I am addicted to my paranoia

Chapter 110 Are You Crying?
Lou Mian's eyes were condensed slightly, and one of his feet was inadvertently turned away, and he fell down instantly: "Ah!"

Hearing the sound, Li Xiao turned around and found that she was sitting on the ground, and quickly squatted down, "Did you twist your foot?"

"Well," Lou Mian touched the ankle, feeling a little tingling, "It's okay."

Hearing this, Li Xiao pursed his lips, "Why are you all right, don't you want to walk along the seaside for a long time?"

"That's what I want," Lou Mian smiled awkwardly, "but now that my ankle is sprained, I can't walk so much. I can only wait for the next time. I'll go back to the hotel first."

As soon as she finished speaking, her gaze fell into the young man's eyes, where there seemed to be shining stars, and she couldn't tell whether it was the sea behind him that was beautiful or his eyes that were beautiful.

At this time, Li Xiao suddenly turned his back, "Come up."

"what?"

"Look at the sea with your back."

Lou Mian's eyes dodged, "No need, I'd better go back to the hotel. It's probably less than 10 minutes for you to look at the sea from my back, and your waist will fail."

——The waist is not good.

Li Xiao's eyes sank, he directly took her hand and put it on his shoulder, then put his arms around her leg, and as soon as he got up, he took her to get up too.

"Eh!"

"Lie down."

"……Oh."

Lou Mian pursed her lips, tilted her head and leaned on his shoulder, her eyes touched his reddish ears.

She clearly felt his tense body state, and also smelled the fragrance on his body. It was the sunscreen that was applied just now. It was refreshing and had some milky fragrance. It competed with his temperament, and there was also a sense of ambivalence that unexpectedly merged. .

"Li Xiao."

"Ok?"

"Have you ever carried anyone else?"

"No."

"Am I the first?"

Li Xiao turned his head slightly, glanced at her out of the corner of his eye, and said 'um' in a low voice.

After receiving the answer, Lou Mian's thoughts suddenly became confused.

She felt sorry for Li Xiao from the beginning, but when she saw him panting and holding back her emotions that night.

That's when things started to change.

Lou Mian turned her head in the other direction, looking at the sea, her emotions, which should be calm, were disturbed by the vibrations in her left chest.

And now Li Xiao couldn't calm down, he was afraid that Lou Mian would think too much because of his answer just now, causing the plan to deviate.

After a while, he spoke, "I haven't finished what I just said."

"What?"

"The person I want to accompany for the rest of my life is you..."

Lou Mian wanted to stop him from continuing, "No—"

"this type."

The atmosphere was momentarily tense.

Lou Mian blinked: "My type?"

"Ah."

The misunderstanding was cleared up, Lou Mian should have felt relaxed, but now she was a little depressed, but she still pretended nothing happened, and said in a cheerful tone: "That's right, you like boys, how could it be... I am what type?"

"I can't tell," Li Xiao was a little bored, and he also looked towards the sea.

At this moment, the two are in close contact, and their eyes are also looking at the same place, but the distance in their hearts is still far away, so far that they both feel that each other is an untouchable existence.

next to.

Some of the tourists who were walking with them at the same time chirped.

"This young couple is sweet. They have been reciting for more than ten minutes and are still reciting. Young people have really good physical strength."

"Are you carrying me on your back too?"

"My waist will break."

"They are so sweet and good-looking, isn't this just like an idol drama projecting reality!"

"It's not an Internet celebrity, is it?"

"No, why do I feel that woman looks familiar?"

When Li Xiao heard the last sentence, he said softly, "Bow your head."

"Ah."

Lou Mian didn't bow her head as he said, but buried her in the side of his neck, passing her breaths one after another, and if she got closer, her lips could be attached to him.

"You—" Li Xiao choked for a moment, and the hand around her leg was also clenched into a fist, trying to adjust his emotions.

……

Along the seaside, watching the most beautiful moment of sunrise, leaving countless footprints on the beach.

Li Xiao walked with her on his back like this for over an hour, and when he looked back, he couldn't see the point of departure.

"Put me down," Lou Mian patted him, "I want to sit for a while."

"it is good."

Li Xiao went to the stone and squatted down, feeling his back relax before sitting down to rest.

"are you tired."

"Not tired."

Lou Mian looked at his shoulder and tried to suppress her thoughts, but her hand touched it involuntarily, and squeezed it for him with moderate strength, "Thanks for your hard work."

He didn't speak, just enjoyed the moment quietly.

Lou Mian pressed the button on him for a few minutes, pondered a sentence for a long time, and finally asked, "Li Xiao, I have always had a question, and I wonder if you can answer me truthfully."

"What?" Li Xiao moved back to her side before stopping, turning to look at her.

"Do you really like men?"

"do not like."

Lou Mian felt her breathing stopped, and asked in disbelief: "Then why did you say you like men? It's because we asked you a private question and you didn't want to answer it?"

Upon hearing this, Li Xiao fell silent.

He wanted to tell Lou Mian the truth now.

But he is always hovering on the edge of hesitation, if he has confidence, then he will not hide.

The scary thing is that if Lou Mian was talking about being drunk last night, she still prefers Cheng Yan.

In that battle, he lost completely.

"If you don't want to say it, you don't need to say it," Lou Mian shrugged, "I'm just curious, that's why I asked, I don't have to know the reason."

"Lou Mian, have you ever seriously liked someone?"

The sudden relationship problem caught Lou Mian a little off guard. She thought for a while: "Probably not."

"Then you—" Li Xiao's Adam's apple twitched, "Did you ever feel sorry for anyone?"

He would like to know the answer to this question.

He wanted to know what kind of existence he was in Lou Mian's heart.

Half a minute later, Lou Mian nodded, "Yes, it's a boy I dated online before."

Li Xiao clenched his hands, "And then."

"He was very kind to me, meticulous in everything, took care of my emotions, and never lost his temper. He gave me all the details that others expected."

"Although I haven't met, I know that he likes me very much." Lou Mian sighed, "But I treated him badly. I didn't have details, didn't care, and didn't reply to his WeChat."

"Thinking about it this way, it seems that he is the one who took the initiative. I have always maintained my relationship with him according to my emotions, but this relationship ended soon. On the day I was urged to marry by my family, he just proposed to meet. I got annoyed and deleted him."

"When I think of him later, I feel very sorry. If I still meet, I want to make up for him in other places."

After finishing speaking, Lou Mian turned her head to see his reaction when he heard this, but she was a little surprised by the eye-catching scene.

"Are you crying?"

(End of this chapter)