Gu Xijue's "Warm Love" Collection

Chapter 4 is full of my love for you (standard edition) (4)
a boy's love

Two days ago, I talked to my girlfriend about our mutual relationship. She was "instant love". She said that they saw each other right, and it was OK if they didn't feel sick when they went to bed.I said I can't do it, I need to understand each other, know that the other party's heart is sincere, and let the other party know that I care about him.Considering the possibility and rationality of being together, considering each other's families, and also thinking about how my marriage with him needs to be managed by the two of us in the future to last.

The friend shook his head and said, "You are so realistic."

Yes, I'm realistic, so my romantic boyfriend used to call me a cold woman, a cruel woman, a heartless woman, and how his teenage heart was broken and broken.

I... think about it, too.

I still don't remember the first impression Xu Weiyu gave me, I only know that I got to know him once I got to know her.I didn't even know which grade was in the same class as him and which grade was separated from him all the way from elementary school.

When I was in high school, I chose liberal arts. He told me to go out and dragged me to the back of the teaching building. He spun around in circles, annoyed for a long time, "Why are you like this? Why are you like this..."

He is good at liberal arts, and I am good at science.

He accommodated me and chose the theory, and I chose the essay unbelievingly, which was really a mistake.

I said, "Wei Yu, I'm going up."

He became even more annoyed, stared at me, and said coldly to me for the first time: "Gu Qingxi, do you want to be so indifferent?!"

I watched him turn and leave, not knowing how to deal with this kind of thing, I just felt very sorry.

Naturally, I wasn't so ignorant that I couldn't see that he was interested in me even in such an obvious small passage of romance, but we were both young at the time, so how could we have so many deep feelings, even if there was a little impulsiveness and ignorance, it was still immature.Whether it is a young love attempt or a missed one, it is just a smile when I recall it in the future, maybe it is gentle, maybe it is calm and breezy.

A large-scale spring outing in the second year of high school was a rare benefit that the school gave to high school students in dire straits. The organization went to Wuyuan, Jiangxi Province. I don’t remember how long the bus took. When I got off, I was a little motion sick. Xi, you look so pale, do you want some water?"

I said just walk around and let the air blow.

My deskmate is a quiet girl who is a bit like me in character, so I get along very well with her.We followed the rear of the large group, walking on the country road, and felt that it was rare to relax. A group of boys in front had already made a lot of noise.After walking for a while, someone from behind patted me on the shoulder. I turned around and saw Xu Weiyu. I forgot that their science class also came together. The liberal arts class was in the front, and they were the last group. He handed out the water bottle with a blank expression, " Have some water."

I froze for a moment, then reacted and said: I am not thirsty.In fact, I couldn't drink it, and my chest was always a little nauseous.

He frowned and said, "Your face is as white as a ghost!"

I……

My deskmate felt that the atmosphere was not right, so he asked me worriedly in a low voice: "Qingxi, should we hurry up and keep up with the one in front?"

As I was hesitating, the boy from the science class had already run up, chattering, "Wei Yu, no wonder he ran so fast, so he is looking for a girlfriend!"

"Student, Young Master Xu really misses you. He was looking at his watch all the way, haha, haha!"

"Brother Yu, it's too obvious! The old class is coming up soon, take it easy!"

Seeing my indifferent expression, Xu Weiyu stopped her friend, "Okay, you guys!"

A group of boys stopped making trouble and ran forward happily.

Xu Weiyu looked at me hesitantly and said, "Let's go together?"

My deskmate understood it, and at this moment he told me "I'm going to find XX" without any sense of loyalty, and trotted away after speaking.

Xu Weiyu came over and held my arm, I said no, I can walk.

He gritted his teeth, "Just hold on!"

Hey, I'm uncomfortable, but it's even more uncomfortable when he makes such a fuss. Seeing many boys and girls from the science class coming up behind me, I said, "Let's go."

We walked in the middle and I felt very uncomfortable.Xu Weiyu once said to me: I love face more than I like him.Actually I just don't like being the center of attention and getting attention.My personality has been like this since I was a child, and this habit of personality accumulated over the years cannot be easily changed by saying "change it".That day when I followed the person in our class and wanted to say goodbye to him, he grabbed me and said, "Qingxi, I'm leaving next year."

Xu Weiyu's feelings are much more than what I give, and it has always been.And he also understood a lot of things earlier than me.The most common sentence he said was: You made me wait for so long, I almost thought you would not understand until you were gray-haired!Then I will never meet you again in my next life!
The third year of high school was the most painful year. What I remember most is that I couldn't wake up every day, I couldn't finish the questions, I was dizzy, and I couldn't tell the bells after class and the bells in class, but this kind of time passed quickly. In the middle of the month, I found out that my high school life was over.

That summer, my younger brother went abroad with my father. My mother and I sent him there. But he took my hand and said to me with a smile: "Sister, I am going abroad, hehe, I will buy beautiful clothes for my sister to take back home!"

I said yes.

When I returned to China, my neighbor stopped me and said, "Qingxi, you and your mother are not at home during this time?"

I said yes and went out.

He said: "There is a boy who came here to wait for you every day for the first two weeks. I saw him waiting from morning to night, and said that you might have gone out and weren't at home during the summer vacation. Hey, you are back now, why don't you Call him, do you know who he is?"

I said I know.

Xu Weiyu has also gone abroad. Going abroad seems to be as convenient as eating KFC in this day and age.

In college, I made a group of good friends. Their personalities are either cheerful, shameless, or graceful.It is said that college is the temple of love, so in the second half of the semester, my friends around me quickly made boyfriends, so I, a lonely family, was often despised and preached.Until one day, the head of the office mysteriously handed me the landline and said, "Xizi, I'm looking for you, man."

I took it suspiciously and said "Hello".

It took a long time for the other side to say: "It's me."

Later, it was said that I also had a boyfriend.Because when Xu Weiyu called for the second time, the head of the room asked: "Tell me, who are you from Qingxi in our family? Be lenient when you confess, and strict when you resist!"

"She says whoever she says is whoever she is," he said.

The head of the room laughed: "My property! Haha, okay, I got it, Qingxi's property!"

He said, "Qingxi, now that you're in college, can you start a relationship?"

I'm not an outstanding girl. If I really want to talk about my advantages, it's quietness and kindness.

When I do something, I will consider many things, including feelings, so Xu Weiyu fell in love with me and suffered a lot.But at first I really thought he was just a whim, since he was playing tricks in front of me since he was a child, maybe the novelty will fade after a while.And I am a slow person, and I am a little cautious about relationships.

I asked Wei Yu, what do you like about me?
He said: I don't know, I can't tell, but it's you anyway.

I said: Then do you know how I feel about you?

He said: Yes, but you don't know.

I laughed, thinking that the two of them were idiots.

During my four years in college, a group of girls gave me unforgettable friendship for a lifetime. I learned to sleep late, play games occasionally, and learn how girls howl in the dormitory. I can read books without moving. In these four years, two Boys have pursued me, but compared to my friend's crazy bees and butterflies, I am very unpopular, and I also said sorry to those two boys.

Xu Weiyu came to school to look for me a few times, the first time we met after thousands of miles away, I remember him wearing a light-colored sweatshirt, tall, with short hair, looking particularly clean in the sun.

He saw me and laughed. My nose was inexplicably sour.

He ran up, hesitated, stretched out his hand and put it down again.

I said what's wrong?
He said that he wanted to hug you, but he was afraid that you would scold him.

The first time we both hugged, I hugged him.When I let go of my hand, I found that his eyes were red, and I said what's wrong?
He said he was moved.

We always get together less and leave more. I once thought about the relationship between the two, but after thinking about it from the beginning, I found that it is really a flat and lengthy album.

Xu Weiyu said: "Get rid of the plainness! My life is not too sad!" Then he said, "It's a bit long-winded, my youth is wasted on you, you have to be responsible to me."

I said, "Which TV show did you learn that from?"

The year he came back, I was still in school, and he didn't notify me, so when I went back to the dormitory that day and saw him standing downstairs in our dormitory, I couldn't take a step anymore.

He came over and hugged me and said, "Qingxi, I'm back."

Six years ago on that small road in Wuyuan, he grabbed my sleeve and said, "Qingxi, I'm leaving next year."

Six years is neither long nor short.

Although our relationship has not had major twists and turns, it cannot be said to be easy.After so many years of distance, the reason for being able to walk all the way is mostly because of his persistence, and I always wanted to say to him: Xiao Yu, thank you for your persistence.

(End of this chapter)