She was targeted by the paranoid Young Master Lu

Chapter 77 Her Past
She turned her head and looked at him with the most fruitful eyes: "You probably know that I have been very unfortunate since I was a child."

Lu Qiran didn't speak, but the speed of the car slowed down slowly, and the surrounding cars also slowed down.

Qin Yuluo propped his chin, tilted his body to Lu Qiran's direction, his eyes gradually blurred: "My mother and father were married by my grandma."

"My mother was very beautiful when she was young, and many people pursued her, but she listened to my grandma and married my father, because my father studied well, and my grandma thought that people who study well will have a bright future."

"It's a pity that things are just the opposite. My dad was admitted to college when he was young, but because the family had no money, he couldn't go there, so he kept helping out at home. Later, my mom married my dad. I thought that in the future The two can live a good life. But on the night of their wedding, they were kicked out by my uncle. "

"On the day of their wedding, they didn't even know where they lived. From the day of their wedding, the tragedy of their marriage and mine had already begun."

"After I was born, the family was in trouble. Although my father is good at studying, there is a saying from my ancestors that is very good: a scholar who is useless is a scholar. My father can't stand up to his shoulders. Everything in the family depends on my mother. Who can help me?" Women want their men, so useless, so the family war broke out."

"They fought every three to five days at the beginning, and then they fought every day. Finally, they fought with their mouths open. Even I became a victim of the war." Qin Yuluo's nose gradually became sore, but he still said : "My mother began to feel that I was a drag, because of me, she couldn't even find a good man to marry. A married woman with a child can't compare to a clean girl after all."

"And my dad also vented his anger on me, thinking that I was not a good thing like my mother, and also disliked him. This situation has become more and more serious since my mother left home."

"My mother divorced my father. It was a normal thing, but the neighbors around said that my mother climbed up and ran away with others."

"Since then, I haven't had a good day. At that time, my grandma was still alive. My grandma's house was not far from ours. She came to my house every day. When my dad beat me, she would rush out to protect me. I."

Speaking of grandma, Qin Yuluo shed tears: "When I was ten years old, grandma passed away, and no one could protect me anymore, so my dad beat and scolded me even more brazenly." She leaned back in the chair, quietly Let the tears fall.

"I used to hate them very much, why they gave birth to me, and why they treated me like this. Until now, I still don't understand, but I don't need to understand anymore."

The last note fell, and the carriage fell into a long silence.

Qin Yuluo wiped away the tears. You once thought that the mountain was pressing on your heart, but when you opened it, you realized that it was only a few words. In fact, a person's life, if it was written down, would only be a few pages. That's all.

After she said it, she didn't even have that feeling of being overwhelmed and out of breath when she was pressed in her heart.

Lu Qiran could only see her calm face on the car window. Of course he had investigated Qin Yuluo's past, but it was limited to everything between Qin Yuluo and Jiang Mengzhe.

Maybe what she said was confused and many places were unclear, but Lu Qiran still heard her heart from her desolate tone.

He didn't say any comforting words, and he never comforted others. He was a strong man, and in the life of a strong man, there was only conquest and rule.

If he was Qin Yuluo, he would have taken a gun and killed the person who dared to attack him when he was beaten for the first time!
He couldn't understand why Qin Yuluo had to endure for so many years, and naturally he didn't have any pity and sympathy for the tragedy she caused herself.

He was just curious about what kind of childhood experience created such a Qin Yuluo, sometimes crazy like a little mentally ill, sometimes calm like a detached from the world.

"It's all over." He could only use such well-behaved words as the deepest comfort.

"Yeah, it's all over..." It's strange that she would tell him about her past, which she never told anyone.

However, he was really not a good listener, he was so stingy with words of comfort: "Lu Qiran, you are also a person who doesn't know how to love."

"I don't need to understand."

He doesn't understand love, and he doesn't need to understand it.

Qin Yuluo twitched the corners of his mouth heavily: "Yes, you have so many people loving you, you really have nothing to fear." She was a little envious, because she didn't have one.

"Qin Yuluo, be normal." He was not used to her appearance at all and it was not pleasing to the eye.

"I'm quite normal." This is really her most normal state, even more normal than ever before, with no disturbance in her heart, no sadness or joy, saying what she wants to say and doing what she wants to do, this is her For the first time, I feel that getting along with someone will feel so comfortable.

This was the feeling that even Sun Yufei and Ye Wanwan couldn't give her.

"You're not normal." Lu Qiran said forcefully.

"That only shows that you don't understand me either."

"I understand what you are doing!" Is he very idle!

Qin Yuluo didn't speak, he was right, he didn't need to understand her.

"If you want to cry, you can cry, if you want to cry, you can cry, and if you hold back like this, you will become mentally ill!"

"Lu Qiran," she called him softly, "Do you know what luxury is?"

"Oh, no." This question is wrong, Lu Qiran is one of the most extravagant people in the world, what she wants to ask is: "Do you know that having some emotions is a kind of luxury?"

She guessed that Lu Qiran didn't understand either, but in some respects, like her, he was blank.

Qin Yuluo said: "When a certain emotion grows up with you, this emotion will become numb and become like a part of the body, and then you will gradually lose the ability to feel this emotion, just like It’s like being born without this kind of emotion, this kind of emotion is like a luxury, some people can only have it once or twice in a lifetime, and some people can’t have it once in a lifetime.”

Lu Qiran sarcastically said: "When you were in Jiang's house, you were quite good at crying and shouting, weren't you?"

"Yes, but only that one time." It was the time when she found out that Jiang Mengzhe was gay and was brought back to Jiang's house by him. At that time, the fortress in her heart collapsed, and all the warmth and love turned into bubbles, so she collapsed.

But after that time, she never lost her composure again: "So you see now, I won't cry for him anymore, and I won't cry for him anymore, because he is nothing in my heart anymore."

(End of this chapter)