The male god came to the door: hello, Teacher Ji

Chapter 9
"Gu Li is already ten years old. Dad said, when Gu Li is ten years old, we can get a divorce. When will we go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get divorced?"

"You pick a date!" Father Gu said lightly.

"It's Saturday."

"it is good."

"Where is the child, Gu Li belongs to you!"

"It's inconvenient for me to take her with you, Gu Li is your daughter."

"Isn't it your daughter too? That's fine, Dad said, he will take care of Gu Li."

When Gu Li was ten years old, he experienced the feeling of being abandoned.That day, she excitedly showed the [-]-point paper to her father and mother.But when she heard such a conversation, she thought that her parents were just too busy, she thought that her parents were just in a bad mood and quarreled occasionally, and she thought that as long as she was good enough, her parents would care more about her.It turned out that everything was just a thought.She had already forgotten how she returned to the room at that time, she only remembered that she cried for a long time, alone, squatting on the ground, tears could not be stopped no matter what.

"A Li, let's eat!"

"Is this a breakup meal?"

"A Li... what are you talking about?"

"No need to explain, I know, you are divorced. If there is anything, don't hide it from me. "

"A Li, from now on, live a good life with your father, it's your parents who are sorry for you."

"No, you don't need to say sorry, and you don't need to take care of me. I can take care of myself by myself. After all these years, I have come here alone! In fact, this is very good, everyone is relaxed, I look at it every day Hearing you guys arguing makes me very annoyed." Gu Li put down the bowl and chopsticks, "I'm leaving first, you guys can eat."

In the bar, listening to the noisy voices and seeing the people passing by, Ji Fan couldn't help frowning.Although I often come to this place when I have dinner with friends, it is different when I come with Gu Li. I always feel that she shouldn't be here, but she seems to be quite familiar with this place.

"Don't drink." Gu Li sat down at the bar counter as soon as he entered the bar, ordered a glass of wine, drank it all in one gulp, and ordered another glass.Ji Fan stopped the wine that was handed to Gu Li again.

"Teacher, let me drink, I feel uncomfortable here." Gu Li pointed to his heart, and took the wine from Ji Fan's hand.

Although Gu Li has a good capacity for drinking, how can he drink this kind of strong wine like this? After a few glasses of wine, Gu Li was already a little tipsy. He grabbed Ji Fan's hand and said some "nonsense": "Teacher, I I understand them, but I can't forgive them. Since there is no emotion, why did you give birth to me, and since you gave birth to me, why did you abandon me. I don't need to hate their children, but I can't like them either. They, they all live It’s very good, we have our own happy families, and I’ve always been alone.”

Although Gu Li spoke vaguely and intermittently, but Ji Fan had heard about Mr. Gu's house, and he roughly understood it. He couldn't help being infected by Gu Li's sad emotions, and reached out to pat her on the back.

Gu Li continued to talk, but Ji Fan didn't stop her from drinking again, and let her talk as she sat.Everyone has sad times, and everyone has two sides.Some people hide themselves very well, some people don't hide it, but Ji Fan finds that Gu Li's other side is fragile and fragile.

"I thought I didn't care anymore, and seeing it again was just passing by as a stranger, but I was still sad and uncontrollable."

"I dare not try, dare not love. I used to have a family, but as I grew up, I realized that no one cherished it except me. In fact, apart from a marriage contract, they are just two strangers, but a business relationship. Marriage is all about profit. They wish they could escape as soon as possible. They wish they could not see each other in this life. They leave me alone, guarding that isolated island. Year after year, who has considered my feelings. In fact, this is very good, alone. The habit is it is good."

"I know very well that they should have their own lives, that's their right, but, what am I? What am I to them? They can leave me alone for so many years, they can ignore me to such an extent To the point, I'm not greedy, I just, just want a little bit of their love, but it seems that this is also a luxury."

"Over the years, I have worked hard to live, and I just want to prove that I am living well by myself."

Gu Li spoke incoherently, but Ji Fan listened carefully.Every word was printed on his heart.He had never experienced what happened to Gu Li, so he couldn't say he felt the same way, but he did have an inexplicable affection for this girl.Wanting to treat her better, even better, is not a kind of pity, but distress.She shouldn't have endured these things at a young age.

Gu Li lay drunk on the bar counter, still talking, with tears on his face.Ji Fan paid the money, and seeing that she was still drunk, he gently picked her up.Not worried about leaving her alone at home, Ji Fan took Gu Li and drove back to his home, settled Gu Li in his room, covered him with a quilt, and turned around to go to the guest room.

Before taking a step, I felt my hand being pulled: "Don't go."

Ji Fan stopped and looked back at Gu Li, who frowned and closed his eyes tightly, probably having a nightmare.So he sat down next to her, patted her again and again, and gently comforted her.

Gu Li, you are so nice, how could anyone not like you.

(End of this chapter)