreed to them without hesitation.

Anyway, I need employees in my store, and I can give them a job, and I can do what I say.

And since we are relatives, it is easier to talk.

The truth is not what I thought, it is precisely because we are all relatives that there are many problems.Not so easy to fix.

From my point of view, they are the employees of the store. If they work here, they should be serious and responsible and do their jobs well.

But in the eyes of the other party, they are my relatives, so I should let them go and give them face.

Therefore, irreconcilable contradictions appeared between us, and the relationship between everyone became more and more rigid.

My parents came to me and said that I was not good to my relatives.And asked me to send money home.

I thought, the money is not much for me, so I agreed.

Unexpectedly, this turned out to be a bottomless pit that could never be filled.

I am concerned about the kindness of my parents in nurturing me, as long as it is their request, I will try my best to meet it.

For everything about my natal family, I ignored many things.

Qi received from them.I will vent it on Zhang Qingguo and the children.

Because I feel like if I don't let all this anger out, I'm going to break down.

But I forgot that my parents are my family, and my children and Qingguo are also my family.

They should be equally important in my heart.

But for my own parents, I hurt them, but I never realized it myself.

It wasn't until Qing Guo and I divorced that I suddenly realized that I seemed to have lost everything in these years.

I didn't make my parents recognize me more, nor did I make my children more dependent on me.

Instead, I pushed the children further and further away, making them hate me, even loathe me.

Because when we divorced, the little girl chose to live with her father without hesitation.

And Xiao Zhe said to me, "Mom, since you like grandma and grandpa's family so much. Then, the result now is quite good."

"Without our burden, you can take better care of your grandparents and grandparents, so don't worry, you don't have to worry about us in the future. We will live better and better with you."

But since then, I suddenly found out.What harm I have done to my children.

What kind of painful life did I bring to them?

I push my own children farther and farther with my own hands.

However, even if I regret it, it is too late.My children, they don't want to see me anymore, they don't want to live with me anymore.

For the rest of my life, I can only live with regret and regret.

(End of this chapter)