The best shrew in the chronology

Chapter 32 Dreams and Reality

Xu Ying watched the two dolls leave hand in hand, and as the wooden door closed, her heart died.

"Xu Ying, I treat you well not only because you are my wife, but because I love you and have you in my heart." Gu Zhilai's sudden opening of his heart caught Xu Ying a little off guard.

It's as if the bowl of water someone gave you was boiling water, yet Xu Ying drank it cheerfully without changing her expression.

She felt sorry for the dead original owner, as if she had robbed someone else's man.

Seeing that Xu Ying didn't speak, Gu Zhilai sat beside her, his strong hands tightly clamping Xu Ying's shoulders, forcing her to look at him.

Those eyes that were as black as midnight were as dark as a bottomless dry well.

Xu Ying's back burst into cold sweat, and the dog days seemed to have stepped into the severe winter in an instant.

The voices outside the yard seemed to form two worlds with this house.

"I didn't say I don't love you." Xu Ying compromised, met Gu Zhilai's eyes helplessly, raised her hand with difficulty, and gently stroked Gu Zhilai's side face, "I just...just I just don’t have confidence in myself.”

Gu Zhilai let go of Xu Ying's shoulders, grabbed her hands on his face, and asked puzzledly, "I'm not confident."

Xu Ying took a deep breath, and brought out her acting skills all her life, "Look, you are so good, educated, earn money to support your family, love your wife, unlike me, you don't know anything, you are just an idiot. Useless person, I'm afraid you will leave me."

Gu Zhilai watched Xu Ying's eye sockets gradually become moist, his heart softened, he hugged her in his arms, stroked her soft long hair with his big hand, and comforted in a low voice: "Yingying, don't think so , I said that I only love you in this life."

Xu Ying pressed her whole body against Gu Zhilai's chest, hearing his strong heartbeat, and sighed silently in her heart.

The sounds outside in the yard stopped at some point. It was rare for Xu Ying to sleep with Gu Zhilai instead of her baby tonight, but nothing she was afraid of happened.

Apparently Gu Zhilai wasn't interested in what happened today, the two of them just covered themselves with quilts and chatted purely, the pure ones couldn't be more pure.

It was the first time for Xu Ying to sleep with a man. In the middle of the night, the man who hugged her had already fallen asleep. Xu Ying's thoughts were still wandering, and she couldn't remember when she fell asleep.

In her sleep, she dreamed that she was back in a room in the 21st century. Her family was already very rich, and the house they lived in was also a villa.

Everything in the room was as usual, the noon sun lazily sprinkled on the soft carpet, Xu Ying stood by the bed, she looked at her hands, then touched her face, the real warm touch made her feel a little She wondered if she had a very long dream. She seemed to dream that she had traveled to a woman with the same name and surname as herself in the 70s.

"Miss, lunch is ready, you can go down to eat." Auntie's familiar voice came from outside the door.

Xu Ying gave a absent-minded "Yes", and the people outside the door left.

"What's going on?" Xu Ying muttered, then turned her head and walked into the bathroom. In the mirror, she was wearing a handmade silk pajamas, which outlined her slender waist. The person in the mirror was her youthful face. Unfortunately, those eyes that were originally bright and untainted by the world contained a maturity that did not belong to her age.

Xu Ying's heart skipped a beat, no...

These eyes belonged to Xu Ying, who died of Xu Ying, not hers.

Suddenly, a woman in a red floral dress appeared in the mirror. Xu Ying looked at that face and couldn't help but understand that it was the skin she had used for nearly a month.

"Who are you?" Xu Ying asked coldly.

The woman in the mirror curled her lips, with a wound on her face, and said slowly: "I am you, no, to be precise, you are me now."

Xu Ying was stared at by the person in the mirror feeling flustered, and retorted: "I'm not you, I'm Xu Ying!"

"That's right." The woman was still smirking, "You are Xu Ying, I am Xu Ying, and we are both Xu Ying, what's the problem?"

Xu Ying: "..." The problem is too big to deal with.

"How is your life in my body?" The woman asked again: "Gu Zhilai is fine, right? He is so good, but I still don't trust him. I'm so unlucky."

"..." Xu Ying wanted to curse, "Since he is so good, why did you still believe what Tian Zhizhi said?"

The woman seemed crazy when she heard the word Tian Zhizhi, the smile on her face stopped abruptly, and she suddenly said grimly: "I am so stupid, just like you, I was killed by Tian Zhizhi, but I have no chance of rebirth, and You are luckier than me."

"What's lucky?" Xu Ying didn't want to go to that place where nothing shit happened. She had nothing, was poor and white, and wanted to conquer the world by herself.

She asked again: "How can I come back?"

The woman shook her head: "I can't come back, unless you..."

"Unless what?" Xu Ying frowned.

The woman didn't answer her words, but just stared at Xu Ying.

Xu Ying was so anxious that she picked up the mirror and asked, "Say it quickly."

At this moment, a small voice came from her ear, vaguely like the voice of a little baby, "Mom is up, the sun is drying my ass!"

Seeing her mother's frowning, Xiaowa covered her head with a quilt and continued to sleep, ignoring herself at all, her mouth puckered, tears fell down plainly, and she went out crying to find Gu Zhi.

Xu Ying couldn't tell whether she was in a dream or in reality. The voices of several people could be heard intermittently in her ears, and the world in front of her eyes began to collapse bit by bit, the walls fell off, and the things in front of her gradually lost their color. The woman in the mirror I don't know when it also turned into black and white, like a portrait.

"Since you have robbed me of my man, live well instead of me." The corner of the woman's mouth curled up in a strange arc, almost to the point of cracking the back of the ear, which is simply not something a human can do. A sharp laugh escaped his throat.

"No...no, tell me how to go back!" Xu Ying stretched out her hand to try to seize the last chance, but it was in vain.

When Gu Zhilai came in, he saw Xu Ying suddenly get up from the bed, sweat dripped down her cheeks, her eyes were empty, he yelled a few times, but Xu Ying didn't respond, as if she had returned to the foolish look she had a month ago .

Gu Zhilai was scared, and was about to go to the clinic with someone in his arms.

As soon as Xu Ying came back from the nightmare, her mind was dizzy, she felt her body suddenly vacated, she was so frightened that she waved her hand in the air, and finally grabbed Gu Zhilai's short hair.

"What are you doing?" she asked screaming.

(End of this chapter)