Farmer's Manor Fish and Rice Fragrance

Chapter 52: Qiongxue (1)
Basang also raised her head, her eyes filled with bitterness and bewilderment, she smiled with a bitter smile, "Yes, sitting here, my heart will calm down."

"Does Grandma often come here to refresh her mood when she is upset?" Qianxi smiled lightly, her tone relaxed.

Basang turned his head to look at her, didn't smile, but sighed again, "What else? I want to die with chest tightness, but I can't die, I have to find a way by myself."

"Today...they made Grandma sad." Qianxi asked tentatively.

Basang frowned, tried his best to control his emotions, and after a long period of deliberation, he said, "I'm used to it."

However, Qianxi's heart twitched, and the words "I'm used to it" carried so much bitterness, helplessness and pain for a woman!

Who would get used to it if there were fewer heartbreaks?
Qianxi couldn't smile anymore, in front of her, now she could only see the wrinkles on Basang's forehead and the sun spots on her cheeks.She thanked this woman for bravely giving birth to Rong Qin, her husband's mother, 18 years ago.

"I gave birth to four sons. Ningshi was sent to the temple when he was six years old, and Chiren was sent away when he gave birth to Luanyi." Basang's emotions have calmed down, but at this time his eyes are full of tears. of desolation and sorrow. "If I knew that Luanyi was a fool, I wouldn't insist on giving Chiren... Qiuzhu is my youngest sister. I have an older brother and two younger brothers. The poor days caused my parents to die early. My grandmother's last words before she died Even if you tell me to take good care of Qiuzhu, my brother and I have taken up the burden of the family early on, so I have no choice but to marry Logan and use my dowry to marry my brother and brother."

Hearing this, Qianxi could only sigh at the helplessness of the poor.It's exactly the same as she insisted on staying at the beginning, but I didn't expect that there would be no economic progress after a generation, which is really sad.Now her Arasi father is probably also using her dowry to prepare for the marriage of her two younger brothers.

"Qiuzhu lived in our house for a long time, because she lost her parents, and her elder brother and sister-in-law didn't want to support her. Later she got married, and I thought my mission was finally completed, but I didn't expect that Qiuzhu would soon When Jimei was born, she was bitten by a little snow leopard on the belly, that child Jimei escaped death by a narrow margin!"

"There is such a thing? It's a miracle." Qianxi was surprised.

Basang nodded and wiped his tears, "It's just that since then, Qiuzhu can't have another child, otherwise, her wound will open and she will die! I gave birth to Luanyi that year, I saw it , is another son. Although Ningshi became a monk, he is still my son, but he did not grow up beside me. He prayed to Buddha not only for the safety of our family, but also for the salvation of all sentient beings. We are proud of him! , I have four sons, Qiuzhu doesn’t have one, the population is thin, and my husband suffers from leg disease, life is very difficult. So, I adopted Chiren to her, and Logan and... Chengyu disagreed , I knelt down and begged them. I knelt for seven days and seven nights before they reluctantly agreed. But I didn’t expect that after Qiuzhu took Chiren away, she would seldom visit me. I understand her feelings, she is afraid of wasting money Scheming, in vain, deliberately staying away from us. Why did you treat Logan like this to me all these years? Doesn’t he still hate me? But me, what can I say? I did my best and failed at both ends, that’s all , I can bear it, but you heard today, my son... Chiren is also blaming me!"

Speaking of this, Basang broke down emotionally, burst into tears, and buried his head in tears.

Qianxi patted her on the back understandingly, and she listened quietly. "Grandma, I understand your feelings, but have you ever thought that no matter how they treat you, at least you have a clear conscience, you are worthy of the world, your parents and your sister..."

"But I'm sorry for my husband and son. I deprived Logan and Chiren of their father-son relationship! That's why they all hate me!"

"Since ancient times, loyalty and filial piety have been a dilemma. Grandma, you did nothing wrong."

"No, in the past, I always insisted that I did nothing wrong, but now... the loss outweighs the gain." Basang smiled wryly and shook his head, with disappointment and pain in his eyes, "I didn't expect Qiu Zhu to say that kind of thing." In other words, she hurts my heart too much, if I knew it earlier, why should I endure the pain of mother and child separation, and give Chiren to her? Am I breeding tigers for trouble?"

"Auntie is too afraid of losing Chiren." Qian Xi could only explain in this way.

"Hmph, if I don't give it to her, she's not afraid of losing it at all, right? I'm really used to her ambition." Basang said, his face pulled, and his mood was very depressed, "Right, if she She has never raised Chi Ren, at least, she does not have this kind of mother-child relationship, so she does not have the pain of separation, so it is all my fault, and I have caused this situation by myself."

"Grandmother..." Qianxi hugged her lovingly, "Don't be like this, no one has eyesight, how can they see through today? Grandmother is just too good at thinking about others, tolerant and selfless, putting everyone's business on the line." In my heart, Grandma is too great, today's ordeal must be the test of Grandma, in the future, they will all know Grandma's good intentions, and will understand Grandma's compassion and love."

Basang was silent for a while, then slowly raised his head, and looked at Qian Xi with some surprise, how could this daughter-in-law who she always thought was the only one to take care of, be so considerate and comfort her?After all these years, who has heard her cry, who understands her heart?

Qianxi smiled happily at Basang, "Grandma, I believe you are very strong. Look at Rong Qin, how respectful and protective he is to you? Luanyi is getting more and more well-behaved, your love will never It's empty!"

Basang looked at her and observed her for a long time, her eyes gradually showed tenderness and emotion, she let out a breath, gradually smiled, and said: "There is also you, my wife. Our family did not marry in vain."

"Mom, I can't help you much." Qianxi smiled shyly.

"No, child. Grandma said that you are our family's hope, it's true." Basang raised his eyebrows, thinking of the picture of Rong Qin and Qianxi loving each other, he couldn't help but see light again in his eyes. "When you come back at this time, you are planning to go back to your mother's house."

Qian Xi paused, nodded, "Yes."

"But I was delayed by this incident. Don't worry, grandma will cheer up and be fine. I will prepare for you in the next two days, so that you and Rong Qin can go home early to see your grandma."

Qianxi shook her head a little disturbed, "Grandma, don't worry, we won't be too late when things at home settle down."

Basang didn't insist anymore, Rongqin would always have a lot of support at home, and Chiren's business was over, she couldn't let go.Holding Qianxi's hand, he said with emotion: "Who can say that my kindness will not be reciprocated? What a sensible daughter-in-law I married!"

This night, the surface was calm, but the dark tide was raging.

Under Qianxi's persuasion, Basang returned to the house calmly at night, and went directly to the house to rest. Qianxi hurriedly cooked dinner, but no one had an appetite. She took care of Luanyi and ate, and then Go back to your room and rest.

(End of this chapter)