She was targeted by the paranoid Young Master Lu

Chapter 392 What is love?
Just when Zhao Xu was about to call a doctor, Sun Yufei slowly took off the oxygen mask on her face.

"Zhao Xu, I... miss you so much."

Because she hadn't spoken for a long time, Sun Yufei's voice was very hoarse. It was such an unusually unpleasant voice, but it sounded like the sound of heaven to Zhao Xu's ears.

"I miss you so much." The three short words seem to carry the deep affection of this life.

Not only did he cry for Zhao Xu, but also Sun Yufei.

Originally, he didn't want to worry him, but now it seems that Sun Yufei might not be able to do it.

Because she found that she really liked the way Zhao Xu worried about her. Although it was unkind to do so, Sun Yufei just liked it.

It seems that only when she sees Zhao Xu crying for her, can Sun Yufei be sure that Zhao Xu loves her. Even though this man has tortured herself into such a state for her, Sun Yufei will still feel deeply uneasy feel.

"Zhao Xu, is it really you?"

With trembling hands, Sun Yufei slowly caressed Zhao Xu's cheek. The warm touch was the real Zhao Xu, the living Zhao Xu!
It wasn't the cold corpse, and the face in front of her was not the ruined face, it was Zhao Xu, the Zhao Xu in her memory, the Zhao Xu in her heart.

Sun Yufei kept rubbing Zhao Xu's face with her hands, as if she just met him, Sun Yufei carefully traced Zhao Xu's eyebrows with her fingertips.

There was attachment in her eyes, such a deep love, Zhao Xu couldn't help but want to immerse herself in it.

"It's me, I'm still alive, right by your side, live well."

Zhao Xu also gently stroked Sun Yufei's cheek. When he spoke, his voice was extremely gentle. It was a tone Sun Yufei had never heard before, such a sentence full of love.

In an instant, Sun Yufei, who was already in tears, couldn't stop the surging tears.

"Zhao Xu, where have you been? Why did you leave me alone again? You clearly said that you would never leave me again...Zhao Xu, have you forgotten what you said?"

Sun Yufei choked up from crying, and sobbed intermittently when she spoke.

Looking at the crying man with pear blossoms and rain, Zhao Xu's heart instantly softened into a pool of water. He carefully kissed Sun Yufei's forehead, then moved his lips slowly, and kissed Sun Yufei bit by bit. Everywhere on the cheek.

Sun Yufei was still talking, she said: "Do you know how sad I was when I thought you were dead? I even thought it was the end of the world, you know?..."

Hot tears wet the pillow under her body, Sun Yufei was crying so hard, she was incoherent when she spoke, and she couldn't even remember what she said.

She just kept talking, even if she couldn't get Zhao Xu's response, as long as she could continue to feel his breath, Sun Yufei would still have endless strength and endless words.

Zhao Xu kissed lightly and affectionately until his lips touched Sun Yufei's, and that chattering little mouth finally stopped. This was the first kiss between two people after they experienced "farewell to death".

Obviously it could be passionate and passionate, but Zhao Xu only tasted it lightly, and didn't deepen the kiss, like a superficial touch, Zhao Xu just lightly tapped Sun Yufei's lips a few times.

Even though Zhao Xu really wanted to hold Sun Yufei in his arms and kiss her deeply, but considering Sun Yufei's physical condition, Zhao Xu still had the heart to give up.

"Zhao Xu, is Little Feather here too?"

Sun Yufei's breath was unsteady, she panted slightly and looked at Zhao Xu, if I remember correctly, she did see Xiao Yu's figure last night.

Zhao Xu...

What if his daughter-in-law just woke up and he fell out of favor?Zhao Xu said that he was very sad!
"Well, it's here, but Qin Yuluo was fainted by you last night, and he is probably still fainting now."

Zhao Xu's voice was neither salty nor weak, but in Sun Yufei's ears, it changed into a different tone. In short... it was just sour!

Sun Yufei laughed lightly, she gently stroked Zhao Xu's cheek, and then said softly: "What? You want to eat Xiaoyu's vinegar too? I don't know which bastard it is, who left silently for five years , there is no news at all, and Xiao Yu was with me during that time!"

When Sun Yufei said this, she didn't mean to complain about Zhao Xu, she just wanted to explain that Qin Yu's position in her heart was very important.

But Zhao Xu was very hypocritical, he knew how badass he was five years ago, and how sad Sun Yufei was during these five years, but he couldn't help it, he couldn't even give a reasonable explanation.

Even in such an unclear situation, Sun Yufei was still willing to be with him, Zhao Xu was really lucky.

During the period when Sun Yufei was in a coma, Zhao Xu even thought about her life after Sun Yufei recovered. If he was destined not to give her a stable life, then he would rather let her go so that Sun Yufei could be happy alone.

Even if he can only watch from a distance, he is willing.

But it wasn't until the situation last night that Zhao Xu really understood that his love for Sun Yufei was not as great as he imagined.

He wanted Sun Yufei to stay by his side all the time, such things as "for her safety, he can let Sun Yufei be free", and "as long as Sun Yufei can be happy, he can silently guard her" are all fucking nonsense.

In the face of true love, those words that sound great are just farts. If you really love someone, how can you let her stay away from you?

Even if it was death, Zhao Xu would still want Sun Yufei to die by his side, even if it was death, Zhao Xu would still want Sun Yufei to accompany him.

It is said that deep love will be engraved into the bone, since love has been deeply rooted in the bone marrow, how can it be possible to easily exclude this person from his life plan?
Can you really pluck out your own bone marrow?Simply unrealistic, okay?
In the past, Zhao Xu really couldn't understand Lu Qiran's almost perverted love for Qin Yuluo, but now, Zhao Xu has understood that the kind of affection that truly loves someone will really turn into paranoia in the end.

This is not due to any personality, but the most basic badness of human beings. It is not an exaggeration to say that it is the most secret badness of human nature.

But this is human nature, which is inherent in everyone, and is deeply hidden in the bottom of my heart, the most unknown side.

"Sun Yufei, I won't leave you again... I won't either, let you leave my side, I won't be able to die!"

Saying that a lifetime is too heavy, Zhao Xu doesn't want to bind Sun Yufei with a lifetime oath, such a verbal promise is heavy on one hand, and illusory on the other.

So... the existence of love is the most real only when you lock people firmly by your side.

(End of this chapter)