Mr. O's paranoid

Chapter 330 Chapter 330 It is her last wish to have a child
Slender and white, with distinct joints, the thickness and length of each finger seems to be measured by a ruler, and the handicrafts crafted out of meticulous craftsmanship should be displayed in the most conspicuous position of the counter, with exclusive lighting for it.

"But I just want to show it to you alone." He squeezed his fingers, bit her ear and whispered ambiguously: "After you get married, you will know that it is not only beautiful."

Qi Mo blushed suddenly, and pushed him away, her ears were so red as to drip blood.

"Pay the bill." Ou Shangqing pursed her lips and smiled contentedly, and followed the cabinet sister to the cashier.

After walking far away, Qi Mo heard him asking: "Can I customize the wedding ring?"

He still thinks he can't design the wedding ring himself?
Qi Mo cools her face alternately with the back of her hands and palms of her hands. She doesn't need to look in the mirror to predict how red her face is at this moment. It feels like the ear that he has bitten is burning like sparks.

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Facing the dazzling sunset, she stretched her five fingers, admiring the extra "burden" on her fingers, tilting her head, half-closed her eyes.

"Is this the so-called cocooning yourself?"

Ou Shangqing seemed to be concentrating on driving, but because of her words, her eyes swept over the ring on the finger on the steering wheel: "No."

"I think so. People often like to find all kinds of cumbersome things to tie themselves up. The person who is obviously the most ruthless is the most proficient in vows. In the end, when you look back at the past, you will find how ridiculous and ironic it is."

She put down her hand, lowered her eyelids, her long eyelashes blocked her eyes, and her peripheral vision fell on the ring.

The crown he personally put on for her didn't have any gorgeous dove eggs or dazzling gemstones. There were only three tiny diamonds inlaid on the crown, but it was so delicate that people couldn't take their eyes off at a glance.

His vision is good, unique and original, it suits her as well as him.

Ou Shangqing knew that she remembered something unhappy again, she didn't specifically talk to him, but generally referred to those who promised and failed to keep their vows, but it should also include him and herself.

"There is a suitcase on the top floor. Have you ever seen the kind of suitcase in the dowry when you got married 30 or [-] years ago? The red suitcase, the silver lock, is quite jazzy. The suitcase is full What Shakespeare, what Xu Zhimo... whose poems have you read? Love poems." She turned to look at him and asked.

"I don't really read this kind of literature." He really has never come into contact with this kind of romantic literature, and he has only heard that Xu Zhimo is a lover, but he has read some Shakespeare books.

"Every love letter in that suitcase is a poem, and every poem is a classic, bubbling romantic. It takes a lot of reading and brain capacity to memorize so many poems for chasing girls. Children? Even if it is a stone, if someone reads a poem like that to it every day, it will probably be moved.

One thousand and one letters, nearly three years of pursuit, and one thousand and one promises, can barely survive more than four years, less than five years! "She smiled, gently caressed the ring with her thumb, her fingertips trembled slightly and felt cold.

A big palm fell from the back of his hand, wrapped her hand in the palm, and squeezed it, as if silently comforting her.

"Ou Shangqing, tell me, how long can we last like this?" She looked at his hands, not daring to look at him for fear that he would see the red circles under her eyes.

"It's not good to use the word 'support'." He corrected disapprovingly: "We have to use the word 'grind' between us. Naturally, bit by bit grinding will not be fast. After a preliminary estimate, at least we have to grind." In the last life or two, right?"

Qi Mo was amused by his words, looked up, but her eyes were red and the tip of her nose was red.

"You said that you are such a good girl, how can you live so unconfidently?" Ou Shangqing couldn't help reaching out and scratching the tip of her red nose, and sighed helplessly.

"Why am I not confident? I am obviously very confident! I just admit that I am beautiful, I have a good figure, I have a high IQ, I have a good education, I have strong work ability, I have many skills, and I am much better than you!" She raised her chin, sucked her nose, and looked like I was the only one in the world.

"Well, yes, the summary is in place." Ou Shangqing nodded with a smile, and clenched her hand again.

"The stars are like me," she added.

"Forget it, let him be like me!" Ou Shangqing disagreed, for a person like her with a superior IQ and a broken EQ, she would not know where to find her daughter-in-law in the future!
It's justifiable for a man like him to chase her so brazenly, but if a girl like him puts aside her self-esteem and dignity and chases a man brazenly... I can't imagine it!
"Actually, I'm quite curious about the girl who gave birth to him, what kind of person is she?" Qi Mo tilted her head and looked at him tentatively. If he was even slightly unhappy, she would immediately withdraw her question and stop asking.

"He's a very great person." His reaction was beyond her expectation, without any complicated expression, and he was frank and generous.

"Great?" Qi Mo couldn't accept this word for a while. Aren't girls usually described with adjectives similar to this, such as beautiful, gentle, kind, and considerate?
Is this great?

"I'm not married to her, and we don't have the name of husband and wife. We...maybe she likes me. Later, I also heard from others." Ou Shangqing seems to be still not sure what the other party means to him.

"Then you...how did you let her...give birth to your child? Why did you pull me in again?" Qi Mo's mood at the moment can no longer be described as just surprise or shock. Be careful of stepping on thunder.

"She is a school girl from my same department, that's all. Once for the same experiment, when we went from school to the hospital together, we had a car accident. She saved me. If she hadn't protected me, maybe that time I was the one who died in the car accident.

She did not die on the spot. After two days and two nights of rescue, she narrowly saved her life.However, her lower limbs were amputated, and she also lost part of her body organs, so she couldn't be a mother, which is why she came to you later.

It is her last wish to have a child, and I owe her my life, and under such circumstances, I can only promise her.Her body couldn't actually support her to give birth to a child, but she did.After giving birth to Xing Chen, she left without even getting a glance at him, without getting off the operating table. "

Ou Shangqing withdrew her hand and held the steering wheel tightly, fearing that she would hurt her without realizing it.

Qi Mo didn't expect the truth to be like this. For a while, she didn't know what to say, and felt that everything she said was wrong, and everything she said was superfluous.

But if you don't say anything, your heart will be blocked again.

"Is there anything else you want to know?" He asked with a smile like a normal person.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know it was like this." It could be seen that he was pretending to be relaxed. This incident should be the pain in his heart, the regret of his life, right?
He licked his dry lips, blaming himself a little.

No wonder he blocked the news so tightly that even she couldn't find out.

Just say that deliberately making such an airtight secret is definitely not a good thing, blame yourself for this damn curiosity, is it okay now?Have you poked a hornet's nest?

"Why do you apologize? You didn't cause her death. I apologized so much but I couldn't save her life." He said a little sadly, blamed himself, felt guilty, couldn't hide the red circles under his eyes, but Smiling like pretending nothing happened.

Some things, even after so many years, or even more years...

Or even a lifetime.

But every time I think of someone who once fought for you and lost his life for you, I am afraid that this sour feeling will never fade away!
Qi Mo felt sorry for him, if he wasn't driving, she would want to hug him.

Even if you don't say anything, just pat him on the back, hug him, and give him some warmth.

But now she can't do anything, she can only look at him quietly like this, afraid that it would be wrong to say one more word, and it will only increase his heartache.

"I'm telling you these things because I don't want you to think too much. You don't have to worry about my past. Before you, I didn't have any other women. Moreover, I just want to stay in the past. I just want to keep it in my heart and remember it, and I don't want to affect the present or the future.

When Xingchen should know, I will also let him know that these will not be secrets forever.I'm hiding it now because I don't want this matter to have a negative impact on Xingchen. He is still young and it is not suitable for him to know such a heavy truth.Do you understand? "

I didn't want her to think too much before I told her. After all, I couldn't avoid making her feel negative about this matter, but she always wanted to know.

"Well, I understand." She nodded, and when she looked at the ring again, she suddenly felt that the weight of the ring was much heavier, and it had a sense of presence.

She had to admit that before knowing the truth, she did have thousands of speculations about the mysterious woman who gave birth to the stars, and she had various suspicions about the relationship between Ou Shangqing and that woman.

If you use what he said to be "brooding in your heart", it is also appropriate.

After knowing the truth, her mood became more complicated, but she was also relieved.

Selfish?
Selfish.

He owed the woman his life, and let the woman give birth to a child for him, even though the child is actually her and Ou Shangqing's child, this kind of bondage that keeps cutting and messing up is probably something he will never forget in his life The apical nevus that does not go away.

That was the story of him and another woman that she had no time to participate in.

She can only listen, no matter how sad she is, she can only suffer, this is their story, she can't intervene, and can't help.

But when she heard him say "before you, I never had any other woman", she was relieved when she knew that he didn't have that kind of relationship with that woman, and she was even a little happy.

Knowing that it shouldn't be, but she just can't control the occurrence of this kind of conflict, looking for candy in the heavy sadness, probably she is like this now, right?

(End of this chapter)