The dark moonlight of the night has become a little pitiful

Chapter 181 But I Still Met You (5)

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What she hates is what can protect her.

Luo Xingxing never thought that one day, she would long for Ye Xu's protection.

Even on the night when she was jointly murdered by Qi Qi and Zheng Ruyan, she never thought of Ye Xu from the beginning to the end.

Not a minute or a second.

Luo Xingxing returned to the night house, and when he opened the door, the garden was full of vitality.

The fountain is gurgling, and the koi in the water swim happily.

The surrounding roses have begun to gradually branch out, grow new buds, and will bloom in a short time.

This night house. How beautiful it is.

Luo Xingxing tried his best to smile and walked in.

I don't know why, the sky and the earth are dark, as if the god of sunshine didn't come to this world fortunately.

Everywhere is darkened, without light.

When walking into the room, the already spacious space seemed even more oppressive, and the huge night house was empty.

Luo Xingxing went upstairs. Normally, Ye Xu would stay in the study.

Open the door, no one is there.

The table in the study room was full of messy books, and it looked like no one had tidied it up for a long time. At the same time, the potted plants on the windowsill also withered a few branches and leaves.

Luo Xingxing gently closed the door, and then went to the bedroom.

The first step she walked in, she could smell the strong smell of smoke in the air.

Luo Xingxing held his nose, not knowing, so he walked in fearfully.

In front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, a lonely figure suddenly fell into his eyes.

The man was smoking a cigarette indifferently, the sparks from the cigarette butt were like his eyes, even if there was light, they were extremely dim.

The light in his eyes was the gloomy sky outside the window.

The black pajamas he was wearing submerged his tall and stalwart body inch by inch, blending with the black curtains, making him look fragile, like a thin piece of paper.

On the ground, there were some messy syringes and some tin foil, and of course, there were some unknown white powders on the tin foil.

Luo Xingxing was completely stunned. She walked over slowly, her steps were very light, and she did not disturb the man in front of her.

She picked up the tin foil, touched the powder on it, and tasted it, her eyes widened.

this is this
She looked at Ye Xu in disbelief, he actually
Luo Xingxing quickly walked in front of him, and threw down the tin foil, "How can... How can you take-drugs??"

Hearing Luo Xingxing's voice, Ye Xu's body was obviously startled, he raised his head in disbelief, his empty eyes reflected the appearance of the woman in front of him.

When his eyes touched the woman's face, Ye Xu's eyes suddenly became clear, but in the next second, they quickly dimmed again, like ashes.

"You're back." The tone of the statement was cold, without any emotion at all.

"You haven't answered me yet!! Why are you taking-drugs?? How can you do such a thing??"

No one could have imagined that Ye Xu was still a drug addict.

Ye Xu rubbed his forehead and laughed, "What's so strange?? I've been smoking all the time, but you don't know it."

"I don't know. OK!! If you want to take-drugs, I can't control it"

Before she finished speaking, Ye Xu raised her dark and cold eyes and looked straight at her, "How can you control me?? Luo Xingxing, do you know why I got this kind of thing?? Do you know? ?? When I was in America, I just thought of you every night! I can only rely on this kind of thing to numb myself, you know??"

Luo Xingxing was stunned in place, his heart seemed to be agitated by something, and Yixing could not be calm all the time.

Seeing Luo Xingxing's dazed look, Ye Xu smiled sarcastically, and he answered for her, "You don't know. Luo Xingxing, you don't know at all."

"Ye Xu."

"Okay!!! Don't call me by my name!! I don't need you to sympathize with me now!! I don't need you to pity me!!" Ye Xu grinned, but his smile was cold, and the sadness visible to the naked eye .

Luo Xingxing didn't dare to say anything, she looked at him with complicated emotions.

When she broke up with Ye Xu, she was also in pain.
She also wanted to commit suicide many times
Because she really couldn't hold on anymore.

Now she has survived. Ye Xu is still stuck in that painful period.

And it's because of her.
Ye Xu took a puff of a cigarette, his expression blurred, "You know what?? I didn't plan to come back, I really don't want to come back to this place"

"But. I just can't let it go. I thought I would take revenge on you. But when I saw you turned into a stranger, I suddenly couldn't bear it."

Ye Xu raised his head, and the sarcasm on the corner of his lips became more obvious, "I shouldn't fall in love with you anymore. Luo Xingxing. You don't deserve it!!"

Unworthy
Luo Xingxing bit her lower lip, indeed.
She is not worthy of Ye Xu's sincere liking.
Unworthy
No longer eligible.

Luo Xingxing slowly sat beside him, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Ye Xu didn't bother at all, but just sneered contemptuously, "Luo Xingxing, do you think it's over if you say sorry?? Don't say sorry to me!! If I don't forgive you, I will still feel guilty inside, but I Forgive you, you will continue to say sorry to me next time."

"I" Luo Xingxing was at a loss, "I"

She didn't know what to do.

She thought that when she came back to please Ye Xu and be nice to Ye Xu, she might be able to ask Ye Xu to help.

But now it seems that she is really too selfish.

She is not qualified to ask Yexu what to do.

"I am very grateful to you very much, thank you for being so sincere to me, thank you."

Ye Xu sneered again, maybe only he knew how much he wanted to strangle Luo Xingxing to death at this moment.

Say sorry, say thank you? ?
Ye Xu tried his best to hold back his tears, he wanted to keep his last bit of arrogance.

"I thought I would be like this for the rest of my life, Luo Xingxing. I thought I would pass through insensitivity, but God still let me meet you."

Finally couldn't hold back the tears, Ye Xu turned his head away in a panic, letting the hot tears fall.

He didn't dare to reach out to wipe it, he was afraid that this move would betray him.

But Luo Xingxing came over with a guilty expression on his face.

"Get out!! Get out!! Luo Xingxing!! I don't want to see you again!! Get out!! Get out"

Luo Xingxing was not frightened by his suddenly irritable voice.

She just looked at him distressedly, then reached out and hugged him, "Ye Xu, don't cry"

The tone is gentle, as if coaxing a cute tiger.

Ye Xu was shocked by Luo Xingxing's actions. He smelled the familiar fragrance of Luo Xingxing's body and felt her real body temperature.

all of these.
It's not illusory, it's not hallucinations that he has because of drug-taking.

She is real.

Really hug him.

(End of this chapter)