Reborn My 1993

Chapter 1262

"Yiming, Gan Jiumei can't conceive and have children, and your family has three generations, can you really accept not having children for the rest of your life?"

Lu Tiantian's words made Zhang Yiming's face suddenly darken.

"Who told you that?"

"You don't need to know how I know, you just need to answer me, do you really don't care? Can you really accept it?"

Lu Tiantian's attitude also became aggressive.

"Lu Tiantian, this is my business, it has nothing to do with you or anyone else, don't bother you, it's getting late, go to bed early!"

After speaking, Zhang Yiming turned around and prepared to leave.

"Zhang Yiming, you are deceiving yourself. Aunts and grandmas love children very much. You can accept that you can't be a father in one year, two years, or even ten or eight years. Then ten years later, can you still not care? At that time , Gan Jiumei is old and her beauty is gone, do you think you can really persevere without changing your mind?"

"Lu Tiantian, I don't know what you are going to say, but now, I can tell you that I, Zhang Yiming, will only love Gan Jiumei in my life, no matter whether she can get pregnant or not."

After speaking, Zhang Yiming shook off Lu Tiantian's arm and strode away.

"Zhang Yiming, you will regret it, you will definitely regret it!"

Lu Tiantian yelled at Zhang Yiming's back.

"How can I be inferior to Gan Jiumei? I am younger and prettier than her. Why are you so unfeeling to me?"

Lu Tiantian's tears kept falling down her cheeks.

Just then, her phone rang.

"Happy Chinese New Year, there are 2 minutes until the new year."

"Li Jia, tell me, how can I compare to Gan Jiumei? How could Zhang Yiming treat me so unfeelingly? Why?"

The call was from Li Jia.

Lu Tiantian seemed to have found the exit of the collapse, and stood on the side of the road holding the phone and crying loudly.

"Tiantian, since you decided to go back to China to find Zhang Yiming, I told you that it's useless. There is no room for a third person between Zhang Yiming and Gan Jiumei."

"Didn't you say that the one named He Yin back then almost separated the two of them? What is worse than that He Yin? Why can't I do it?"

"Tiantian, I really didn't expect you to be so stubborn. After so many years, you still can't let go. I almost couldn't stand up for the rest of my life because of Zhang Yiming. It stands to reason that my obsession and resentment should be much stronger than yours. , but do you know why I let go?"

"That's because you know you can't stand up anymore, and you are not worthy of Zhang Yiming."

At this time, Lu Tiantian's expression was a little ferocious, and her words were sharp, without any concern for Li Jia's feelings.

"Yes, when I met Zhang Yiming in a wheelchair, I was indeed inferior, and my hatred and love for him reached their peak almost at the same time, but when I saw him with Gan Jiumei, it was So real, so warm, I knew that what Gan Jiumei brought him was something I couldn't give.

I did hate him, but what was wrong with him? It was my own wishful thinking from the beginning to the end. On the contrary, because of his guilt, he almost tried his best to make up for me. Now we are as comfortable as friends, comfortable It really doesn't matter if we can chat together or not.

Sweet, we used to be very good friends, even though we haven't been in touch for so many years, I still hope you can live happily ever after.

Give it up, blessings from afar, this is good for everyone. "

In a private house in Shen'an, Li Jia was holding the phone and wearing a white wool shawl.

On the window in front of her, there was a mist.

In the room, Cui Qiao was wearing an apron, and was putting the cooked dumplings on the table.

"But I can't let it go, Jiajia. I went to see a psychiatrist. The doctor said that I have obsessive-compulsive heterosexual behavior phobia. Except for Zhang Yiming, I can't be with other men. Those men can't have any relationship with me. Intimate contact, I."

"Tiantian, I don't know why you have such a problem in your heart, but since it is a problem, there must be a solution, but the solution does not have to be based on the pain of others, if you have time, come Shen'an, let's live together for a while, last time we parted in a hurry in the United States, and we didn't have a chance to get along well."

Putting down the phone, Li Jia stretched out her hand and wrote a few words with her fingers on the glass in front of her.

Looking at the words on the glass, he smiled.

"Jiajia, I'm eating dumplings!"

"Okay, here we come."

Li Jia reached out and wiped herself off the glass, then walked towards the dining table.

If you can't get some feelings, it's better to bury them deep in your heart.

If feelings in this world can be measured by anything, her feelings for Zhang Yiming are definitely no less than anyone else.

The ignorance of girlhood, the pain of not being able to stand up again because of the accident, the gloomy life in a wheelchair, the hatred for Zhang Yiming, intertwined with the longing for Zhang Yiming, are the ideas that supported her through those dark years.

When she met Zhang Yiming again at West Point Steakhouse, those hidden feelings that no one knew were like resurrected extinct volcanoes, and the magma would erupt anytime and anywhere.

Several times she wanted to rush out, but every time she saw her legs and the wheelchair beneath her, all her courage disappeared.

She almost re-walked the path after her legs were disabled, and it was even more painful, because the person she loved the most was right in front of her eyes, but she didn't even have the courage to face him.

She can only express her feelings in her own way, and cook Zhang Yiming's favorite dishes. Every time she sees Zhang Yiming eating satisfactorily, her heart is full of joy. When Zhang Yiming asks Xu Ya for news about her, she also feels very happy Complicated, I want Zhang Yiming to know that she is the cook, but I am afraid that he will know.

But what really made her let go of this relationship was the words she and Zhang Yiming said by the sink in the nursing home.

She knew that if she kept entangled and used Zhang Yiming's guilt towards her to let Zhang Yiming be with her, then what she would get was not love, but pity and sympathy, and would also make Zhang Yiming suffer.

This is not what she wants, what she wants is to be able to get along with Zhang Yiming like a friend and talk about everything.

Therefore, she agreed to go to the United States for treatment.

She hopes that she can give herself a period of complete quietness, so that she can completely cut off her feelings, and also hopes to stand up, for herself, but also to completely eliminate the guilt in Zhang Yiming's heart, so that the two people can truly be equal. Really become friends.

That day, the reason why she took Zhang Yiming to the electric tower was to put an end to her unrequited love in that place full of beautiful legends.

The wish she made is that from now on, she and Zhang Yiming will really take two different paths. Although they will support each other along the way, it has nothing to do with feelings.

She wants to start a new life, the phoenix nirvana, and she believes that she will be able to do it.

(End of this chapter)