Concubine is always vicious

Chapter 69

And this kind of curiosity about Huo Tianchen largely diverted her attention, making her less sleepy.

Although still unable to speak, but the spirit seems to be much better.

And Huo Tianchen sat on the bedside, his thoughts were extremely complicated.

He has Adu Gu in his body, so he naturally knows the oppression and fear brought by the infinite approach of death, so, compared to ordinary people, he can understand the painstaking efforts behind An Huan's seemingly crazy situation .

It is sometimes said that give me liberty or give me death.

But sometimes, death is a result, and the process of waiting for death becomes a state of life.

But both he and An Huan lived in such a restless and hesitant state of life.

Therefore, when a person faces such a desperate situation, he will have a mentality of giving it a go, either to survive or to die. Although the probability of failure is high, it is far more enjoyable than waiting to die.

However, unlike An Huan, as the emperor of the Star Luo Dynasty, he shouldered too many responsibilities. Even if he really wanted to die, he couldn't die happily, so the only thing he could keep was this A half-dead state.

So in comparison, seeing An Huan like this tonight, on the one hand, he admired An Huan's courage, and on the other hand, he was very envious of An Huan's determination to pursue a strong vitality.

And it was this mixed emotion of admiration and envy that made him show many emotions to An Huan today that he would never show at all.

However, it may be because the two of them share the same illness and sympathy for each other. When he showed these emotions, he felt very natural, and he didn't feel inappropriate at all.

At this moment, he stared blankly at An Huan who was in pain. He had a lot to say, but he couldn't say anything.

But judging from An Huan's current situation, her body functions are in a period of complete failure.If you can't move forward, once your eyes are closed, you may never wake up.

So no matter what, An Huan can't fall asleep, at least she can't sleep right now after the effects of the medicine have just started. She has to go through a buffer period, and she can sleep peacefully until her body gradually adapts to the overbearing effects of the medicine. Sleep.

But, is it just that you look at me and I look at you relatively speechless?
Something to say, but what to say?

Huo Tianchen was obviously inexperienced in this kind of situation, so he couldn't utter a word for a long time.

Seeing that he wanted to speak but didn't know what to say, An Huan felt a strange emotion in his heart again.

Although Huo Tianchen and Huo Tianxiao are brothers, they are two completely different people. When it comes to treating women, one is ruthless and the other is affectionate but dull.

She also knew that it would be embarrassing for Huo Tianchen to let go of her status and say something inappropriate, but apart from being able to think about it in her heart, she couldn't express it verbally.

She thought she should be grateful to Huo Tianchen, at the most critical and difficult moment in her life, he appeared and saved her.

Even if Huo Tianchen really didn't say a word, she knew that she had successfully overcome the difficulties this time.

Huo Tianchen thought for a while, and saw that there was a trace of moist liquid flowing in An Huan's dry eyes.

He didn't know if it was tears, but undoubtedly, such a scene made him deeply feel the meaning of his appearance here tonight.

Perhaps, when everyone is going through a period of crisis, no matter how strong she is, her heart is undoubtedly extremely fragile at that moment. At that time, having someone by her side, no matter what Nothing to do, nothing to say, is also extremely warm.

After thinking this through, Huo Tianchen suddenly felt that it wasn't that difficult to say a few words of concern. With a movement of his lips, the words that had been lingering in his heart for a long time came out naturally.

He said, "I know you can't talk, but it's okay. Your current physical condition is very poor, and your body has become very weak due to the impact of the drug effect, so there must be a transitional period of adaptation before you can rest. You can't do it yet. sleep."

After hearing what he said, An Huan wanted to answer him, but the more anxious she was, the more difficult it was to express.

She shrank her shoulders anxiously and blinked her eyes.

Huo Tianchen smiled slightly, "I know you can hear me, don't worry, I understand what you mean, just open your eyes and lie down for a while, ignore me, of course, if you like to listen to me, I will You can say more."

As soon as the words fell, An Huan blinked again.

This meaning couldn't be more obvious. She is a person who can't stand loneliness. If she just lies on the bed with her eyes wide open and doesn't say a word, then she won't be able to suffocate her to death.

Huo Tianchen understood, he hadn't felt his own existence for a long time, and it was indispensable to another person.

Although he is the emperor, it seems that everything around him revolves around him, and it seems that everyone can't live without him.

But after experiencing the Adu Gu incident, Huo Tianchen knew all of this well. In fact, even if he is the emperor, he is not important at all in other people's hearts.

In this world, there is no one who can't live without someone, only someone who can't leave someone behind.

So An Huan's need for him at this time made him very happy.

He was not in good health, and it was not very comfortable to sit sideways on the edge of the bed, so he simply moved a stool over, sat next to him, and then seemed to be talking to himself, and started talking.

Huo Tianchen is definitely not a talkative person, and as the emperor, in order to maintain his majesty and mystery, many times, even if he has something to say, he can't say it.

But it may be due to the environment and atmosphere tonight, let him know that he can talk, he can talk a lot, and he can say all the things he wanted to say but was afraid to say before.

The atmosphere is very relaxed, and An Huan is definitely a good listener.

So, Huo Tianchen talked like this, talking like a surging river.

Talk about the battle in the palace, talk about his childhood fun, the relationship between him and Huo Tianxiao, and then talk about his grand ambitions, about his ambitions...

A man's true inner world, just so unreservedly, was opened in front of An Huan.

Whether it was An Huan's previous life or this life, it was the first time that she was so close to a man's heart.

She originally thought that some words can only be said if two people are intimate.

However, Huo Tianchen spoke so naturally and frankly, because there was no concealment, so An Huan often had an illusion when listening to him.

It's as if she and Huo Tianchen have known each other for a long time, they are the kind of close friends, Huo Tianchen can understand her, she also understands Huo Tianchen, and the words Huo Tianchen said are about joy, pain, troubles, and ambition, but It's just to share with her good friend.

This kind of taste, compared to An Huan's two lives as a human being, is really too unique and rare.

She never knew that apart from killing heartily, sleeping until she woke up naturally and counting money until her hands cramp, there was also such a way to satisfy people's hearts.

For An Huan, this was a completely new experience, a way of life that she had never had before.

However, instead of resisting, she liked it, liked it very much.

Perhaps for a woman, no matter how strong she is, she must keep a softness for someone deep in her heart.

And that softness, as long as you touch it, this woman, all her disguises, will be defeated and will cease to exist.

The current An Huan is undoubtedly in such a state where the inner ice is slowly melting.

It was unimaginable for her before that the heartfelt words of two casual acquaintances would actually make her feel so deeply.

But now, she is not only very warm, but also very caring.

So this kind of mood at this time made it difficult for An Huan to figure it out.

And Huo Tianchen continued talking, as if he didn't notice the change in her eyes at all.

At this moment, Huo Tianchen was pure, he took off the emperor's light, and was just a pure confidant, turning to An Huan, confide what he might never say in his life.

His voice was steady, without arrogance or impetuosity, and many words were connected into small stories by him, and he narrated them eloquently.

A gentle accent can easily attract people's attention.

In this way, I don't know how long it took, An Huan almost forgot the pain on her body, but her eyelids were so heavy that she couldn't open them anymore, she yawned slightly, and slowly fell asleep.

Seeing her falling asleep, Huo Tianchen let out a slight breath.

He stood up and took a step forward to tuck the corner of the quilt to cover her with the quilt. Standing at the head of the bed, looking at her frail and blood-stained face, he felt a very strange and complicated emotion in his heart.

A big reason why he appeared here tonight was that after talking with An Huan during the day, he always felt that there was something flickering in An Huan that he didn't explain clearly, so he came here at night to take a look.

Unexpectedly, An Huan really took the antidote boldly and recklessly.

He knew that if he came a little later, the consequences might be unimaginable, but when he saw the stubborn and strong An Huan, he found that it might be because of the Adu Gu in his body. Emotions, so he was easily infected by An Huan.

In this way, he was willing to pretend to be an ordinary character to cheer her up and help her through this difficulty.

But what he didn't expect was that his words would be so many, and the content involved would be so deep.

Those secrets hidden in his heart, secrets that would never be allowed to be told to outsiders, he actually told An Huan without reservation.

It can be said that he is a person with weak self-control. He knows when to say what, when to speak and when not to speak. However, facing An Huan tonight, his There was chaos, and his previous life principles were challenged and subverted.

This is also a brand new experience for him.

A high-ranking emperor had too many auras covering his body, and these superficial auras often suppressed him so much that he couldn't breathe.

He knew that he needed to vent, to talk to, and to have someone to solve his problems.

But Huo Tianxiao can't do it, Empress Dowager Li can't do it, the Empress Dowager can't do it, all the women in this huge harem are caught in endless palace battles, and no one may be willing to say a few warm words to him intimately. If you have a heart, no one can do it.

Perhaps, An Huan can't do it either, but at this particular moment, when the two of them have similar life experiences and are both in a trough on the verge of life and death, at this moment, the two of them have a tacit understanding, and this tacit understanding also Created the atmosphere in which he confides today

(End of this chapter)