Chapter 42 You deserve it
"Eat," Lu Qiran's good mood disappeared as early as when Qin Yuluo buried his head in eating hard. He stared at Qin Yuluo who was still not moving. His cold tone could kill people, but it was more like It is a kind of stimulation: "Qin Yuluo, do you know that you are not normal?"

Qin Yuluo looked up at Lu Qiran: "I'm a psychiatrist, of course I know my problem."

The original family and the experience of the past two decades have left indelible trauma on her psychology. She chose to become a psychiatrist only after realizing her own problems.

She aspires to be a normal person, an average person, not special, humble, or bigoted.

Although there is still a distance now, she is actually no different from a normal person.

"The so-called knowing is just that you know." There was something in Lu Qiran's words, but Qin Yuluo didn't buy it.

"It's just mild depression. This happens to everyone." Qin Yuluo clasped his fingers.

Lu Qiran sneered, raised his hand and nodded her head: "You are not mentally normal."

Qin Yuluo only took these words as a means of brainwashing her, and didn't take them to heart.

But Lu Qiran didn't intend to start the story here, he looked Qin Yuluo up and down, like a hunter luring a rabbit, his voice drifted over: "Qin Yuluo, why don't you give it a try, how about acting like a baby with me."

"No way," Qin Yuluo refused without even thinking about it: "In my opinion, acting like a baby is a very stupid behavior, and it won't play any key role!"

"I can't see that Miss Qin is such a calm and cold person."

Because in her life, there was no one who could tolerate her madness, even though she had turned her head away and hid half of her expression, Lu Qiran still caught her resistance and unnaturalness.

"Qin Yuluo, you've never acted coquettishly before..."

At that moment, Qin Yuluo in Lu Qiran's eyes was like a puffer fish that had been poked, and instantly swelled up.

Qin Yuluo looked at Lu Qiran angrily: "Young Master Lu, do you think that all women are the kind of delicate, who can talk sweetly, cry, beg, and act cute? That's because they are loved by others or because they are loved by others. Necessary, so they act coquettishly and hook their hands, and someone is willing to pay for their emotions, but that's not me."

She knew from a young age that begging for mercy was useless, that her father would not let go of the stick in his hand because of her begging, and that her classmates would not give up rejecting her because of her deliberate ingratiation.

Those indifferent people will not let her go because of their humble begging for mercy, but will step on her wounds even more recklessly.

She said indifferently what was closely related to herself: "I have nothing to rely on, I can only rely on myself, my life and my experience do not allow me to be vulnerable, nor allow me to bow my head!" Isn't she tired?She is tired, who doesn't like to lie on the bed, who is willing to come and go in the wind and rain, it is because they know that they can only rush forward, because no one will be their support and bear the wind and rain for them!

If you can be weak, who would choose to be strong...

Lu Qiran stared at Qin Yuluo with a calm face. Her thoughts were always so different from ordinary people, so he said: "Little mental illness."

Qin Yuluo's expression froze suddenly. The word mental illness was a thorn in her body, and it was also a label she had carried since she was a child. She didn't like people mentioning it very much, so she reminded Lu Qiran very seriously: "I am not."

"Don't quibble, you are very clear that you have mental problems." Lu Qiran even said very firmly: "With your personality, no one will like you."

"Lu Qiran!" Qin Yuluo's eyes were full of grievances. She hugged her arm and complained angrily, "Don't think you know everything, you don't!"

Lu Qiran looked at her without speaking.

Qin Yuluo took a deep breath and suppressed his grievances: "We are people from two worlds, your world is a garden in the sky to me, and mine is not a fairy tale to you!"

"You are so lofty, and if you say a word, tens of thousands of people will follow you forward and pay for your joys, sorrows and joys, but me!" Qin Yuluo patted himself on the chest: "I may be just a pet to you, but I Is one of the vast majority of people in this world, down and out, simple, living to live every day."

"And you have never been in my world, so please, don't use your omniscient tone and the expression of a savior to teach me!"

Lu Qiran picked up the red wine and drank it down, then tightened his fingers, the wine glass shattered into pieces in his hand, he was really angry, this kind of anger doesn't flow on the surface like magma surging under the ground, it will explode Time is ruined.

"Qin Yuluo, admit it, you just have low self-esteem." Lu Qiran poked his heart out every word: "You clearly know that you have a mental problem, but you don't have the courage to admit it, you obviously want to get sympathy from others, but you keep telling yourself that you are unnecessary……"

"You are enough!" Qin Yuluo could no longer calm down: "Lu Qiran, what are you going to do!"

"Forcing me to admit that I have low self-esteem, I have mental problems, I'm depressed and I'm autistic, does that make you feel so fulfilled!" Qin Yu slammed down on the table in frustration, and asked hoarsely: "Why do you have to Uncover my wounds!"

"Okay, I admit, I have mental problems, are you satisfied? Are you happy? Are you proud!" She closed her eyes and yelled out her heart, then pressed her fingers on her eyes to prevent the tears from leaking out. in a state of embarrassment.

"Qin Yuluo, figure it out, you deserve it for becoming like this!"

"I know I deserve it, I know I deserve it already!" She really didn't want to entangle her anymore, she really didn't want to: "Just stop talking!"

"Do you want to be a coward?" In Lu Qiran's life dictionary, these two words do not exist. As his pet, he would not allow Qin Yuluo to be cowardly!
Qin Yuluo sneered: "It's my business to be a coward, and you don't need to worry about it."

"If I have to take care of it." Lu Qiran is a person who will not give up until he achieves his goal. He said he will take care of it, even if the king of heaven comes, he will take care of it!
"Young Master Lu, the two of us are just a deal. Even if I suddenly die on the street a month later, it has nothing to do with you."

"But within a month, you belong to me, this is part of our deal, or, you can disappear from my eyes now, and our deal between the two of us is void!"

Both of them were unwilling to take a step back, Qin Yuluo was already dizzy with anger, and she lost again in this back-and-forth game.

"Okay, okay, within this month, I will listen to you, is this enough?"

(End of this chapter)

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