Doting the evil king and foolish concubine

Chapter 12: Heartache (2)
Back at the backer's mansion, Xueshu thought about it and then turned to walk towards 'Xiaozhuxuan'.

'Xiaozhuxuan' is the residence of Mr. Li Qingze, the teacher in the mansion. Because he is as gentleman as jade and as beautiful as a fairy, everyone in the manor calls him Mr. Beauty.Xiaozhuxuan Bamboo Grove is so peaceful and far away, like a paradise, as if any filth in the world can't reach there.This is a pure land, far away from the world, only the voice of poetry and bamboo.Tonight, her heart is in a mess, Xue Shu needs to know Mr. Beauty's mind before she can make plans.

At this moment, the moon is bright and the stars are sparse, and the night breeze is gentle, and the remote and clean Xiaozhuxuan is shining with a ray of light.

Xueshu's eyes froze, and she walked over timidly.

This is a simple courtyard with two houses in one building.Xiazi is where their sisters study their homework during the day, and the two adjacent rooms are Mr. Beauty's bedroom and study.At this moment, he didn't take a break, but was sitting on his knees at the desk in the thatched cottage, reading by candlelight at night.

Through the bamboo window, as soon as Mr. Fengshen's handsome, noble and elegant demeanor came into view, Xueshu was even more infatuated.For many years, she had been secretly looking at him obsessively, never thinking that there would be another man besides him in her life.But now... Her heart suddenly felt like a needle had been pricked, and her internal organs were in pain.

The most painful injury in the world is regret.

She was given to Ji Wuye by the emperor tonight, so I'm afraid she will never have a chance with him again in this life?After so many years of lovesickness and bitter love, they can't stand the squeeze of power.Even her father spoke well of Ji Wuye, as if she had no good man to match her in her life except Ji Wuye.

Xueshu suddenly thought why the three sisters cried so hard when they got married. She thought it was an old custom. The more a woman cries before she gets married, it is said that the more luck she will bring to her natal family. Don’t you know that the three sisters are the real hurt? I really regret not being able to marry the man I love in this life.

The heart-pumping shock and pain are so sharp that they can almost make life worse than death.

And at this moment, Xueshu felt the pain in her heart.

And under the shadow of the lamp, Mr. Beauty looks more and more refined, elegant, quiet and far-reaching, which makes people admire him endlessly.There is always a fairy-like aloofness about him, bookish and gentle, people can't help but want to admire him and love him.

He is a painting with fluent pen and ink that is hard to find in the world.

He wears a light green gown with milky white all the year round, with large camellias painted on it, which is not too gaudy, but gives people a refined and quiet feeling.His facial features are smooth and beautiful, phoenix eyes, high nose, impeccable lip line, always so beautiful that people forget to breathe.He has read a lot of books and has a photographic memory. There is always a light of wisdom in his eyes, which is as quiet as a valley. People have to admire his amazing talent and great wisdom.His voice is beautiful when he speaks, fresh and melodious, not slow or slow, full of philosophy, making people always listen to the teachings with an open mind.

Uncle often said that he is not a thing in the pool, and the backer palace has wronged him.

Every time Xueshu sees him, she becomes dizzy and obsessed, and the love for him in her heart has long been overwhelmed.But I always feel that he is like the moon in the water, as if she can't catch it no matter how hard she tries.But the more it was like this, the more her heart seemed to be possessed by a demon, and her thoughts on him became more and more serious day by day.But now, it was impossible, and Xueshu's heart ached to the point of despair.

"Xiao Wu'er, since you're here, why are you standing outside? It's late at night, come in." Just as she was about to shrink back, the Mr. Beauty in the room said very considerately and gently, making her push the door away without any resistance go in.

Xue Shu gently knelt down in front of him, under the shadow of the lamp, her face became paler and uglier, and she was about to cry.

Li Qingze thought for a while, then grinned, that inadvertent elegance is like a bright moon in the sky thousands of miles away, shining brightly, the world is independent, nothing can stop it, "What's wrong? I didn't enjoy the palace banquet tonight. ?” Everyone knows that she just eats as soon as she enters the palace banquet.

"I was given a marriage by the emperor to Ji Wuye as a side concubine." Xue Shu raised her head and said softly, as if she wanted to see anger on his face.

But no, Li Qingze was only taken aback when he heard the words, and then lowered his bright eyes, "Congratulations to Xiao Wuer, Ruiwang Yingcai, it's hard to find in the world, you should be lucky."

"But I don't like him!" Xue Shu shouted angrily.

Li Qingze remained indifferent, "There will always be some unsatisfactory things in this world, and Xiao Wu'er should learn to face them bravely."

Xueshu suddenly felt the urge to cry, Mr. Beauty had no interest in her at all.

"I thought Mr. Beauty liked me, because you are always so different to me." Then Xue Shu lowered her head and said hurt.For many years, he always cared and encouraged her when she was most lost, wronged and embarrassed.

Now everything is empty.

Li Qingze was silent.

Xueshu didn't see the pain flashing in his eyes.After a long while, Li Qingze said in a deep voice, "Qingze was seriously injured when he was young and was rescued by the king of the mountain. His kindness is as great as a mountain, and there is no way to repay it. The past is a long time, and many old things have been forgotten, but there is only one thing that I never dare to forget. , that is, when Qingze was young, he was ordered by his family to marry him, and he did not dare to delay the girl's life, Qingze was afraid of being in trouble every day..."

Xueshu suddenly cried out.

By saying this, it was clear that he rejected her. He already had a woman in his heart who would grow old forever, and he never dared to forget her.

After a long time, Xue Shu swallowed the bitterness with difficulty, stood up slowly and imitated a man, and gave Li Qingze the most respectful gift between master and apprentice, and then left in silence.

She silently announced that from now on, she and him will only have the relationship between a teacher and an apprentice, and she can no longer have that extravagant hope!
Li Qingze sat still, but his stiff body was as cold as a sculpture.

No one can tell his bitterness and deep pain.

It took a long time before I turned my head to look, and the beauty outside Xiaozhuxuan had already gone away, but Li Qingze's body and mind ached, "Shu'er, I'm sorry."

Xueshu stepped into her mother's yard in a daze, and through the bright window of Qian's screen, she saw that her uncle was talking and laughing happily with her mother, without slipping under the wall, she could hear her uncle excitedly say loudly, "Maybe This is God's will! Shu'er can marry King Rui, so we can finally rest assured."

Uncle's words always show appreciation and love for Ji Wuye Moming, Xue Shu frowned angrily.

The mother is obviously not as optimistic as the uncle, "Oh, brother, but I am a little worried. Shu'er is thinking that she will not marry so honestly!" thoughts.

"Don't worry, when does the backing of the Prince's Mansion not successfully marry a daughter? Shu'er knows the general situation." Uncle is very sure of her.

"Hey, brother, is this really alright? Two people who don't love each other..." The mother was worried about her and Ji Wuye's future.

(End of this chapter)