President, you're just a spare tire

Chapter 91 Mini Extra: A Certain Man's Confessions
My name is Su Yaoyang.

As long as I can remember, I know that I am a machine that kills people for Bai Shihai.

I am the biggest contributor to the reason why the Bai family can have today's status and achievements in Fengcheng.

In order to show my contribution, Bai Shihai wanted to marry his daughter to me, but I refused.

In this life, the only woman I love is my Man Luo.

Speaking of Man Luo, our acquaintance will talk about a time long, long ago, so long that I almost forget it, the time in the orphanage.

At that time, due to the death of my mother, I became taciturn, and I was never found in crowded places, and my favorite thing was winter.

Because children are afraid of the cold in winter, they seldom come out to play outside. In this way, I can play what I like quietly by myself.

There was a lot of snow, and I built a little snowman in the snow. My sister was very happy and kept saying that the little snowman was like a mother.

Next, my sister coughed, and I was afraid she would catch a cold, so I asked her to go back to the house, but I lay behind the little snowman, watching the little snowflakes falling from the sky, and I felt that the whole world was peaceful.

Suddenly a childish voice came from in front of the snowman, "Can I hug you?"

I froze for a moment, not knowing whether the other party was asking me or the little snowman.

After a long time, I decided to ask back, "Why?"

I leaned out half of the body from behind the snowman, and saw a little girl standing in front of the snowman. She was very young, maybe she had just learned to speak, but there was no malice in her big watery eyes.

She saw me too, but she didn't seem afraid of me.

After being silent for a while, she said softly, "Because, I like you..."

At that moment, I felt my heart fly, and I almost didn't think about it, and fell into her arms in silence.

I traveled through the seasons just to melt into her arms.

At that moment, I really thanked her for being so brave to hug me.

Afterwards, I never saw that girl again. I heard that she was adopted.

Already lonely, even more lonely.

I often put myself in the place where the little snowman once existed, to reminisce about that hug, and miss that kind of warmth.

Later, I decided to leave the orphanage, so I sold myself to Bai Shihai.

I kept killing people for him, kept making deals for him, the business of Bai Shi's family gradually improved, and I grew up gradually.

For a long time, whenever I couldn't bear Bai Shihai's devilish training and wanted to give up, I would always think of the girl who once hugged me.

After many years, I finally found her, her name is Gu Manluo.

When mentioning the events of that year, she just smiled and said she didn't remember.

Later, we fell in love and lived together naturally. When I was injured, she bandaged me. When I was hungry, she cooked for me. Although her cooking skills are always scary, I like this kind of life very much.

In my ruthless killing career, Manluo is my greatest achievement.

God seems to be punishing me all the time, even refusing to give me such a small happiness. Not long after, I returned to Su's.

Not only for the Bai family to lose a powerful opponent, but also to give my mother's spirit in heaven an explanation, I chose to go back to the Su family.

Su Ziteng seemed to hate Man Luo very much. He drove Man Luo away while I was not paying attention. Since then, my heart has become even colder.

Until I met Chang Yihuan.

When I came home that day and saw her sleeping soundly on the sofa, I suddenly felt that spring had come, and my whole heart trembled.

At that time, I didn't know what it was like, but I knew very well that this girl would bring me another life.

Her behavior is very similar to that of Man Luo, she is very simple and ordinary, but it always makes me feel warm.

I am very scared, I am afraid that I will fall into the gentle country again.

I desperately ignored my feelings for her, desperately made myself hate her, desperately treated her badly, all these were just to cover up my weak heart.

When I saw Tang Jiyao propose to her, I realized that it was a kind of poison that went deep into the bone marrow, and there was no cure for it.

Chang Yihuan is a poison, but also an antidote. I was struggling between love and hate, but she was always the one who was tortured.

I don't know how to take the next road, every woman who loved me will leave me eventually, mother is like this, Man Luo is like this, is Chang Yihuan also like this?
With extreme fear and anxiety, I walked in her gentle hands while desperately resisting the warmth she sent me.

I feel more and more that this torment is too much for me to bear.

Ouyang Yu sent a message saying that Man Luo might be somewhere in Japan, so I rushed to Japan like crazy.

During the season of cherry blossoms.

In fact, there is another reason for this. Chang Yihuan once made such a wish in his diary, hoping that one day I can accompany her to see the cherry blossoms.

I am restless and restless. On the one hand, I long for Man Luo to appear, and on the other hand, I am afraid of Man Luo appearing.

My love for Chang Yihuan is uncertain, I don't know if it is a kind of love, or I just regard her as a substitute for Man Luo, greedy for her clean and beautiful warmth.

However, none of this mattered anymore, and I finally got my manro back.

But why can't my heart still calm down?
In the dead of night, holding Man Luo's real and warm body, I was thinking about another person in my mind.

I miss her crazily, and hate myself crazily. Man Luo must have suffered a lot in the five years after the parting. I said that I would give her happiness. How can I still think about other women at this time?

I can't forgive myself!
I kept telling myself: Su Yaoyang, what you love is Gu Manluo, not someone else!
I finally decided to complete the wedding with Man Luo, I am a man who makes a lot of promises, I made a promise to Man Luo, but I didn't make a promise to Chang Yihuan, so I don't have to fulfill my promise.

This is what I say to myself.

The night before the wedding, I still couldn't help wanting to see Chang Yihuan. I don't know why, but I just wanted to take a look to make sure she was okay, that's all...

On the day of the wedding, I didn't expect Chang Yihuan to block that bullet for Man Luo. At that moment, I was shocked, and I couldn't restrain my feelings anymore.

I know, I have fallen in love with Chang Yihuan thoroughly.

I am anxious, nervous, and distressed, but I can't bring her back to life.

I will continue to love her with all my memories as long as I live.

The night was as cool as water, and I stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and took out the birthday present she gave me. It was a sweater she knitted by herself, and I put the sweater on my body.

In this way, Chang Yihuan came back to me again.

Chang Yihuan, if one day you can appear in front of me again, I will definitely say those three words to you.

(End of this chapter)