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Chapter 153 You hate the way I look

When news came that Chen Xi had gone to the police station, Ada followed Ms. Song's instructions and contacted Lawyer Han overnight to help Chen Xi.She was in a hurry to go out in the middle of the night, and Wei Le was fast asleep on the bed.Ada was so busy leaving biscuits and notes by the bed, but forgot to lock the door from the outside.

Surveillance showed that Wei Le went out around [-]:[-] in the morning, carrying a bulging backpack.She took away the mascot doll of a website given by Chen Xi, the sugar brought by Wei Jia, and the bag of biscuits in front of the bed. She wore slippers and left Ada's house alone. .During the period, she wanted to buy roasted sweet potatoes on the side of the road, but unfortunately she had no money, so she asked pedestrians for directions and asked where to take a "big plane" or "big train". After walking for more than two hours, she finally reached the train station and disappeared. In the crowded station square.

Before that, Chen Xi's temper and gloomy face for several days made Wei Le feel timid - did Miss Xixi hate her?Although Ada repeatedly explained that Sister Xixi felt unhappy because she treated her as her own family, Wei Le couldn't understand.Shouldn't my family be more happy together?She didn't want to go back to Miss Xixi's empty house, and would rather stay at Ada's house for a few more days.Wei Le was overjoyed by Jiajia's arrival, but he kept asking about what happened in Sanya, and he had the same expression on his face as Sister Xixi, both angry and sad.Jiajia also said that she would be brought back to Jinguang Lane in a few days, Wei Le asked nonchalantly: "Can you go back to Sister Mingming and pick up her dolls?" Jiajia shook her head.

She misses those dolls in Sanya, misses the princess bed and the "uncles and aunts" who love her - Sister Xixi, Jiajia and Aida obviously hear her pleading but act as if nothing happened.Sister Mingming is the best person in the world.

Song Mingming, who was far away in Sanya, naturally did not wait for Wei Le to appear.Knowing that Wei Le was missing, Song Mingming used all his contacts to find out her whereabouts.Wei Jia immediately called the police, searched tirelessly, published newspapers, asked the media for help, posted missing person notices, followed the path Wei Le left over and over again... the square in front of the station was almost searched by him, He spent several nights on the bench in the square, not daring to close his eyes for a long time, for fear that Wei Le would accidentally pass by.At that time, Chen Xi's Weibo was also full of information about missing people. She never liked asking for people, and she privately messaged every colleague and friend with a large number of fans to request forwarding, and collected a lot of money for clues.

All leads, however, ended at the train station that day.Wei Le didn't take any train, and he never appeared in the surveillance equipment, and disappeared like a bubble.

Cities are like giant beasts, and any backlit corner is enough to devour a beautiful but low-intelligence young woman.She was kidnapped?Taken in by kind people?Or was injured somewhere that was not discovered... I dare not think!

Chen Xi withdrew from the recording of that variety show, and accompanied Wei Jia through time and time again without success.They rarely communicated about unrelated matters, Wei Le's whereabouts were more important than anything else, and they had no time to think about the rest.

Half a month later, Wei Jia received a call from the police station asking him to go to the morgue to identify the body.Chen Xi also went.It was a young female corpse fished out of the pond, completely naked, swollen and deformed by soaking, and the pores on the face were filled with mud.Chen Xi just glanced at it, and almost vomited out. The impact of death and decay was far beyond imagination.

Wei Jia asked Chen Xi to wait outside, but he didn't let her suffer for too long in surprise and apprehension - the body was about the same size and age as Wei Le, but it wasn't Wei Le.

On the way back, they had lunch at a fast food restaurant on the street.It's strange that people can still feel hungry under such conditions.Wei Jia hasn't eaten a grain of rice since last night, and Chen Xi vomited out all the toast he ate in the morning.They all desperately needed a little sparkle.

The two ordered a bowl of rice each, and Chen Xi put down his chopsticks after only two bites.

"What's wrong? Didn't you say you're starving?" Wei Jia looked up at her, "Oh, I forgot you don't eat celery."

He deftly put all the celery in Chen Xi's beef rice into his own plate, and replaced the fried egg with her.Chen Xi still didn't move, she looked at him like a ghost wandering in broad daylight.

"Would you be better off if I wasn't here?" she asked.

Wei Jia said, "Eat two more bites, don't waste it."

Chen Xi didn't know if Wei Jia was the same as her. The moment she found out that the body was not Wei Le, she let out a long sigh of relief, but what followed was deeper fear...and collapse!When will the next test come?Where is the bad news quietly waiting?If Wei Le is alive, will he be treated kindly?If it was her lying there, what should the living do?
Wei Jia just received another call from a scammer.The other party said that they had Wei Le's clues, but they actually made up a mess based on the content of the online search notice and asked for money.A sober and transparent person like Wei Jia actually listened to the other party's nonsense the whole time.When he hung up the phone, Chen Xi saw the despair in her heart from his eyes, and a taut string broke.

"I can't accompany you to search. My mother is in the hospital, I have to see her." Chen Xi put the fried egg back on his plate.This reason sounds particularly flimsy, but she doesn't want to say too many useless words.

Wei Jia supported his arms, unconsciously resting the chopsticks on his forehead, and replied calmly: "Okay."

"Are you going to spend it all this time?"

"Otherwise? She is a burden, and I was born with it, and I can't leave it alone. Besides, I have to find it before I can go to my own easy life. "

This time it was Chen Xi who nodded.Someone burned two small holes in the hanging corner of the red checked tablecloth with a cigarette butt. She poked them meanly with her fingers. Accidentally, the joint of the holes split and the small holes became big holes.

"You know? I thought about quitting this circle and going back to find a job in the laboratory. It doesn't matter if I don't work. I have money and I can't starve to death. In this way, I can live with you in a down-to-earth way—— Every once in a while, this idea pops up. When I was waiting for the urine test results in the bureau, and just now, I thought so. But I found that I couldn't do it.!"

"If you can't do it, don't force it."

Wei Jia was not at all surprised by Chen Xi's words, which made Chen Xi even more powerless.She asked softly: "Jiajia, you never think I can do it right?"

Wei Jia lowered his head to eat, and seemed to realize that Chen Xi was waiting for his answer after a while."I didn't ask you to do that," he said.

"Of course, you don't have any demands on me. I can do anything to you." Chen Xi twitched the corners of her mouth, but in the end she couldn't laugh. Have you laughed happily? There are only endless accommodating and dragging each other down. If this continues, will we become the straw that crushes each other?"

These words are familiar.One night a long time ago, she threw herself on him and said, "Even if you are a camel, I will be the last straw that breaks you." At that time, Wei Jia thought, if there must be that straw in the world , he is willing.

But he didn't expect that Chen Xi would become another camel.

This silence lasted for a while.Just as it was time for dinner, the fast food restaurant was buzzing with diners looking for seats with their plates.The waiter cautiously approached the table and asked, "Excuse me, are you ready?"

After speaking, the waiter took a peek at Chen Xi's face again, wanting to confirm whether this was the person he had guessed.At other tables, someone picked up their mobile phone and secretly took pictures.Chen Xi's thoughts were all on the person opposite, but she could hear small whispers from time to time—"Is it Chen Xi... who is that man... is he filming... where is the camera... she is looking for someone on Weibo... ...It's just hype...do you want to sign it...hehe..."

"I have to go." Chen Xi stood up, put on her sunglasses and said to Wei Jia, "My mother is waiting for me in the hospital. I won't go back to live during this time, you can continue to stay with me."

She passed by Wei Jia, and he stopped her, his calm and accepting eyes were full of unwillingness: "Chen Xi, what did I do wrong?"

Chen Xi turned around and almost bumped into a diner who seized the opportunity and rushed up to ask for a photo: "Wait a minute."

She smiled politely at the man, and whispered in Wei Jia's ear: "You turned me into a jerk. I hate the way you try not to hate me!"

The diner who claimed to be a movie fan was still waiting for a group photo a few steps away, and several friends at the same table saw that Chen Xi had acquiesced, and this rare opportunity came together.

Chen Xi straightened up, and said to those people: "Just now you said that the missing person notice on my Weibo was a hype? I wish your whole family disappears, and I will also hype it for you!"

After all, she walked away.

Chen Xi did some stupid things, but the place he was going to was not made up.Her mother is waiting in the hospital for her family members to sign the consent form for the operation.Perhaps Wei Le's disappearance broke Song Mingming's line of defense to some extent, and her condition took a turn for the worse.The day before yesterday, my aunt discovered that she hadn't gotten up to eat until noon, and went into the bedroom to check, only to find that she had lost consciousness in bed.After emergency rescue, my friend promptly arranged a special plane to send her back to Beijing for treatment.

The doctor said that Song Mingming's breast cancer cells had spread, and although it was unlikely to be cured by surgery, the brain metastases still needed to be removed.She hadn't come out of the operating room yet, and reporters were already waiting outside the hospital.I don't know which link leaked the wind, and the outside world once rumored that she was dying of illness and might die at any time.Chen Xi even heard that some media had prepared commemorative articles in advance, just waiting to grab the first-hand news.Ada got some of the manuscripts to be published through strange channels, and forwarded them to Chen Xi crying.

Those big V articles are beautifully and detailedly written, with rich pictures and texts, but the content is similar. They are all an inventory of Ms. Song's acting achievements and classic roles in her life, and her wonderful love history is also interspersed occasionally.The lines between the lines are full of regrets for the beauty of a generation. Ms. Song Mingming has become an insurmountable childhood goddess, a symbol of peerless youth, and no one mentions those controversial rumors in the past.

Chen Xi silently saved the article. These nasty compliments were enough to make Ms. Song smile.Ms. Song walked around the ghost gate and finally woke up.The expert's operation was very successful, and she will have a very dangerous hurdle in the future, but at least she has survived the current hurdle temporarily.

"I used to only hear that a woman's vagina can lead to the soul, but I didn't expect that the breasts are also connected to the brain." These were the first words she uttered after regaining consciousness.

He could still hear such an unreliable argument from a familiar voice, and Chen Xi lay beside the hospital bed laughing until his eyes were wet.The matter of Wei Le was a heart disease of Chen Xi, for which she had resented Ms. Song.Especially after Wei Le was lost, she even said harsh words like "I was already a spiritual orphan when my father died".However, when she was staring at the red light in the operating room and listening to the beeping of the instruments beside the hospital bed day and night, nothing else mattered, she only had one mother!
"When you shed tears, your expression is distorted, and you cry stupidly, which is a photogenic taboo." Ms. Song said angrily, "I have cleaned up the photos taken by Wang Hanmin next to the police car. 'I won't be exposed, I have to cry in front of him."

What the hell?Chen Xi didn't know whether to laugh or cry, Wei Jia was either "the boy who let the horse" or "the brother of the little fool" in Ms. Song's mouth, and now she became "Jia Jia the adulterer"... At this time, she was right in everything she said!
Flowers sent by fans and friends piled up in the aisle of the VIP ward, but Ms. Song didn't want others to see her current appearance. Except for the nurses, even her own assistant and Ada couldn't visit her closely.One day she woke up from a lethargic sleep, and found that her admirer, Wu Sicheng, was reading a book of poems by the bedside. She lost her temper, and Chen Xicheng, who was not strict with her control, was the first to bear the brunt.

Chen Xi reasoned patiently: "If it weren't for Uncle Wu's special plane to contact you, we might have to light incense sticks and paper money to hear your scolding... Besides, I'm almost exhausted from guarding day and night. Isn't it good for one person to take care of you in rotation?"

Ms. Song couldn't believe her ears.She can't sit up from the bed yet, and her language organization ability is not as good as before, otherwise she wouldn't dare to arrange it like this with a hundred courage of Chen Xi.She watched in shock as Chen Xi pointed out the urine bag to Wu Sicheng—"Just call the nurse when it needs to be replaced, and I'll go out to catch my breath. Uncle Wu, I'm counting on you here." Chen Xi said.

Chen Xi got Wu Sicheng's promise, and slipped out before Ms. Song could react.Before leaving, I heard Wu Sicheng smile and say to the man who had shaved his head full of blue hair: "You look better now than when you had two braids. Obviously, I bought a collection of poems before I came here. I don't know if it is well written. , read it to you later."

She shuddered.Wu Sicheng has been devoted to Ms. Song for decades, and because of her surgery, all important performances have been rescheduled.Ms. Song may not have been completely unintentional, otherwise she would not have put Wu Sicheng's name in front of Chen Xi in the emergency contact list.Chen Xi thought, the hands of a piano master would be very dexterous in changing the urine bag!

When she came back from smoking a few cigarettes outside, Ms. Song ordered Wu Sicheng to press her feet with a broken can, but she felt sorry for the torn "Heine's Poems".Wu Sicheng looked at Chen Xi and smiled with happiness and gratitude.

Wicked people still need to be grinded by saints!
Chen Xi stayed with Ms. Song in the hospital for nearly a month.Ms. Song didn't drive away "the adulterer Xiao Wu", but she found Chen Xi more and more disliked.

"You have no filming, or no place to go? What are you doing in the hospital all day long? I can't die, you should behave normally!"

Chen Xi pretended not to hear, and asked Ms. Song insincerely: "If I quit the circle now, will you be angry with me?
Ms. Song, who was still weak, expressed her disapproval with a look: "When did you make up your mind and consider my opinion? Don't blame your problems on me."

Ms. Song's attitude is always the same: quitting is not impossible, and retiring after success and fleeing are two different things.Everyone who is weak at the crisis point dies terribly!
Actors can try different lives, which is very suitable for people like Chen Xi who don't know what they want and are constantly looking for meaning.But now she is getting more and more confused, the more she lives, the more she doesn't understand, and she even hates everything around her, but she can't escape freely.Not out of professionalism, and it has nothing to do with money.She just didn't know what else she could do besides this line of work... Or rather, she needed a net to wrap her around so that she wouldn't have nowhere to go except Jinguang Lane.

Ever since Wei Jia was imprisoned and Professor Chen passed away unexpectedly, for many years, Chen Xi herself still stumbled, with cracks all over her body, hanging in the air with no confidence anymore, glowing fiercely.She couldn't see through Wei Jia's dark gap, if she fell towards him, would he catch her?She was afraid that nothing was waiting for her.

When she learned that her mother was seriously ill and needed to rush to the hospital, apart from panic and grief, she was actually relieved that she no longer had to suffer with Wei Jia.so despicable!Her love drove her to shame.

Wu Sicheng was on the phone with his doctor friend, Song Mingming turned his head to look at Chen Xi with difficulty.

"Wei Jia doesn't want you anymore?"

"If I want to go, I will go first."

Song Mingming smiled imperceptibly: "In the past, you always asked me why I had to separate from your father? Your father is a good man, smart, upright, and responsible. He is too cold-tempered and doesn't bother to express himself. He always corrects me and guides me. Me, talk to me about right and wrong. All I want is someone who understands me, accepts me, and listens to me. If I'm sick like this and your dad is still alive, he will definitely spare no effort to be by my side , that would be great! But when I was still by his side, I felt suffocated every day. You can imagine how many people chased me back then. I took the initiative to show my love to him and married him in the prime of my career. No one Wrong, the relationship is right, the time is wrong!"

"Tell me honestly, do you ever regret leaving?"

"Often. But I still live well, isn't life like this?"

(End of this chapter)