Gu Xijue's "Warm Love" Collection

Chapter 59 I'm always by your side (26)
Extra Story [-]: I Don’t Know Lovesickness in My Life

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The beginning of this story began in the first year of Jingding in the Southern Song Dynasty. The spring day in Lin'an was not cast a little shadow because of the war between Mongolia and the Song Dynasty, and the spring scenery did not cover up any dark filth.

There were children in rich clothes laughing and passing by, pointing out those women and children who were poorly dressed and even sold themselves as slaves in front of them. Some bolder ones even picked up clods of dirt and threw them at them.

Some people are angry, some dodge, some flatter, and some are numb.Bai Xuan knelt on the ground, just staring coldly at those people and the thick triple wall behind them.His family was in decline, heavily in debt, his parents died, and he had no branches to rely on, so he had to sell himself as a slave.The changes in the world and the fickleness of the world, such as what he has experienced, can be found everywhere.

A clear and beautiful voice sounded not far away, Bai Xuan raised his head and glanced, it was a girl who looked about twelve or thirteen years old, she was looking at them, as if she was talking to Ren Yazi what.

Bai Xuan knew this face. He had met her last year. At that time, she was playing by the lake. In early summer, lotus leaves were everywhere. She went to pick flowers and accidentally fell into the water. He jumped in and rescued her like a hero. .She was drenched all over but looked at him and smiled, "I can swim since I was five years old, but I still have to thank you. Also, I'm sorry, I made your clothes wet."

Not long after, that human tooth laughed loudly, "Little girl, you want to buy everyone here? Do you know how much these people can sell? One hundred coppers for boys, two hundred coppers for girls. Except for the palace, there is no People can buy everyone at once, how much lucky money do you have, is it enough to buy a slave?"

The people around also laughed, the little girl's face flushed red, and then turned white again, she gritted her teeth, and walked hesitantly in front of the row of kneeling people.

Everyone became excited in an instant, struggling to beg her to buy herself, this situation frightened her, but she didn't turn around and run away, she just bit her lip and looked flustered.

She looked at Bai Xuan, turned her head and said to that human tooth: "Then I only want him, I'll buy a hundred coins."

Bai Xuan frowned and stared at her for a while, unexpectedly, the person to be rescued became him, and the one who acted as a hero became her.Then he suddenly leaned back, pulling those who were tied together to fall into a ball, and happened to make the dirty hand that was trying to grab her miss the hem of her shirt.

The man rolled his eyes and smiled, "Little girl, this is past the age of dancing spoons, the lowest price is two hundred guan, if you sell it to those widows, it will be worth more, how about it?"

Her hand froze to take out the money bag, and she looked at the teeth in disbelief, then at the people on the ground, and finally she was dragged into the carriage by the maid behind her.

Amid the ridicule of the crowd, Bai Xuan hugged his head with a low smile and shrank his body, allowing the angry people to surround him with punches and kicks, until Ren Yazi felt that he had seen enough of the show, and then ordered the guards to break them up.

What Bai Xuan didn't expect was that the next day, she came again and bought him with money.He was dying at that time, Ren Yazi thought it was bad luck and didn't make things difficult, so he waved his hand and let him go.She took him to a small inn, and left money for the servant girl to ask the doctor to take care of him, saying that she would come back as soon as she went, but she would only go for three days.

Three days later, she limped into his room, said with a smile on her face, "I've come to see you, how are you?"

At that time, most of his body had recovered, and he looked at her with eyes as cold as silver stars in the cold night, still frowning slightly, "What's wrong with your feet?"

"It's all right!"

Only later did he know that her family was in charge of the official kiln that fired porcelain for the imperial palace. That time she stole the family's porcelain and sold it in exchange for money to redeem her. Fortunately, there was no official seal on the porcelain, otherwise it would be a catastrophe for the whole family. For this reason, she was fined to kneel for three days and three nights to copy the family rules.

He had to leave Lin'an, and he didn't want to owe her anything more. He told her of his plan to leave, and said that he would return the money for the ransom in the future.She smiled and said, "I have torn up your contract of prostitution." Then she asked, "Will you come back?"

He was silent and didn't promise anything—in this world, who knows what will happen next?
The maid behind her seemed very dissatisfied, but she smiled and said: "Forget it, if you come back someday, remember to come to me, I will take you to watch the fireworks and lanterns, and eat delicious food."

That year he was sixteen, she was thirteen, she was still young, naive, ignorant of the world, only enthusiasm and kindness.

For the next five years, he traveled around, and finally worshiped Taoist Yuan Zun as his teacher.Taoist Yuan Zun was going to Lin'an, so he returned to his hometown.

When he came back that day, he learned about her, and that day was the day she died in the kiln.

Master asked, "Did you remember her all the time in the past five years?"

"Always remember." Always read.

"She died for love. She was burned to ashes by the kiln fire, and her soul is destined to be damaged. If you want to protect her from being stupid or stupid in reincarnation, you must give her a soul, and it is the soul of the seven emotions and six desires. You give it, you Then there is no lust. From then on, life after life, you don’t know love, and you will die alone in every life. Until one life, she meets that person, returns the love owed to her, and the two love each other, and you can get back With that soul, you can truly understand love. You, why did you come here?"

"Just treat me as a debt repayer."

Half a year later, a man approached Taoist Yuan Zun and asked if there was a way to preserve the memory of his beloved in this life to the next life.If so, he is willing to pay any price.

After the man left, Bai Xuan came out from behind the big tree.Taoist Yuan Zun asked him, "Ah Bai, did you hear that?"

He nodded slightly, "Yes. But what does it have to do with me?"

In this life, he and her have no past life memories.She was waiting for the man to come looking for her, and he couldn't think of it beside her.

That person finally found her, and her past and present lives were finally fulfilled.

In the cycle of reincarnation, he is alone.

I will never miss you in my life.

Only lovesickness will hurt lovesickness.

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There was a lot of rain this summer, and Cheng Bai watched the unknown white flowers bloom in the backyard for only two days. He remembered that in the dusk of those two days, he stood in front of the window of her room and watched them being dyed red by the sunset. , very beautiful.Then a shower of rain knocked them down.

Petals all over the ground, scattered into mud.

Now it was raining heavily outside the window, Cheng Bai was sitting by the window, in front of her desk.He held a yellowed photo in his hand - this is a group photo, on it is a pair of teenagers in school uniforms, standing side by side under a big tree, the girl smiles brightly, while the boy has a calm expression .

Cheng Bai didn't know how long he sat there, and finally put the photo on the desk and stood up.When he walked to the door, he looked back and said that he wanted to change this place into his study, but he didn't change it in the end.Except for some more books that were folded or opened on the small sofa, everything here is the same.The door was slowly closed, and the last white flower in the yard outside the window also fell, falling to pieces.

That night, Cheng Bai, who rarely dreamed in his life, had a dream.

It was a day at the end of summer. He went to the magazine office to pick her up for dinner at noon. After lunch, the two went for a walk in a nearby park.

Smoked willows, by the lotus pond.

He asked her, "Will you marry me?"

She was very surprised and said, "Are you...a marriage proposal?"

Seeing that she didn't agree immediately, he had no choice but to seduce her, "Think about it, marrying me has a lot of benefits, doesn't it? As long as you are right about one thing, I will reward you."

So she thought for a while and answered, "We don't have to argue about whose surname the child has?"

So an open question, as long as you grasp the central idea, no matter how you answer it, it is the correct answer.But his girl just got it wrong.

She got the wrong answer, but was rewarded - a shiny diamond ring.

In this way, the two made a private decision for life.

Cheng Bai woke up with tears streaming down his eyes.

"I really like you." A soft whisper scattered in the empty room.

If he had memories in his previous life, then this sentence should be like this——

i really like you
Therefore, I am willing to give up my emotions and desires just to protect your clarity throughout the world;
i really like you
So even though you know that you will love others, you must keep you from being alone before;
i really like you
From then to now, every minute, every moment.

(End of this chapter)