After wearing the book, I became the mother of three villains

Chapter 551 Sometimes I Doubt Myself

The prince didn't go very far, that girl looked really unintelligent, and he was worried that something would happen to him after he went far.

After all, he brought her out by himself, and if something happened on the way, it would be his own responsibility.This girl looks stupid, it's too easy to suffer.

The prince suddenly remembered that in his last life, he also met a girl who was very similar to Lu Yao, but he couldn't remember her face anyway, maybe it was because his memory was messed up after rebirth.

At that time, he was still a prince, always working hard to win the favor of the emperor, and he had to get up early and go to bed late every day.

One day, he sneaked out of the palace without telling his mother and concubine, and pretended to be the son of an ordinary family, playing in the street.

He had never felt so free before, he didn't have to look at other people's faces, he didn't have to worry that his father would be angry when he did this, and he wouldn't be reprimanded by his mother and concubine.

Everyone in the world says that the descendants of the royal family are good and have endless glory and wealth.But how many people know the sadness and helplessness behind this.

From childhood to adulthood, he could not act according to his own wishes.When other children were still playing games, he had already been practicing calligraphy and reading in the study.

There were many people on the street. At that time, he watched people coming and going, thinking about what they were hurrying for.While in a daze, a ragged little girl bumped into herself.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't do it on purpose." The little girl was terrified, and hurriedly cried and apologized.

He slipped out of the palace quietly, and it was inappropriate to make too much noise, so he covered the little girl's mouth: "Hush! It's okay, don't cry."

The little girl's eyes were wide open, and the sadness and sorrow in those eyes resembled Lu Yao very much.

"What's wrong with you? It's almost winter now, and you still wear so little, aren't you afraid of catching cold?" He asked in surprise.

At that time, he didn't know how big the gap between people was.Some people can live in rich clothes and fine food without worrying about food and clothing, but some people starve to death because they can't eat.

The little girl pulled him to the corner, bowed her head and said, "I, I'm wearing my sister's clothes. We have too many children in our family, and my mother can't take care of me. My brother wants to wear new clothes, so my sister and I can only wear them." The rest."

He looked at her, feeling very distressed, and asked, "Do you know any interesting places in this city? If you take me to play for a day, how about I give you a reward?"

The little girl's eyes lit up: "Really? Okay, okay, I'll take you there now, that place is really fun."

In this way, he followed her to a small stream outside the city.

The little girl stepped into the water and said happily: "This is my favorite place. You see, you can see fish in the creek. The sky is so blue. I can forget all my troubles here. Forget about mother and others. eccentricity, forgetting the humbleness of one’s own identity.”

He also tried to put his feet into the water, it was cold, but there was an indescribable fun.

Looking at the innocent and harmless smiling face of the little girl, he suddenly thought: such a beautiful smile, I want to protect her.There are so many unavoidable things in this world, but at this moment, I have the idea of ​​protecting her for the rest of my life.

For them, this moment of thought is enough to warm them for a long time.

Because in the days to come, there will be many difficult moments like winter, and this warm thought in memory is enough to support me to go on.

That day they played until evening, the sun was setting, the breeze was blowing, and some birds were chirping. The little girl said, "Grandpa Sun is going home, and I am going home too. I will worry if I can't find you... ...Well, she won't look for me, but I won't have anything to eat if I don't go home."

He was lying on the grass, his face softened by the setting sun's light: "I'm going home too, my home is not much better than yours. If I go back late, mother will scold me , will punish me and not let me eat. If you have a chance, you can bring me here to play next time."

The little girl smiled and rolled her eyes, nodded and said, "Okay! It's settled like this. I will bring you to this secret base in the future."

They pulled the hook, hanged the hook, and they were not allowed to change for 100 years. If they changed, they would be puppies!

Later, they never saw each other again, and they became puppies in each other's eyes.

Later, when he met Lin Si, he almost forgot about that girl.

When meeting Lu Yao in this life, she doesn't love to laugh like that person, on the contrary, she loves to cry, but for some reason, the prince just wants to get close to her, and seems to have an inexplicable sense of familiarity with her.

The prince went back after collecting firewood, and after a while, a fire was lit, and he waved to Lu Yao: "Come here, it's warmer here."

Lu Yao nodded, walked over gently and sat down.

The prince looked at the fire, then glanced at the starry sky outside, and asked, "Before you saw me, what kind of person did you think I was?"

Lu Yao didn't seem to expect him to ask such a question. After thinking for a long time, he said, "I've never met you, but...Mother always mentions you in front of me. She said that although the current prince is young, he is very talent, she must be a generation of Mingjun in the future. She also said..."

The prince laughed, this girl is really stupid!
If other people know about her mother's words, she can be convicted directly. Ordinary people make false comments on the crown prince, and her mother may not be able to bear this crime.

"Huh? What else did your mother say?" The prince became interested and asked.

Lu Yao blushed, not sure if it was because of the fire or because of his questioning: "She also said that the crown prince has a high status, let me... let me find more opportunities to get along with you."

The prince chuckled and said: "Should I say you have no heart or that you are stupid? Your mother is really serious and thinks long-term. But listening to you, your mother should be a person with means. How could you With a daughter like you?"

Lu Yao pursed his lips, and said for a while: "My mother always said the same thing. She always said, why do I have such a stupid daughter? Why are other people's daughters generous and decent, smart and witty, while I always So timid, I can't do anything well. I even doubt myself sometimes, why?"

The prince looked at the self-doubting villain in front of him, felt that he had said something wrong, and comforted him: "You are you, why compare yourself with others. If everyone in this world is exactly the same, then it would be no fun. You Just be yourself, what other people do is someone else's business."

The prince was talking to Lu Yao, and he was also talking to himself.In the previous life, in order to fight for power and profit, I did many things against my will.

At that time, he often doubted himself, why did he become like this?Why did everyone become unrecognizable for that position?Is this really what you want?

In this life, I was born as a prince, and I no longer have to work hard to fight for power and profit. This is an opportunity given by God, to give myself a chance to start over.

In this life, I must be myself, and I must take what belongs to me.

(End of this chapter)